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He closed his eyes and drifted into sleep。
When Orlanda awoke she was careful not to move。 She did not want to awaken him; both for his pleasure and for hers。 And she wanted time to think。 Sometimes she would do that in Gornt's arms but she knew it was not the same; would never be the same。 Always she had been afraid of Quillan; on guard; desperately wanting to please; wondering if she had forgotten anything。 No; she thought in ecstasy; this pillowing was better than I ever remember it with Quillan; oh so much better。 Linc's so clean and no smoke taste; just clean and wonderful and I promise by the Madonna I will make him a perfect wife; I'll be the best that ever was。 I will use my mind and hands and lips and body to please and to satisfy and there will be nothing he needs that I will not do。 Nothing。 Everything that Quillan taught me I will do for Linc; even the things I did not enjoy; I will enjoy now with Linc。 My body and soul will be an instrument for his pleasure; and for mine; when he's learned。
She smiled to herself; curled up in his arms。 Linc's technique is nothing in parison with Quillan's but what my darling lacks in skill he more than makes up with strength and vigor。 And tenderness。 He has magic hands and lips for me。 Never never never before was it ever like this。
〃Pillowing's just the beginning of sex; Orlanda;〃 Gornt had said。 〃You can bee an enchantress。 You can fill a man with such an unquenchable longing that; through you; he will understand all life。〃 But to reach ecstasy you have to seek it and work for it。
Oh I will seek it for Linc。 By the Madonna I will put my mind and my heart and my soul to his life。 When he's angry I will turn it into calm。 Didn't I stop Quillan's anger a thousand times by being gentle? Isn't it wonderful to have so much power; and oh so easy once I had learned; so very easy and perfect and satisfying。
I will read all the best papers and train my mind; and after the Clouds and the Rain I will not speak; just caress; not to arouse but just for pleasure and I'll never say; 〃Tell me you love me!〃 but say only; 〃Linc I love you。〃 And long before the bloom is off my skin I will have sons to excite him and daughters to delight him and then; long before I'm no longer exciting to him; I will very carefully arrange another for his pleasure; a dullard with beautiful breasts and tight rump and I will be suitably amused and benign … and passionate when he fails; for; by then he will be much older and less virile and my hands will control the money and I will be ever more essential。 And when he tires of the first I will find another; and we will live out our lives; yang and yin; the yin ever dominating the yang!
Yes。 I will be tai…tai。
And one day he will ask to go to Portugal to see my daughter and I will refuse the first time and the second and the third and then we will go … if I have our son in my arms。 Then he will see her and love her too; and that specter will be laid to rest forever。
Orlanda sighed; feeling wonderful; weightless; with his head resting fortably against her chest。 Pillowing without precautions is so much more glorious; she thought。 Ecstasy。 Oh so wonderful to feel the surge; knowing you're young and fertile and ready; giving yourself totally; deliberately; praying to create a new life … his life and yours joined forever。 Oh yes。
Yes but have you been wise? Have you? Say he leaves you? The only other time in your life you deliberately left yourself free was that single month with Quillan。 But that was with permission。 This time you have none。
Say Linc leaves you。 Perhaps he'll be furious and tell you to stop the child!
He won't; she told herself with plete confidence。 Linc's not Quillan。 There's nothing to worry about。 Nothing。 Madonna; please help me! All gods help me! Let his seed grow; oh please please please; I beg you with all my heart。
Bartlett stirred and half awoke。 〃Orlanda?〃
〃Yes; my darling; I'm here。 Oh how wonderful you are!〃 She cradled him happily; so glad that she had given her amah the day and the night away。 〃Go back to sleep; we've all the time in the world; sleep。〃
〃Yes but 。。。〃
〃Sleep。 In a little while I'm going to fetch some Chinese food an… 〃
〃Maybe you'd like t… 〃
〃Sleep; my darling。 Everything's arranged。〃
79
7:30 P。M。:
Three stories below on the other side of the building; facing the mountainside; Four Finger Wu was watching television。 He was in Venus Poon's apartment; in front of her set; his shoes off; his tie loose; sprawled in the easy chair。 The old amah was sitting on a stiff chair beside him and they both guffawed at the antics of Laurel and Hardy。
〃Eeeeee; the Fat One's going to catch his fornicating foot in the scaffolding;〃 he chortled; 〃and the … 〃
〃And the Thin One's going to hit him with the plank! Eeeeee。〃 They both laughed at the routine they had seen a hundred times in a hundred re…re…reruns of the old black…and…white movies。 Then the film ended and Venus Poon reappeared to announce the next program and he sighed。 She was looking directly at him from the box and he … along with every other male viewer … was certain that her smile was for him alone; and though he did not understand her English; he understood her very well。 His eyes were glued to her breasts that had fascinated him for hours; examining them closely; never seeing or feeling a sign of the surgical interference that all Hong Kong whispered about。
〃I attest your tits are blemishless; certainly the biggest and best I've ever touched;〃 he had volunteered importantly; still mounted; the night before last。
〃You're just saying that to please your poor impoverished Daughter oh oh oh!〃
〃Impoverished? Ha! Didn't Banker Kwang give you that miserable fur yesterday and I hear he added an extra 1;000 to his monthly check! And me; didn't I supply the winner of the first; third and the runner…up in the fifth? 30;000 those brought you minus 15 percent for my informant … for less effort than it takes me to fart!〃
〃P'shaw! That 25;800 HK's not worth talking about; I have to buy my own wardrobe; a new costume every day! My public demands it; I have my public to think of。〃
They had argued back and forth until; feeling the moment of truth approaching; he had asked her to move her buttocks more vigorously。 She had obliged with such enthusiasm that he was left a husk。 When at length he had miraculously recovered his spirit from the Void he choked out; 〃Ayeeyah; Little Strumpet; if you can do that one more time I'll give you a diamond ring the … no; no; not now by all the gods! Am I a god? Not now; Little Mealy Mouth; no; not now and not tomorrow but the next day。 。。。〃
And now it was the next day。 Elated and filled with anticipation he watched her on television; all smiles and dimples as she said good night and the new program began。 Tonight was her early night and in his mind he could almost see her hurry out of the TV station to his waiting Rolls; sure that she would be just as anxious。 He had sent Paul Choy with the Rolls to escort her to the station tonight; to talk English with her; to ensure she arrived safely and returned quickly。 And then; after their new bout; the Rolls would take them to the b