按键盘上方向键 ← 或 → 可快速上下翻页，按键盘上的 Enter 键可回到本书目录页，按键盘上方向键 ↑ 可回到本页顶部！
————未阅读完？加入书签已便下次继续阅读！
control big munications networks。 Or programs that mimicked division of labor among termite colonies to control thermostats in a skyscraper。 And closely related were the programs that mimicked genetic selection； used for a wide range of applications。 In one program； witnesses to a crime were shown nine faces and asked to choose which was most like the criminal； even if none really were； the program then showed them nine more faces； and asked them to choose again； and from many repeated generations the program slowly evolved a highly accurate posite picture of the face； far more accurate than any police artist could make。 Witnesses never had to say what exactly they were responding to in each face； they just chose； and the program evolved。
And then there were the biotech panies； which had found they could not successfully engineer new proteins because the proteins tended to fold up weirdly。 So now they used genetic selection to 〃evolve〃 the new proteins instead。 All these procedures had bee standard practice in a matter of just a few years。 And they were increasingly powerful； increasingly important。
So； yes； I had been in the right place at the right time。 But I wasn't passive； I was lucky。 I hadn't showered or shaved yet。 I went in the bathroom； stripped off my T…shirt； and stared at myself in the mirror。 I was startled to see how soft I looked around the gut。 I hadn't realized。 Of course I was forty； and the fact was； I hadn't been exercising as much lately。 Not because I was depressed。 I was busy with the kids； and tired a lot of the time。 I just didn't feel like exercising； that was all。
I stared at my own reflection； and wondered if Ellen was right。
There's one problem with all psychological knowledge…nobody can apply it to themselves。 People can be incredibly astute about the shortings of their friends； spouses； children。 But they have no insight into themselves at all。 The same people who are coldly clear…eyed about the world around them have nothing but fantasies about themselves。 Psychological knowledge doesn't work if you look in a mirror。 This bizarre fact is； as far as I know； unexplained。 Personally； I always thought there was a clue from puter programming； in a procedure called recursion。 Recursion means making the program loop back on itself； to use its own information to do things over and over until it gets a result。 You use recursion for certain data…sorting algorithms and things like that。 But it's got to be done carefully； or you risk having the machine fall into what is called an infinite regress。 It's the programming equivalent of those funhouse mirrors that reflect mirrors； and mirrors； ever smaller and smaller； stretching away to infinity。 The program keeps going； repeating and repeating； but nothing happens。 The machine hangs。
I always figured something similar must happen when people turn their psychological insight…apparatus on themselves。 The brain hangs。 The thought process goes and goes； but it doesn't get anywhere。 It must be something like that； because we know that people can think about themselves indefinitely。 Some people think of little else。 Yet people never seem to change as a result of their intensive introspection。 They never understand themselves better。 It's very rare to find genuine self…knowledge。
It's almost as if you need someone else to tell you who you are； or to hold up the mirror for you。 Which； if you think about it； is very weird。
Or maybe it's not。
There's an old question in artificial intelligence about whether a program can ever be aware of itself。 Most programmers will say it was impossible。 People have tried to do it； and failed。 But there's a more fundamental version of the question； a philosophical question about whether any machine can understand its own workings。 Some people say that's impossible； too。 The machine can't know itself for the same reason you can't bite your own teeth。 And it certainly seems to be impossible： the human brain is the most plicated structure in the known universe； but brains still know very little about themselves。 For the last thirty years； such questions have been fun to kick around with a beer on Friday afternoons after work。 They were never taken seriously。 But lately these philosophical questions have taken on new importance because there has been rapid progress in reproducing certain brain functions。 Not the entire brain； just certain functions。 For example； before I was fired； my development team was using multi…agent processing to enable puters to learn； to recognize patterns in data； to understand natural languages； to prioritize and switch tasks。 What was important about the programs was that the machines literally learned。 They got better at their jobs with experience。 Which is more than some human beings can claim。 The phone rang。 It was Ellen。 〃Did you call your lawyer？〃
〃Not yet。 For Christ's sake。〃
〃I'm on the 2：10 to San Jose。 I'll see you around five at your house。〃
〃Listen； Ellen； it really isn't necessary…〃
〃I know that。 I'm just getting out of town。 I need a break。 See you soon； Jack。〃 And she hung up。
So now she was handling me。
In any case； I figured there was no point in calling a lawyer today。 I had too much to do。 The dry cleaning had to be picked up； so I did that。 There was a Starbucks across the street； and I went over to get a latte to take with me。
And there was Gary Marder； my attorney； with a very young blonde in low…cut jeans and crop top that left her belly exposed。 They were nuzzling each other in the checkout line。 She didn't look much older than a college student。 I was embarrassed and was turning to leave when Gary saw me； and waved。
〃Hey； Jack。〃
〃Hi； Gary。〃
He held out his hand； and I shook it。 He said； 〃Say hello to Melissa。〃
I said； 〃Hi； Melissa。〃
〃Oh hi。〃 She seemed vaguely annoyed at this interruption； although I couldn't be sure。 She had that vacant look some young girls get around men。 It occurred to me that she couldn't be more than six years older than Nicole。 What was she doing with a guy like Gary？ 〃So。 How's it going； Jack？〃 Gary said； slipping his arm around Melissa's bare waist。
〃Okay；〃 I said。 〃Pretty good。〃
〃Yeah？ That's good。〃 But he was frowning at me。
〃Well； uh； yeah 。。。〃 I stood there； hesitating； feeling foolish in front of the girl。 She clearly wanted me to leave。 But I was thinking of what Ellen would say： You ran into your lawyer and you didn't even ask him？
So I said； 〃Gary； could I speak to you for a minute？〃
〃Of course。〃 He gave the girl money to pay for the coffee； and we stepped to one side of the room。
I lowered my voice。 〃Listen； Gary；〃 I said； 〃I think I need to see a divorce lawyer。〃
〃Because what？〃
〃Because I think Julia is having an affair。〃
〃You think？ Or you know for a fact？〃
〃No。 I don't know for sure。〃
〃So you just suspect it？〃
〃Yes。〃
Gary sighed。 He gave me a look。
I said； 〃And there's other things going on； too。 She's starting to say that I am turning the kids against her。〃
〃Alienation of affection；〃 he said； nodding。 〃Legal cliché du jour。 She makes these statements when？〃
〃When we have fights。〃
Another sigh。 〃Jack； couples say all kinds of shit when they