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〃Why； Marguerite； who can separate us？〃 I cried。
〃You； who will not let me take you on your own level； but insist on
taking me on mine； you； who wish me to keep the luxury in the midst of
which I have lived； and so keep the moral distance which separates us； you；
who do not believe that my affection is sufficiently disinterested to share
with me what you have； though we could live happily enough on it
together； and would rather ruin yourself； because you are still bound by a
foolish prejudice。 Do you really think that I could compare a carriage and
diamonds with your love？ Do you think that my real happiness lies in the
trifles that mean so much when one has nothing to love； but which become
trifling indeed when one has？ You will pay my debts； realize your estate；
and then keep me？ How long will that last？ Two or three months； and then
it will be too late to live the life I propose； for then you will have to take
everything from me； and that is what a man of honour can not do； while
now you have eight or ten thousand francs a year； on which we should be
able to live。 I will sell the rest of what I do not want； and with this alone I
will make two thousand francs a year。 We will take a nice little flat in
which we can both live。 In the summer we will go into the country； not to
a house like this； but to a house just big enough for two people。 You are
independent； I am free； we are young； in heaven's name； Armand； do not
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drive me back into the life I had to lead once！〃
I could not answer。 Tears of gratitude and love filled my eyes； and I
flung myself into Marguerite's arms。
〃I wanted；〃 she continued； 〃to arrange everything without telling you；
pay all my debts； and take a new flat。 In October we should have been
back in Paris； and all would have come out； but since Prudence has told
you all； you will have to agree beforehand； instead of agreeing afterward。
Do you love me enough for that？〃
It was impossible to resist such devotion。 I kissed her hands ardently；
and said：
〃I will do whatever you wish。〃
It was agreed that we should do as she had planned。 Thereupon； she
went wild with delight； danced； sang； amused herself with calling up
pictures of her new flat in all its simplicity； and began to consult me as to
its position and arrangement。 I saw how happy and proud she was of this
resolution； which seemed as if it would bring us into closer and closer
relationship； and I resolved to do my own share。 In an instant I decided the
whole course of my life。 I put my affairs in order； and made over to
Marguerite the income which had come to me from my mother； and which
seemed little enough in return for the sacrifice which I was accepting。
There remained the five thousand francs a year from my father； and；
whatever happened； I had always enough to live on。 I did not tell
Marguerite what I had done； certain as I was that she would refuse the gift。
This income came from a mortgage of sixty thousand francs on a house
that I had never even seen。 All that I knew was that every three months my
father's solicitor； an old friend of the family； handed over to me seven
hundred and fifty francs in return for my receipt。
The day when Marguerite and I came to Paris to look for a flat； I went
to this solicitor and asked him what had to be done in order to make over
this income to another person。 The good man imagined I was ruined； and
questioned me as to the cause of my decision。 As I knew that I should be
obliged； sooner or later； to say in whose favour I made this transfer； I
thought it best to tell him the truth at once。 He made none of the objections
that his position as friend and solicitor authorized him to make； and
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assured me that he would arrange the whole affair in the best way possible。
Naturally； I begged him to employ the greatest discretion in regard to my
father； and on leaving him I rejoined Marguerite； who was waiting for me
at Julie Duprat's； where she had gone in preference to going to listen to the
moralizings of Prudence。
We began to look out for flats。 All those that we saw seemed to
Marguerite too dear； and to me too simple。 However； we finally found； in
one of the quietest parts of Paris； a little house； isolated from the main part
of the building。 Behind this little house was a charming garden；
surrounded by walls high enough to screen us from our neighbours； and
low enough not to shut off our own view。 It was better than our
expectations。
While I went to give notice at my own flat； Marguerite went to see a
business agent； who； she told me； had already done for one of her friends
exactly what she wanted him to do for her。 She came on to the Rue de
Provence in a state of great delight。 The man had promised to pay all her
debts； to give her a receipt for the amount； and to hand over to her twenty
thousand francs； in return for the whole of her furniture。 You have seen by
the amount taken at the sale that this honest man would have gained thirty
thousand francs out of his client。
We went back joyously to Bougival； talking over our projects for the
future； which； thanks to our heedlessness； and especially to our love； we
saw in the rosiest light。
A week later； as we were having lunch； Nanine came to tell us that my
servant was asking for me。 〃Let him come in；〃 I said。
〃Sir；〃 said he； 〃your father has arrived in Paris； and begs you to return
at once to your rooms； where he is waiting for you。〃
This piece of news was the most natural thing in the world； yet； as we
heard it； Marguerite and I looked at one another。 We foresaw trouble。
Before she had spoken a word； I replied to her thought； and； taking her
hand； I said； 〃Fear nothing。〃
〃Come back as soon as possible；〃 whispered Marguerite； embracing
me； 〃I will wait for you at the window。〃
I sent on Joseph to tell my father that I was on my way。 Two hours
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later I was at the Rue de Provence。
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