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curve。 Then he felt the light stirring of Mania's hand along his thigh under the sheet。 There was suddenly a pulsing in his head。 He drew a deep breath。
And swung quickly out of bed。 Cursing a hard…on； he kicked into his breeches and slipped on the loose…sleeved doublet Diarmuid had given him。 Without bothering to button it； he left the room。
It was dark on the landing。 Moving to the railing； he looked down on the ruin of the ground level of the Black Boar。 The guttering torches cast flickering shadows over bodies sprawled in sleep on overturned tables and benches； or against the walls。 A few men were talking in muted tones in one corner； and he heard a woman giggle suddenly from the near wall and then subside。
Then he heard something else。 The plucked strings of a guitar。
His guitar。
Following the sound； he turned his head to see Diarmuid； with Coll and Carde； sitting by the window； the Prince cradling the guitar in the window seat； the others on the floor。
As he walked downstairs to join them； his eyes adjusted to the shadows； and he saw other members of the band sprawled nearby with some of the women beside them。
〃Hello； friend Kevin；〃 Diarmuid said softly； his eyes bright like an animal's in the dark。 〃Will you show me how you play this： I sent Coll to bring it。 I trust you don't mind。〃 His voice was lazy with late…night indolence。 Behind him； Kevin could see a sprinkling of stars。
〃Aye； lad；〃 a bulky shadow rumbled。 〃Do a song for us。〃 He'd taken Tegid for a broken table。
Without speaking； Kevin picked his way forward over the bodies on the floor。 He took the guitar from Diarmuid； who slipped down from the window seat； leaving it for him。 The window had been thrown open； he felt a light breeze stir the hairs at the back of his neck； as he tuned the guitar。
It was late； and dark； and quiet。 He was a long way from home； and tired； and hurting in a difficult way。 Paul had gone； even tonight； he had taken no joy； had turned from tears again。 Even tonight； even here。 So many reasons he could give。 And so：
〃This is called 'Rachel's Song；' 〃 he said； fighting a thickness in his throat； and began to play。 It was a music no one there could know； but the pull of grief was immediate。 Then after a long time he lifted his voice； deep when he sang； in words he'd decided long ago should never be sung：
Love； do you remember
My name ？ I was lost
In summer turned winter
Made bitter by frost。
And when June es December
The heart pays the cost。
The breaking of waves on a long shore；
In the grey morning the slow fall of rain；
And stone lies over。
You'll bury your sorrow
Deep in the sea；
But sea tides aren't tamed
That easily…
There will e a tomorrow
When you weep for me。
The breaking of waves on a long shore；
In the grey morning the slow fall of rain；
Oh love remember； remember me。
Then the music came alone again； transposed； worked on harder than anything he'd written in his life； especially what was ing now； with his own stupid tears。 The part where the melody hurt； it was so beautiful； so laden with memory： the adapted second movement of the Brahms F Major Cello Sonata。
The notes were clean； unblurred； though the candles were blurred in his sight； as Kevin played Rachel Kincaid's graduation piece and gave sound to the sorrow that was his and not his。
Into the shadowed room it went； Rachel's song； over the sleeping bodies that stirred as sadness touched their dreams； among the ones who did not sleep and who felt the pull as they listened； remembering losses of their own； up the stairway it went to where two women stood at the railing； both crying now； faintly it reached the bedrooms； where bodies lay tangled in the shapes of love； and out the open window it went as well； into the late night street and the wide dark between the stars。
And on the unlit cobblestones a figure paused by the doorway of the tavern and did not enter。 The street was empty； the night was dark； there was no one to see。 Very silently he listened； and when the song came to an end； very silently he left； having heard the music before。
So Paul Schafer； who had fled from a woman's tears； and had cursed himself for a fool and turned back； now made his final turning； and did not turn again。
There was darkness for a time； a twisting web of streets； a gate where he was recognized by torchlight； and then darkness again in corridors silent save for the footfalls that he made。 And through it he carried that music； or the music carried him； or the memory of music。 It hardly mattered which。
He walked a matrix of crossing hallways he had walked before； and some were lit and others dark； and in some rooms he passed there were sounds again； but no one else walked in Paras Derval that night。
And in time he came； carrying music； carrying loss； carried by both of them； and stood for a second time before a door beyond which a slant of light yet showed。
It was the brown…bearded one called Gorlaes who opened to his summons； and for a moment he remembered that he did not trust this man； but it seemed a concern infinitely removed from where he was； and one that didn't matter now； not anymore。
Then his eyes found those of the King； and he saw that Ailell knew； somehow knew； and was not strong enough to refuse what he would ask； and so he asked。
〃I will go to the Summer Tree for you tonight。 Will you grant me leave and do what must be done？〃 It seemed to have been written a very long time ago。 There was music。
Ailell was weeping as he spoke； but he said what was needful to be said。 Because it was one thing to die； and another to die uselessly； he listened to the words and let them join the music in carrying him with Gorlaes and two other men out of the palace by a hidden gate。
There were stars above them and a forest far away。 There was music in his head that was not going to end； it seemed。 And it seemed he wasn't saying goodbye to Kevin after all； which was a grief； but it was a lost； small； twisting thing in the place where he had e。
Then the forest was no longer far away； and at some point the waning moon had risen as he walked； for it brushed the nearest trees with silver。 The music still was with him； and the last words of Ailell： Now I give you to M？rnir。 For three nights and forever； the King had said。 And cried。
And now with the words and the music in his head； there had e again； as he had known it would； the face for which he could not cry。 Dark eyes。 Like no one else。 In this world。
And he went into the Godwood； and it was dark。 And all the trees were sighing in the wind of the wood； the breath of the God。 There was fear on the faces of the other three men as the sound rose and fell about them like the sea。
He walked with them amid the surging and the swaying of the trees； and in time he saw that the path they were following had ceased to wander。 The trees on either side now formed a double row leading him on； and so he stepped past Gorlaes； music carrying him； and he came into the place wherein stood the Summer Tree。
Very great it was； dark almos