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Herb Porter has been going around all day with a big； silly smile on his chops。 He is actually being nice to people。 What in God's name can that be about？ As if I didn't know； nyuck…nyuck…nyuck。
Never mind Bill and Herb。 Never mind Sandra's hot thighs； either。 I have another and more interesting thing to ponder。 There was a pink WHILE YOU WERE OUT slip on my desk when I got back from lunch。 Riddley called and LaShonda took the message。 He says he won't be back until next Wednesday or so； because winding up his mother's affairs is taking longer than he thought。 But that isn't the interesting part。 LaShonda has written； and I quote； 〃There are difficulties with his brother and sister。 Mostly sister。〃 Did Riddley actually tell her that？ They have never seemed particularly friendly； in fact I've always gotten the idea that LaShonda considers Riddley to be beneath her； maybe because she believes the Amos 'n Andy accent。 。 。 although that's a little tough to swallow。 Mostly I think it's because he es to work in gray fatigues from Dickey and she always shows up dressed to the nines。 。 。 some days to the tens。
No； I don't think Riddley exactly said anything about having problems with his brother and sister。 I think L。 just sort of。 。 。 knew。 Zenith isn't out in the reception area； so far the garlic seems to be working and it's mostly growing in the other direction。 。 。 toward the end of the hall and the window that looks out on the airshaft。 。 。 but its influence may have reached the reception area。
I think LaShonda read his mind。 Read it over fifteen hundred miles or so of long distance telephone line。 And without even knowing it。 Maybe I'm wrong but。 。 。
No； I'm not wrong。
Because I'm reading her mind； and I know。
＇Five second pause on tape＇
Whoo； Jesus。
Jesus Christ； this is big。
This is fucking big。
From Bill Gelb's Diary
4/3/81
I'm at my apartment tonight； but am thinking about Paramus； New Jersey； tomorrow night。 There's an all…night poker game there on Saturdays； pretty high stakes and connected to the Italian Brotherhood； if you know what I mean。 Ginelli's game； or so I've heard （he's the Mafia type who owns Four Fathers； two blocks from here）。 I've only gone there a couple of times and lost my shirt on both occasions （I paid up； too； you don't fuck with the Italian gentlemen）； but I have a feeling that this time things might be different。
Today in my office； after R。 W。 okayed my book idea （Alien Investing is going to sell at least 3 million copies； don't ask me how I know that but I do）； I took my dice out of the desk drawer where I keep them and started rolling。 At first I was barely paying attention to what I was doing； then I took a closer look and holy shit； I couldn't believe what I was seeing。 I got out a legal pad and recorded forty straight rolls。
Thirty…four sevens。
Six elevens。
No snake…eyes； no boxcars。 Not even a single point。
I tried the same experiment here at home （as soon as I got in through the door； as a matter of fact）； not sure it would work because the telepathy doesn't travel much beyond the fifth floor at 490 Park。 The fact is； you can feel it fade each time you go down （or up） in the elevator。 It drains away like water draining out of a sink； and it's a sad sensation。
Anyway； tonight； rolling forty times on my kitchen table produced twenty sevens； six elevens； and fourteen 〃points〃…i。 e。 spot bos adding up to three； four； five； six； eight； nine； and ten。 No snake…eyes。 No boxcars。 The luck isn't quite so strong away from the office； but twenty sevens and six elevens are pretty amazing。 More amazing still； I didn't crap out one single time； not at 490； not even here at home。
Will I be as successful at five…card stud and jacks or better on the other side of the Hudson？
Only one way to find out； baby。 Tomorrow night。
I can hardly believe what's happening； but there isn't the slightest doubt in my mind that it is happening。 Roger suggested that we stay away from the plant； and what a joke that is。 Might as well suggest the tide not to turn； or that Harlow Enders not be such an asshole。 （Enders is a Robert Goulet fan。 All you have to do to know that is to look at him。）
I found myself wandering down toward Riddley's closet once or twice an hour all day long； just to take a big brain…clearing whiff。 Sometimes it smells like popcorn （the Nordica Theater； where I copped my first feel。 。 。 I didn't tell the others that part； but given current conditions I'm sure they must know）； sometimes like freshly cut grass； sometimes like Wildroot Cr？me Oil； which is what I always wanted the barber to put on my hair as the finishing touch when I was but a wee slip of a lad。 On several occasions others were there when I arrived； and just before quitting time we all turned up at once； standing side by side and breathing deep； storing up those good aromas…and good ideas； maybe…for the weekend。 I suppose we would have looked hilarious to an outsider； like a New Yorker cartoon without a caption （would we even need one to be amusing？ I think not）； but believe me； there was nothing hilarious about it。 Nothing scary； either。 It was nice； that's all。 Plain old nice。
Is breathing Zenith addictive？ I suppose it must be； but it doesn't feel like a harsh； governing addiction （〃governing〃 may be the wrong word； but it's the only one I can think of）。 Not like the cigarette habit； in other words； or the pot habit。 People say pot isn't addictive； but after my junior year at Bates； I know better…that shit almost got me flunked out。 But I repeat； this is not like that。 I don't seem to miss it when I'm away from it； as I am now （at least not yet）。 And at work there is the indescribable feeling of being at one with your mates。 I don't know if I'd call it telepathy； exactly （Herb and Sandra do； John and Roger seem a little less sure）。 It's more like singing in harmony； or walking together in a parade； matching strides。 （Not marching； though； it doesn't feel that structured。） And although John； Roger； Sandra； and Herb have all gone their separate ways for the weekend and we're all far from the plant； I still feel in touch with them； as if I could reach out and connect if I really wanted to。 Or needed to。
The mailroom is now almost pletely empty of manuscripts； which is a damned good thing； because it's now almost pletely full of Zenith。 Z has also overgrown the walls of the corridor； although much more densely in the southerly direction…i。 e。 toward the rear of the building and the airshaft。 Going the other way it has curled its friendly （we assume they're friendly） tendrils around Sandra's door and John's facing hers； but that's as far as it had progressed as of four o'clock this afternoon； when I split。 It seems reasonable to assume that the Barfield woman was right about the garlic and the smell…which we mere humans can no longer detect…is slowing it down； at least in that direction。 South of the janitor's closet and the mailroom； however； the corridor is well on the way to being a jungle path。 There's Z all over the walls （it's buried the framed book jacket blow…ups down that way； which is a great relief）；