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〃Why； Matt？〃 Kim remembered asking after her tranced vision of Calor Diman on that first walk to Ysanne's lake。 〃Why did you leave？〃
And now； it seemed they were to learn。 A chair had been set for Brock before the throne； and he had collapsed into it。 It was Matt who spoke； though； as they gathered around the two Dwarves。
〃Brock has a tale to tell；〃 Matt S？ren said in his deep tones； 〃but I fear it will mean little to you unless I first tell you mine。 It seems the time for privacy is past。 Listen； then。
〃In the time of the passing of March； King of the Dwarves； in his one…hundred…and…forty…seventh year； only one man could be found who would assay the test of full moon night by Calor Diman； the Crystal Lake； which is how we choose our King； or have the powers choose him for us。
〃Know you that he who would rule under the twin mountains must first lie at full moon night beside the lake。 If he lives to see the dawn and is not mad； he is crowned under Banir Lok。 It is a dark ordeal； though； and many of our greatest warriors and artisans have been broken shards when the sun rose on their vigil。〃
Kim began to feel the first pulsings of a migraine behind her eyes。 Blocking it as best she could； she focused hard on what Matt was saying。
〃When March； to whom I was sister…son； died； I gathered what courage I had…a youthful courage it was； I confess…and according to the ritual； I shaped a crystal of my own devising and dropped it as a token of intention in Crystal Lake on new moon night。
〃Two weeks later the door from Banir Tal； which is the one entrance to the meadow by Calor Diman； was opened for me and then bolted behind my back。〃
Matt's voice had dropped almost to a whisper。 〃I saw the full moon rise above that lake；〃 he said。 〃I saw many things besides。 I 。 。 。 did not go mad。 In the end I offered and was bound to the waters。 They crowned me King two days after。〃
It was building up to a grandfather of a headache； Kim realized。 She sat down on the steps before the throne and put her head in her hands； listening； straining to concentrate。
〃I did not fail by the lake；〃 Matt said； and they could all hear the bitterness； 〃but in every other way I did fail； for the Dwarves were not what once we had been。〃
〃Not your fault；〃 Brock murmured； looking up。 〃Oh； my lord； truly not your fault。〃
Matt was silent a moment； then shook his head in rejection。 〃I was King；〃 he said shortly。 Just like that； Kevin thought。 He looked at Aileron。
But Matt was continuing。 〃Two things the Dwarves have always had；〃 he said。 〃A knowledge of secret things in the earth； and a lust to know more。
〃In the last days of King March； a faction formed within our halls around two brothers； foremost of our artisans。 Their desire； which became a passion and then； in the first weeks of my reign； a crusade； was to find and unlock the secrets of a dark thing： the Cauldron of Khath Meigol。〃
A murmur rose in the hall at that。 Kim had her eyes closed； there was a lot of pain； and the light was hurting now； lancing against her eyeballs。 She bent all her will to Matt。 What he was saying was too important to lose because of a headache。
〃I ordered them to stop；〃 the Dwarf said。 〃They did； or so I thought。 But then I found Kaen； the older； bing the oldest books again； and his brother had gone away without my leave。 I grew wrathful then； and in my folly and pride I called a gathering of all Dwarves in the Moot Hall and demanded they choose between Kaen's desires and my own； which were to let the black thing lie where it was lost； while we moved from spells and powers of the old ways and sought the Light I had been shown by the lake。
〃Kaen spoke after me。 He said many things。 I do not care to repeat them before…〃
〃He lied！〃 Brock exclaimed fiercely。 〃He lied and he lied again！〃
Matt shrugged。 〃He did it well； though。 In the end the Dwarfmoot chose that he be allowed to go on with his search； and they voted as well that all our energies should be bent to his aid。 I threw down my scepter；〃 Matt S？ren said。 〃I left the Moot Hall； and the twin mountains； and I vowed I would not e back。 They might search for the key to this dark thing； but not while I was King under Banir Lok。〃
God； it was hurting。 Her skin felt too tight。 Her mouth was dry。 She pressed her hands to her eyes and held her head as motionless as she could。
〃Wandering in the mountains and the wooded slopes that summer；〃 Matt continued； 〃I met Loren； who was not yet Silvercloak； nor yet a mage； though his training was done。 What passed between us is still matter for we two alone； but in the end I told the one lie of my life to him； because it involved a pain I had resolved to bear alone。
〃I told Loren that I was free to bee his source； that I wanted nothing more。 And indeed； there was already something woven into our ing together。 A night by Calor Diman had taught me to see that。 But it had given me something else…something I lied about。 Loren could not have known it。 Indeed； until I met Kimberly； I thought no one who was not a Dwarf could know this thing。〃
Kim lifted her head； feeling the movement like a knife。 They would be looking at her； though； so she opened her eyes for a moment； trying to mask the nausea flooding over her。 When she thought no one was watching； she closed her eyes again。 It was very bad； and getting worse。
〃When the King is bound to Crystal Lake；〃 Matt was explaining softly； 〃he is forever bound。 There is no breaking it。 He may leave but he is not free。 The lake is in him like another heartbeat and it never stops calling。 I lie down at night fighting this and rise up in the morning fighting it； and it is with me through the day and the evening and will be until I die。 This is my burden； and it is mine alone； and I would have you know； else I would not have spoken before you； that it was freely chosen and is not regretted。〃
The Great Hall was silent as Matt S？ren fixed each of them in challenge with his one dark eye。 All but Kim； who couldn't even look up now。 She was seriously wondering if she was going to pass out。
〃Brock；〃 said Matt at length； 〃you have tidings for us。 Are you able to tell them now？〃
The other Dwarf looked at him； and； noting the regained posure in his eyes； Kevin realized that there had been a second reason why Matt had spoken first and at length。 Within himself； he still felt the deep hurting of S？ren's tale； and it was as an echo of his own thought that he heard Brock murmur； 〃My King； will you not e back to us？ It has been forty years。〃
But Matt was ready for it this time； once only would he expose his soul。 〃I am；〃 he said； 〃source to Loren Silvercloak； First Mage to the High King of Brennin。 Kaen is King of the Dwarves。 Tell us your news； Brock。〃
Brock looked at him。 Then said； 〃I would not add to your burdens； but I must tell you that what you say is untrue。 Kaen reigns in Banir Lok； but he is not King。〃
Matt raised a hand。 〃Do you tell me he has not slept by Calor Diman？〃
〃I do。 We have a ruler； but not a King； unless it be you； my lord。〃
〃Oh； by Seithr's memory！〃 Matt S？ren cried。 〃How far have we fallen from what we were？