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wide…eyed and stunned。 Mat was huddled in a ball with his arms wrapped around his head； and Perrin had his fingers dug into his face as if he wanted to rip away whatever he had seen； or perhaps rip out the eyes that had seen it。 None of the soldiers were any better。 Masema wept openly； tears streaming down his face； and Hurin was looking around as if for a place to run。
〃What 。。。 ？〃 Rand stopped to swallow。 He was lying on rough； weathered stone half buried in the dirt。 〃What happened？〃
〃A surge of the One Power。〃 The Aes Sedai tottered to her feet and pulled her cloak tight with a shiver。 〃It was as if we were being forced 。。。 pushed 。。。 It seemed to e out of nowhere。 You must learn to control it。 You must！ That much of the Power could burn you to a cinder。〃
〃Verin； I 。。。 I lived 。。。 I was 。。。〃 He realized the stone under him was rounded。 The Portal Stone。 Hastily； shakily； he pushed himself to his feet。 〃Verin； I lived and died； I don't know how many times。 Every time it was different； but it was me。 It was me。〃
〃The Lines that join the Worlds That Might Be； laid by those who knew the Numbers of Chaos。〃 Verin shuddered； she seemed to be talking to herself。 〃I've never heard it； but there is no reason we would not be born in those worlds； yet the lives we lived would be different lives。 Of course。 Different lives for the different ways things might have happened。〃
〃Is that what happened？ I 。。。 we 。。。 saw how our lives could have been？〃 I have won again； Lews Therin。 No！ I am Rand al'Thor！
Verin gave herself a shake and looked at him。 〃Does it surprise you that your life might go differently if you made different choices； or different things happened to you？ Though I never thought I … Well。 The important thing is； we are here。 Though not as we hoped。〃
〃Where is here？〃 he demanded。 The woods of Stedding Tsofu were gone； replaced by rolling land。 There seemed to be forest not far to the west； and a few hills。 It had been high in the day when they gathered around the Stone in the stedding but here the sun stood low toward afternoon in a gray sky。 The handful of trees nearby were bare branched； or else held a few leaves bright with color。 A cold wind gusted from the east； sending leaves scurrying across the ground。
〃Toman Head；〃 Verin said。 〃This is the Stone I visited。 You should not have tried to bring us directly here。 I don't know what went wrong … I don't suppose I ever will … but from the trees； I would say it is well into late autumn。 Rand； we haven't gained any time by it。 We've lost time。 I would say we have easily spent four months in ing here。〃
〃But I didn't … 〃
〃You must let me guide you in these things。 I cannot teach you； it's true； but perhaps I can at least keep you from killing yourself … and the rest of us … by overreaching。 Even if you do not kill yourself； if the Dragon Reborn burns himself out like a guttering candle； who will face the Dark One then？〃 She did not wait for him to renew his protests； but went to Ingtar instead。
The Shienaran gave a start when she touched his arm； and looked at her with frantic eyes。 〃I walk in the Light；〃 he said hoarsely。 〃I will find the Horn of Valere and pull down Shayol Ghul's power。 I will！〃
〃Of course you will；〃 she said soothingly。 She took his face in her hands； and he drew a sudden breath； abruptly recovering from whatever had held him。 Except that memory still lay in his eyes。 〃There；〃 she said。 〃That will do for you。 I will see how I can help the rest。 We may still recover the Horn； but our path has not grown smoother。〃
As she started around among the others； stopping briefly by each； Rand went to his friends。 When he tried to straighten Mat； Mat jerked and stared at him； then grabbed Rand's coat with both hands。 〃Rand； I'd never tell anyone about … about you。 I wouldn't betray you。 You have to believe that！〃 He looked worse than ever； but Rand thought it was mostly fright。
〃I do；〃 Rand said。 He wondered what lives Mat had lived； and what he had done。 He must have told someone； or he wouldn't be so anxious about it。 He could not hold it against him。 Those had been other Mats； not this one。 Besides； after some of the alternatives he had seen for himself 。。。 〃I believe you。 Perrin？〃
The curly…haired youth dropped his hands from his face with a sigh。 Red marks scored his forehead and cheeks where his nails had dug in。 His yellow eyes hid his thoughts。 〃We don't have many choices really； do we； Rand？ Whatever happens； whatever we do； some things are almost always the same。〃 He let out another long breath。 〃Where are we？ Is this one of those worlds you and Hurin were talking about？〃
〃It's Toman Head；〃 Rand told him。 〃In our world。 Or so Verin says。 And it is autumn。〃
Mat looked worried。 〃How could …？ No； I don't want to know how it happened。 But how are we going to find Fain and the dagger now？ He could be anywhere by this time。〃
〃He's here；〃 Rand assured him。 He hoped he was right。 Fain had had time to take ship for anyplace he wanted to go。 Time to ride to Emond's Field。 Or Tar Valon。 Please； Light； he didn't get tired of waiting。 If he's hurt Egwene； or anybody in Emond's Field； I'll 。。。 Light burn me； I tried to e in time。
〃The larger towns on Toman Head are all west of here；〃 Verin announced loudly enough for all to hear。 Everyone was on their feet again； except for Rand and his two friends； she came and put her hands on Mat as she spoke。 〃Not that there are many villages large enough to call towns。 If we are to find any trace of the Darkfriends； to the west is the place to begin。 And I think we should not waste the daylight sitting here。〃
When Mat blinked and stood up … he still looked ill； but he moved spryly … she put her hands on Perrin。 Rand backed away when she reached for him。
〃Don't be foolish；〃 she told him。
〃I don't want your help；〃 he said quietly。 〃Or any Aes Sedai help。〃
Her lips twitched。 〃As you wish。〃
They mounted immediately and rode west； leaving the Portal Stone behind。 No one protested； Rand least of all。 Light； let me not be too late。
Chapter 38
（Flame of Tar Valon）
Practice
Sitting cross…legged on her bed in her white dress； Egwene made three tiny balls of light weave patterns above her hands。 She was not supposed to do this without at least one the Accepted to supervise； but Nynaeve； glaring and striding up and down in front of the small fireplace； did after all wear the Serpent ring given to the Accepted； and her white dress had the colored rings encircling the hem； even if she was not allowed to try to teach anyone yet。 And Egwene had found over these last thirteen weeks that she could not resist。 She knew how easy it was to touch saidar now。 She could always feel it there； waiting for her； like the smell of perfume or the feel of silk； drawing her； drawing her。 And once she did touch it； she could rarely stop from channeling； or at least trying to。 She failed almost as often as she succeeded； but that was only another spur to keep on。
It often frightened her。 How much she wanted to channel frightened her； and how drab and dre