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Jennie didn't answer and they walked along silently for a moment。 〃Do you want me to stop？〃
〃Not if you want to meet me； Daddy。〃
They were at the steps of the house now and she started up。 Her father placed a hand on her arm。 〃Let's not go up just yet； Jennie Bear。 Let's sit here and talk a minute。〃
She looked down at him。 His face was serious。 〃What is it； Daddy？〃
〃I didn't tell your mother。 I went to see Father Hadley today。〃
〃Yes？〃
〃He won't e down to court to testify to your character。 He told me it's against the rules of the church。 And the same goes for the sisters at the school。〃
〃Oh；〃 she said。 The sick feeling came up inside her again。 The lawyer had been right。 He'd e to see them a month ago； a little man with the eyes of a weasel。
He'd sat down in the kitchen and looked across the table at them。 〃Mr。 Burke and Mr。 Tanner asked me to see you；〃 he said。 〃I think you know how much they regret this； er … 〃 He had glanced at her quickly and then away。 〃 … this incident and they would like to make amends if they can。〃
Her father's face had flushed angrily。 〃In the first place； Mr。 O'Connor；〃 he had said quickly。 〃That incident you are referring to was not an incident。 Those two boys ra… 〃
The lawyer held up his hand interrupting。 〃We know what they did；〃 he said。 〃But surely； Mr。 Denton； what purpose would their trial serve except to call even greater attention to your daughter and remind her of what already must be a painful experience。 And what if the boys should be adjudged not guilty？〃
Her father laughed。 〃Not guilty？ I was at the station when the police brought them in。 I heard them sniveling and crying then how sorry they were that they did it。〃
〃What they said then； Mr。 Denton；〃 the attorney had said； 〃is unimportant。 It's what they say in court that counts。 And they will say that your daughter led them on； that she asked them to go to the park with her。〃
〃They will have to prove that；〃 Tom said grimly。
〃It will be harder for you to disprove it；〃 the lawyer said。 〃There's two of them and only the word of your daughter。 And they will have as many character witnesses for them as you will have to have for your daughter。〃
〃It's beginning to sound as if my daughter were on trial； not them！〃 Tom burst out。
〃Exactly；〃 the lawyer nodded。 〃That is the way it is in these cases。 The accuser stands to lose more than the accused。〃
〃My daughter's reputation speaks for itself；〃 Tom said。 〃Father Hadley of St。 Paul's and the sisters at Mercy High School will tell you of my Jennie。〃
The lawyer had smiled mysteriously。 〃I doubt it； Mr。 Denton；〃 he said quietly。 〃I doubt it very much。〃 He glanced at Jennie again； then back at Tom。 〃I am authorized by my clients to offer you a thousand dollars if your daughter will drop the charges against the boys。〃
〃I think you might as well go； Mr。 O'Connor；〃 her father had said； getting to his feet。 〃You cannot buy what's already been stolen。〃
The attorney rose also。 He took a card from his pocket and placed it on the table and walked to the door。 〃You can reach me at my office any time before the trial begins if you should change your mind。〃
〃What do we do now； Daddy？〃 she asked； back in the present again。
〃Father Hadley said they'd told your mother the same thing three weeks ago。〃
She stared at her father。 〃Then she knew all along and never told us？〃
He nodded。 A chill ran through her。 There was something wrong with a God who would let a mother expose her own child to shame and ridicule just to save her own conscience。
〃Father Hadley also said the scholarship to St。 Mary's is still open if you want it； Jennie。〃
Suddenly； she began to laugh。 They refused to give her a good name； yet were willing to give her charity。 She couldn't reconcile the two attitudes。 Was one merely to pensate for the other？
Tom looked up at her in surprise。 〃What are you laughing at； Jennie？〃
Her laughter died and she looked at him； unsmiling。 〃Nothing； Daddy；〃 she said。 〃I think you might as well give that lawyer a call。〃
〃Then you'll take the thousand dollars？〃
She nodded。 〃And the scholarship to St。 Mary's； too。 That way； you'll be able to live while I'm away。〃
〃I won't accept your money。〃
〃Yes； you will； Daddy；〃 she said softly。 〃At least； until you find a job and get back on your feet again。〃
He felt the tears rush into his eyes and suddenly he pulled her to him。 〃Do you love me； Jennie Bear？ Do you love your poor miserable failure of a father？〃
〃You know I do； Daddy；〃 she said quickly； her head against his chest。 And they clung to each other； crying； there on the steps in the quiet； cool autumn twilight。
7
THE ONLY SOUND FOR A MOMENT WAS THE SLIGHT HISSING THAT CAME FROM THE FLUORESCENT LAMPS OVER THE SURGICAL AREA。 Dr。 Grant's hands were quick and sure as he deftly lifted the perfectly normal appendix from the heavy…set； wealthy woman lying on the operating table。 His deep； masculine voice rumbled in the silence。 〃That will do it；〃 he said； sighing in satisfaction。 〃You can close her up now； Dr。 Lobb。〃
He turned away from the table and one of the nurses quickly wiped the perspiration from his face as the surgical resident began to clamp the edges of the incision together。
Jennie glanced up at Sister M。 Christopher。 If the senior nurse was aware that the appendix had not been infected； her dark eyes； visible over the face mask； gave no indication。
〃Suture；〃 Dr。 Lobb grunted； holding out his hand。 Automatically Jennie gave it to him。 Then she didn't have time to look up for a few minutes。 She was too busy。 But she was aware that Sister Christopher was watching her。 It didn't make her nervous； as it had at first。 But that was almost three years ago。 Next month was graduation。
Sister Christopher watched Jennie with approbation。 This girl was one of the bright spots in her class。 Perhaps one girl in a hundred had a vocation for surgery the way Jennie had。 There were so many things needed and Jennie had them all。 The sight of blood didn't upset her； not even the first time she'd experienced it。 And Jennie was deft and sure in her actions。 Quickly she'd developed an affinity between herself and the instruments； then between herself and the surgeons。 Without the affinity； which permitted an unspoken form of munication between the doctor and the nurse； surgery could be dangerously delayed while instruments were fumbled back and forth。
The final important factor was strength。 No one ever quite realized how important it was for a surgical nurse to be strong。 To be able to stand for hours beside the quiet white table； even though your feet hurt and your thighs and back ached from that peculiar； slightly…leaning…forward position。 To be able to feed the doctor that strength and reassure him with it； so that the chain of healing formed one unbroken line。 And the strength to be stoic when the chain was broken and the now forever silent patient was wheeled away； to stand there quietly and begin to scrub up again； sure that the chain would rebuild itself when a new patient was wheeled in。
Dr。 Lobb looked up and nodded。 〃Dressing。〃 He held his white…gloved hand out over the neatly stitched incision。
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