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ork City's Chief Medical Examiner。
He was quite content to be out here。 He had his daughters who； with their own families； visited him regularly … his wife had died of leukemia over ten years ago； turned to a faded photo … and his work as doctor in West Bay Bridge。 Then there was his ancillary M。E。 work for Flower at Hauppauge。 They liked him there because he was thorough and inventive； Flower kept asking him if he would e to work for the Suffolk County M。E。 but he was much too happy where he was。 There were friends here； plentiful and warm but； most of all； he had himself。 He found that； essentially； he was happy with himself。 That did not stop the occasional nightmare； however； from creeping through like a clandestine burglar on the loose。 He would still wake up； drenched in sweat； the damp sheets twisted clammily about his legs。 Some nights he would dream of white blood but he dreamed of other things as well； dream symbols of his personal fright。 At those times he would get up and pad silently into the kitchen； making himself a cup of hot cocoa； and would read； at random； from one of Raymond Chandler's seven novels； finding within that spare inferential prose…style a kind of existential calm amid his private storm； and inside thirty minutes he had returned to sleep。
Doc Deerforth stretched； easing the ache that sat like a stuck pitchfork between his shoulder blades。 That's what es of working all hours at my age； he thought。 Still； he went over his findings once again。 It was all there； black and white； the words piling together into sentences and paragraphs； but now he was seeing the meaning for the first time； as if he were an Egyptologist who had at last stumbled upon the Rosetta Stone。
Another routine drowning； he had thought； when they had called him out to Dune Road。 Of course he did not mean that。 The word routine had no place in his vocabulary。 Life was the most precious thing in the world to him。 But he need not have bee a doctor to feel that way。 Living through the war in the Pacific Theatre had been enough。 Day after day； from his disarrayed jungle camp during the bitter fighting in the Philippines； he had seen the cascades of small one…man planes guided by their kamikaze pilots as they plunged headlong with 2；650 pounds of high explosives in their blunt noses into the American warships。 The cultural chasm between East and West could be summed up by those aircraft； Doc Deerforth had always thought。 The Japanese name for them was Oka … the cherry blossom。 But the Americans called them baka … the idiot bomb。 Western philosophical thought had no place for the concept of ritual suicide inherent in the Japanese samurai of old。 But that was it； really。 The samurai survived； despite all obstacles that had been put in his path。 Doc Deerforth would never forget the haiku which； so the story went； had been written by a twenty…two…year…old kamikaze pilot just before his death； this； too； was tradition： 'If only we might fall / Like cherry blossoms in the spring … / So pure and radiant！' And that； he thought； was how the Japanese felt about death。 The samurai was born to the a glorious death in battle。
And all I wanted was for the war to end with my skin intact and my mind unbent。
And it had e to pass； except for the nightmares that haunted him like hungry vampires newly risen from the grave。
Doc Deerforth got up from behind his desk and went to the window。 Beyond the fluted layers of the oak leaves that shaded this side of the house from the long afternoon's heat； he saw the expanse of Main Street。 Just another weekday in the summer。 But that world now seemed a million miles away； as remote as the surface of another planet。
Doc Deerforth turned back into his office and； scooping up the manila folder and its contents； went out of the house； down Main Street towards the one…storey ugly red brick building housing the Fire Department and； beyond a courtyard parking lot； the Village Police。
Half way there； he ran into Nicholas； who was just ing out of the automated doors of the supermarket loaded down with groceries。
'Hello； Nick。'
'Hey； Doc。 How are you？'
Tine。 Fine。 Just on my way to see Ray Florum。' They had met； as most residents of West Bay Bridge did eventually； along this same Main Street； introduced by mutual acquaintances。 It was difficult here； even for the most devoutly reclusive； not to make friends even if they were only of the 'Howdy' variety。 'Just got back from Hauppauge。'
'That body they found yesterday？'
'Yeah。' Doc Deerforth turned his head quickly； spat out a bit of food that had lodged itself between his teeth。 He was glad of this diversion。 He felt a genuine fear of confronting Florum with what he had。 Besides； he liked Nicholas。 'Hey； you might've known him。 Didn't live too far from you along Dune Road。'
Nicholas smiled thinly。 'Not very likely …'
'Braughm's his name。 Barry Braughm。'
Nicholas felt a queer sense of vertigo for just a moment and he thought of Justine's words on the beach the day she had run into him。 You know how incestuous this place is。 She couldn't know how right she was。
'Yes；' Nicholas said slowly。 'I knew him。 When I was in advertising； we worked together at the same agency。' 'Say； I'm sorry； Nick。 Did you know him well？'
Nicholas thought about that for a time。 Braughm had had a brilliantly analytical mind。 He knew the public perhaps better than anyone at the agency。 What a shock to find him suddenly gone。 'Well enough；〃 he said； thoughtfully。
Swinging her around。 Slow…dancing into the night； the screen door bang open； the record player sending the music rolling in languorous ribbons； drowning the tide。 Moving in stereo。 Her arms had trembled when he had first taken them； guiding her out onto the porch。 But it was the right thing to do。 The perfect thing。 She loves to dance； first off。 And it was perfectly acceptable for him to hold her this way； even though； quite clearly； rock was sex and dancing was； subliminally； the same thing。 What matter？ She would dance。
She shadows me in the mirror And never leaves on the light。。。
In giving herself up to the rhythms she was sensual； a kind of glossy exoskeleton dissolving at her feet； unearthing an ardour rich with substantive and elemental fury。
Some things that I say to her They just don't seem to bite。。。
It was as if the music had freed her somehow of her chains； of her wounds … inhibitions was a word with far too few ramifications to serve the situation … of her fear； not of him； not of any man； but of herself。
She says leave it to me
And everything will be all right。
With her shoulder touching his and the music filling another room； she said； 'I grew up reading。 At first it was anything I could get my hands on。 While my sister； always so good with people； was out on dates； I would be gulping down one book or another。 Curiously； that didn't last long。 I mean； I kept on reading but I quickly became quite discriminating in what I read。' She laughed； a rich happy sound that surprised him in its wholeheartedness。 'Oh； I had my phases； yes indeed！ The Tremayne dog books and then Howard Pile … I adored his
Robin Hood。 One day； when I was about sixteen； I discovered de Sa