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legitimate。 〃So you knew him；〃 she said。 〃Do the police also know you had a motive？〃
Tbk Murashito went very still。 〃Who are you？〃 he said。
Tori ignored him。 ''You didn't report the rape of your daughter； did you？〃
Now an odd thing happened。 Murashito's face changed； and if Tori hadn't known better； she would have sworn it relaxed。 He turned quickly away； as if embarrassed。 〃She's already endured more pain and suffering than any young woman should。''
Tori went silently up behind him。 She said； 〃I'm not Tom Royce's sister。 My name is Tori Nunn。 Do you know me？〃
Tok Murashito shook his head no。
〃I'm the Wild Child。 I could kill you right here and no one would know about it。 Do you understand me？〃
Tbk Murashito said nothing for some time； then he said； 〃You're a foolish young woman。 There is too much fire burning inside you。 Go home。〃 When she did not move； he turned to face her。 ''One of these days you'll discover that there are alternatives far preferable to violence。〃
〃That's curious advice； ing from you。〃
〃Giri。 I did what I had to do。〃
Tori looked him in the eye。 〃Just as I do；〃 she said。
Tok Murashito stared at her for a long time。 Then he shook his head。 〃Time makes fools of us all； Miss Nunn。 I strive to remember that； but all too often it slips my mind。〃 When she said nothing； he said； 〃Will you kill me now？〃
〃If I did；〃 Tori said； 〃your daughter's pain would forever be on my conscience。〃
〃Well；〃 Tbk Murashito said； 〃after all； perhaps there is such a thing in the world as justice。〃 He never took his eyes from her。 〃Tell me； why did you e here。 Miss Nunn？〃
〃To let you know that I was here；〃 Tori said。 〃To see how you would react。''
〃You were testing me。〃
〃In a manner of speaking。''
He passed a hand across his face。 〃I must say that this is the first time I have been tested by a woman。''
〃How does it feel？〃
〃To be truthful； it makes me unfortable。〃
Tori nodded。 〃The traditional roles have been reversed。〃
〃That's not what I meant；〃 Tok Murashito said carefully。 〃What makes me unfortable is your easy acceptance of violence。〃
''You think that because I am female I should hate violence。''
〃That is my experience； yes。〃 He shrugged。 〃Someone has to fight against violence； don't you think？ If women abandon their traditional role as peacemakers； where will we be？〃
〃Mr。 Murashito；〃 Tori said； 〃you are something of an enigma。〃
〃I think I shall take that as a pliment； young lady。〃
Tori frowned。 〃No one's ever called me young lady before。〃
〃Well；〃 Tok Murashito said； 〃I think it's about time they did。〃
The dream of the past began to dissolve in much the same way as a reflection of the moon on water breaks up with the ing of rain。 Tori became aware of something dark and metallic impinging on her consciousness； and she rose through the layers of sleep； from delta to beta to alpha。
Her eyes fluttered open and she saw the figure standing at the foot of the bed； half illuminated by the lamp at her bedside。 She was far more aware of the figure than she was of her surroundings。 She hardly knew where she was or how she had gotten here。 What had happened to her？ Slowly； in patchwork fashion； she remembered the nightmarish chase inside the Kinji…to； leading to the final confrontation with Fukuda。
But； again； the dark metallic rings brought her out of the well of her memories； and at last she understood that what she was feeling was the expansion of the figure's wa； a dangerous weapon that was about to be used against her。
〃Who are you？〃
Koi moved closer。 〃I am Fukuda's spiritual sister。 I have e to repay you for killing her。〃
And immediately Tori thought of her encounter with Tok Murashito。 Now； it seemed； in an eerie replaying of the scene； she was Tok； and this woman was what Tori had been so many years ago。
Tori saw a rather small handsome woman with wide shoulders； narrow hips； black； glossy hair。 Her black eyes seemed opaque； or perhaps they were utterly transparent； and the darkness was the ghost hidden inside herself。
Tori allowed herself to touch the other woman's wa； felt an engine that would not stop； something so relentless that it would not give even its owner surcease。 She felt what Big Ezoe had defined as the water tap that would not shut off。
〃What is your name？〃 Tori said。
''I have given myself the name of Koi。''
''You are a foolish woman。 There is far too much fire burning in you。 Go home。〃
Koi said； 〃I will leave when you are dead。〃
〃So much violence inside you； eating you alive。 Don't you see it？〃
〃Not before。〃
〃No； of course you don't。 I didn't； either； years ago。 I'm not sure that even now I do。〃
''I don't understand you。''
Tori looked at Koi。 〃In respect to Fukuda's death； I did what I had to do。 Giri。 She stalked me； laid a trap for me。 She was determined that only one of us was going to leave that tunnel。''
〃This is irrelevant to me。 I； too； must do what I have to do。〃
Grasping； at last； what Tok Murashito had meant。 Tori said； 〃Listen to me； Koi。 There's a difference between doing what you have to do and doing what you have been told to do。〃
〃There is no difference。〃
〃If that's so；〃 Tori said； 〃then there is no self。 In that case； you don't exist at all； but are purely the creation of someone else…who would that be； Big Ezoe？ Of course。 Big Ezoe。 There is no Koi； only Big Ezoe's automaton。〃 She watched the other woman。 〃Tell me； Koi； who are you？〃
〃I am the hard machine。〃
〃That may be what you are； but it isn't who you are。〃 Silence。 ''You can't tell me because you don't know。 I'll bet there was never a time in your life when yon were you； plain and simple； with no one else telling you what to do and what to be。〃
Koi said nothing for a long time。 Her eyes seemed to have fixed on that peculiar middle distance that exists only in the back of the mind。 At last she said； 〃I was trained by a sensei known as the Man of One Tree。 He adopted me； or so it seemed； when my parents no longer knew what to do with me。 I am cursed。 I was born hinoeuma； in the year of the husband killers。''
Her head moved slightly； but her eyes did not change their focus。 〃The Man of One Tree taught me how to bat my curse。 He told me that karma was mutable； that if my will was sufficiently developed I could change my karma。 I believed because I had nothing else to believe。
〃I stayed with him on his island for many years。 I came to think of myself as his daughter； and it seemed that he thought of himself as my father。 I liked that。 My real father was always so afraid of me； whatever paternal instincts he might have had were channeled away from me； toward my brothers and sisters。
〃Then； one day； the Man of One Tree announced that we were leaving the island for several days。 He took me to the mainland； where his daughter was getting married。 Watching the look of love transform his face as he gazed upon his daughter； I knew what a pathetic fantasy I had been living all the years I had been with him。 I was nothing to him； not a daughter； not family。 Nothing。 But I hid my disappointment and anger by covering myself with shame。 Of course he did not think of me as his daughter。 How could he？ I was hinoe