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could never be wholly repaired。 The fact that certain papers quoted the
speech and spoke well of it； and certain readers who had not listened to
it thought it enormously funny； gave very little comfort。 But perhaps
his chief concern was the ruin which he believed he had brought upon
Howells。 He put his heart into a brief letter：
MY DEAR HOWELLS；My sense of disgrace does not abate。 It grows。
I see that it is going to add itself to my list of permanencies； a
list of humiliations that extends back to when I was seven years
old； and which keep on persecuting me regardless of my repentances。
I feel that my misfortune has injured me all over the country；
therefore it will be best that I retire from before the public at
present。 It will hurt the Atlantic for me to appear in its pages
now。 So it is my opinion； and my wife's； that the telephone story
had better be suppressed。 Will you return those proofs or revises
to me； so that I can use the same on some future occasion？
It seems as if I must have been insane when I wrote that speech and
saw no harm in it； no disrespect toward those men whom I reverenced
so much。 And what shame I brought upon you； after what you said in
introducing me！ It burns me like fire to think of it。
The whole matter is a dreadful subject。 Let me drop it hereat
least on paper。
Penitently yours； MARK
So； all in a moment； his world had come to an endas it seemed。 But
Howells's letter； which came rushing back by first mail； brought hope。
〃It was a fatality；〃 Howells said。 〃One of those sorrows into which a
man walks with his eyes wide open； no one knows why。〃
Howells assured him that Longfellow； Emerson； and Holmes would so
consider it； beyond doubt； that Charles Eliot Norton had already
expressed himself exactly in the right spirit concerning it。 Howells
declared that there was no intention of dropping Mark Twain's work from
the Atlantic。
You are not going to be floored by it； there is more justice than
that even in this world。 Especially as regards me； just call the
sore spot well。 I can say more； and with better heart； in praise of
your good feeling （which was what I always liked in you）； since this
thing happened than I could before。
It was agreed that he should at once write a letter to Longfellow；
Emerson； and Holmes； and he did write； laying his heart bare to them。
Longfellow and Holmes answered in a fine spirit of kindliness； and Miss
Emerson wrote for her father in the same tone。 Emerson had not been
offended； for he had not heard the speech； having arrived even then at
that stage of semi…oblivion as to immediate things which eventually so
completely shut him away。 Longfellow's letter made light of the whole
matter。 The newspapers； he said； had caused all the mischief。
A bit of humor at a dinner…table talk is one thing； a report of it
in the morning papers is another。 One needs the lamplight and the
scenery。 These failing； what was meant in jest assumes a serious
aspect。
I do not believe that anybody was much hurt。 Certainly I was not；
and Holmes tells me that he was not。 So I think you may dismiss the
matter from your mind； without further remorse。
It was a very pleasant dinner； and I think Whittier enjoyed it very
much。
Holmes likewise referred to it as a trifle。
It never occurred to me for a moment to take offense； or to feel
wounded by your playful use of my name。 I have heard some mild
questioning as to whether； even in fun； it was good taste to
associate the names of the authors with the absurdly unlike
personalities attributed to them； but it seems to be an open
question。 Two of my friends； gentlemen of education and the highest
social standing； were infinitely amused by your speech； and stoutly
defended it against the charge of impropriety。 More than this； one
of the cleverest and best…known ladies we have among us was highly
delighted with it。
Miss Emerson's letter was to Mrs。 Clemens and its homelike New England
fashion did much to lift the gloom。
DEAR MRS。 CLEMENS； At New Year's our family always meets； to spend
two days together。 To…day my father came last； and brought with him
Mr。 Clemens's letter； so that I read it to the assembled family； and
I have come right up…stairs to write to you about it。 My sister
said； 〃Oh； let father write！〃 but my mother said； 〃No； don't wait
for him。 Go now； don't stop to pick that up。 Go this minute and
write。 I think that is a noble letter。 Tell them so。〃 First let
me say that no shadow of indignation has ever been in any of our
minds。 The night of the dinner； my father says； he did not hear Mr。
Clemens's speech。 He was too far off； and my mother says that when
she read it to him the next day it amused him。 But what you will
want is to know； without any softening； how we did feel。 We were
disappointed。 We have liked almost everything we have ever seen
over Mark Twain's signature。 It has made us like the man； and we
have delighted in the fun。 Father has often asked us to repeat
certain passages of The Innocents Abroad； and of a speech at a
London dinner in 1872； and we all expect both to approve and to
enjoy when we see his name。 Therefore； when we read this speech it
was a real disappointment。 I said to my brother that it didn't seem
good or funny； and he said； 〃No； it was unfortunate。 Still some of
those quotations were very good〃； and he gave them with relish and
my father laughed； though never having seen a card in his life； he
couldn't understand them like his children。 My mother read it
lightly and had hardly any second thoughts about it。 To my father
it is as if it had not been； he never quite heard； never quite
understood it； and he forgets easily and entirely。 I think it
doubtful whether he writes to Mr。 Clemens； for he is old and long
ago gave up answering letters； I think you can see just how bad； and
how little bad； it was as far as we are concerned； and this lovely
heartbreaking letter makes up for our disappointment in our much…
liked author； and restores our former feeling about him。
ELLEN T。 EMERSON。
The sorrow dulled a little as the days passed。 Just after Christmas
Clemens wrote to Howells：
I haven't done a stroke of work since the Atlantic dinner。 But I'm
going to try to…morrow。 How could I ever
Ah； well； I am a great and sublime fool。 But then I am God's fool；
and all his work must be contemplated with respect。
So long as that unfortunate speech is remembered there will be
differences of opinion as to its merits and propriety。 Clemens himself；
reading it for the first time in nearly thirty years； said：
〃I find it gross； coarsewell； I needn't go on with particulars。 I
don't like any part of it； from