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Love！ It is the lofty abandonment of self for the dawning of the
beautiful in the soul！ What my friends call life and enjoyment is a
passing shadow； it is like bubbles among seething dregs； not the
pure heavenly wine that consecrates us to life。〃
The marble block was reared in its place。 The chisel struck
great fragments from it； the measurements were taken； points and lines
were made； the mechanical part was executed； till gradually the
stone assumed a human female form； a shape of beauty； and became
converted into the Psyche； fair and glorious… a divine being in
human shape。 The heavy stone appeared as a gliding； dancing； airy
Psyche； with the heavenly innocent smile… the smile that had
mirrored itself in the soul of the young artist。
The Star of the roseate dawn beheld and understood what was
stirring within the young man； and could read the meaning of the
changing color of his cheek； of the light that flashed from his eye；
as he stood busily working； reproducing what had been put into his
soul from above。
〃Thou art a master like those masters among the ancient Greeks；〃
exclaimed his delighted friends； 〃soon shall the whole world admire
thy Psyche。〃
〃My Psyche！〃 he repeated。 〃Yes； mine。 She must be mine。 I； too； am
an artist； like those great men who are gone。 Providence has granted
me the boon； and has made me the equal of that lady of noble birth。〃
And he knelt down and breathed a prayer of thankfulnesss to
Heaven； and then he forgot Heaven for her sake… for the sake of her
picture in stone… for her Psyche which stood there as if formed of
snow； blushing in the morning dawn。
He was to see her in reality； the living； graceful Psyche； whose
words sounded like music in his ears。 He could now carry the news into
the rich palace that the marble Psyche was finished。 He betook himself
thither； strode through the open courtyard where the waters ran
splashing from the dolphin's jaws into the marble basins； where the
snowy lilies and the fresh roses bloomed in abundance。 He stepped into
the great lofty hall； whose walls and ceilings shone with gilding
and bright colors and heraldic devices。 Gayly…dressed serving…men；
adorned with trappings like sleigh horses； walked to and fro； and some
reclined at their ease upon the carved oak seats； as if they were
the masters of the house。 He told them what had brought him to the
palace； and was conducted up the shining marble staircase； covered
with soft carpets and adorned with many a statue。 Then he went on
through richly…furnished chambers； over mosaic floors； amid gorgeous
pictures。 All this pomp and luxury seemed to weary him； but soon he
felt relieved； for the princely old master of the house received him
most graciously；； almost heartily； and when he took his leave he was
requested to step into the Signora's apartment； for she； too； wished
to see him。 The servants led him through more luxurious halls and
chambers into her room； where she appeared the chief and leading
ornament。
She spoke to him。 No hymn of supplication； no holy chant； could
melt his soul like the sound of her voice。 He took her hand and lifted
it to his lips。 No rose was softer； but a fire thrilled through him
from this rose… a feeling of power came upon him； and words poured
from his tongue… he knew not what he said。 Does the crater of the
volcano know that the glowing lava is pouring from it？ He confessed
what he felt for her。 She stood before him astonished； offended；
proud； with contempt in her face； an expression of disgust； as if
she had suddenly touched a cold unclean reptile。 Her cheeks
reddened； her lips grew white； and her eyes flashed fire； though
they were dark as the blackness of night。
〃Madman！〃 she cried； 〃away！ begone！〃
And she turned her back upon him。 Her beautiful face wore an
expression like that of the stony countenance with the snaky locks。
Like a stricken； fainting man； he tottered down the staircase
and out into the street。 Like a man walking in his sleep； he found his
way back to his dwelling。 Then he woke up to madness and agony； and
seized his hammer； swung it high in the air； and rushed forward to
shatter the beautiful marble image。 But； in his pain； he had not
noticed that his friend Angelo stood beside him； and Angelo held
back his arm with a strong grasp； crying；
〃Are you mad？ What are you about？〃
They struggled together。 Angelo was the stronger； and； with a deep
sigh of exhaustion； the young artist threw himself into a chair。
〃What has happened？〃 asked Angelo。 〃Command yourself。 Speak！〃
But what could he say？ How could he explain？ And as Angelo could
make no sense of his friend's incoherent words； he forbore to question
him further； and merely said；
〃Your blood grows thick from your eternal dreaming。 Be a man； as
all others are； and don't go on living in ideals； for that is what
drives men crazy。 A jovial feast will make you sleep quietly and
happily。 Believe me； the time will come when you will be old； and your
sinews will shrink； and then； on some fine sunshiny day； when
everything is laughing and rejoicing； you will lie there a faded
plant； that will grow no more。 I do not live in dreams； but in
reality。 Come with me。 Be a man！〃
And he drew the artist away with him。 At this moment he was able
to do so； for a fire ran in the blood of the young sculptor； a
change had taken place in his soul； he felt a longing to tear from the
old； the accustomed… to forget； if possible； his own individuality；
and therefore it was that he followed Angelo。
In an out…of…the…way suburb of Rome lay a tavern much visited by
artists。 It was built on the ruins of some ancient baths。 The great
yellow citrons hung down among the dark shining leaves； and covered
a part of the old reddish…yellow walls。 The tavern consisted of a
vaulted chamber； almost like a cavern； in the ruins。 A lamp burned
there before the picture of the Madonna。 A great fire gleamed on the
hearth； and roasting and boiling was going on there； without； under
the citron trees and laurels； stood a few covered tables。
The two artists were received by their friends with shouts of
welcome。 Little was eaten； but much was drunk； and the spirits of
the company rose。 Songs were sung and ditties were played on the
guitar； presently the Salterello sounded； and the merry dance began。
Two young Roman girls； who sat as models to the artists； took part
in the dance and in the festivity。 Two charming Bacchantes were
they； certainly not Psyches… not delicate； beautiful roses； but fresh；
hearty； glowing carnations。
How hot it was on that day！ Even after sundown it was hot。 There
was fire in the blood； fire in every glance； fire everywhere。 The
air gleamed with gold and roses； and life seemed like gold and roses。
〃At last you have joined us； for once；〃 said his friends。 〃Now let
yourself be carried by the waves within and around you。〃
〃Never yet have I felt so well； so merry！〃 cried the young artist。
〃You are right… you are all of you right。 I was a fool… a dreamer。 Ma