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brought to the house。 Never mind how the walls were to be redecorated。 Leave that to me。 Cover up all that was there。
They were used to my eccentricities； and after making certain that they understood me； they went back to their sleep。
I didn't know what I meant to do； except I felt driven to make
pictures； and I felt if I can cling to that； if I can do that； then I can go on。
My misery deepened。
I laid out vellum for an entry in my erstwhile journal and began to describe the experience of discovering my beloved everywhere around me； and how it seemed to contain an element of sorcery when
suddenly I heard an unmistakable sound。
Avicus was at my gate。 Indeed he was asking me with a strong current of the Mind Gift whether or not he might corne over the wall and in to visit me。
He was leery of the mortals in my banquet room and in my garden。 But might he e in？
At once I gave my silent answer that he could。
It had been years since I had so much as glimpsed him in the back streets； and I was not entirely surprised to see him dressed as a Roman soldier； and to see that he had taken to carrying a dagger and a sword。
He glanced fretfully at the door to the banquet room； but I gestured
that he must pay the guests no attention at all。
His rich curling dark hair was well groomed arid clean and he had about him an attitude of prosperity and well…being； except that his clothes were dreadfully stained with blood。 It was not human blood。 I would have srnelled human blood。 He soon gave me to know by a
simple facial expression that he was in dire distress。
〃What is it？ What can I do for you？〃 I asked。 I tried to cloak rny pure loneliness； my pure need to touch his hand。
You are a creature like me； I wanted to say。 We are monsters and we can put our arms around each other。 What are they； my guests； but tender things？ But I said nothing at all。
It was Avicus who spoke。
〃Something dreadful has happened。 I don't know how to correct it； or even if it can be corrected。 I beg you to e。〃
〃e where； tell me；〃 I said sympathetically。
〃It's Mael。 He's been grievously wounded and I don't know if the damage can be repaired。〃
We went out at once。
I followed him into a very crowded quarter of Rome where the newer buildings faced one another sometimes with no more than two
feet in between。 At last we came to a substantial new house on the outskirts； a rich dwelling； with a heavy gate； and he took me inside； through the entranceway and into the broad beautiful atrium or
courtyard within the house。
Let me note here that he was not using his full strength during this little journey； but I did not want to point this out to him； and so at his slow pace； I had followed his lead。
Now； through the atrium； we passed into the main room of the house； the room where mortals would have dined； and there by the light of one lamp； I saw Mael lying in seeming helplessness on the tiled floor。
The light was glinting in his eyes。 I knelt beside him at once。
His head was twisted awkwardly to one side； and one of his arms was turned as though the shoulder were out of joint。 His entire body was hideously gaunt； and his skin had a dreadful pallor to it。 Yet his eyes fixed on me with neither malice nor supplication。
His clothes； very much like those of Avicus； hung loose on his starved frame； and were deeply soaked with blood。 As for his long blond hair it was clotted with blood also； and his lips shivered as if he were trying to speak but could not。
Avicus gestured to me helplessly with both hands。 I bent closer to have a better look at Mael； while Avicus brought the oil lamp near and held it so that it cast a warm bright light。
Mael made a low； harsh sound； and I saw gradually that there were horrid red wounds on his throat； and on his naked shoulder where the cloth of his tunic had been pushed out of the way。 His arm was at the wrong angle to his body； most definitely； and his neck had been
horribly twisted so that his head was not right。
In a moment of exquisite horror； I realized that these parts of him… head and arm…had been shifted from their natural place。
〃How did this happen？〃 I asked。 I looked up at Avicus。 〃Do you know？〃
〃They cut off his head and his arm；〃 said Avicus。 〃It was a band of soldiers； drunk and looking for trouble。 We made to go around them； but they turned on us。 We should have gone up over the roofs。 We were too sure of ourselves。 We thought ourselves so superior； so invincibly strong。〃
〃I see；〃 I answered。 I clasped the hand of Mael's good arm。 At once；he pressed my hand in return。 In truth I was deeply shocked。 But I could not let either of them see this； for it would only have made them more afraid。
I had often wondered if we could be destroyed by dismemberment； and now the awful truth was plain to me。 It was not sufficient alone to release our souls from this world。
〃They surrounded him before I knew what to do；〃 said Avicus。 〃I fought off those who tried to harm me； but look what they have done to him。〃
〃And you brought him back here；〃 I said； 〃and you tried to replace both head and arm。〃
〃He was still living！〃 said Avicus。 〃They had run off； drunken； stumbling miscreants。 And I saw at once that he was still alive。 There in the street； though the blood poured out of him； he was looking at me！ Why； he was reaching with his good arm for his own head。〃
He looked at me as though begging me to understand him； or perhaps forgive him。
〃He was alive；〃 he repeated。 〃The blood poured out of his neck； and it poured out of his head。 In the street； I put the head on the neck。 It was here that I joined the arm to the shoulder。 And look what I have done。〃
Mael's fingers tightened on my hand。
〃Can you answer me？〃 I said to Mael。 〃Make only a sound if you cannot。〃
There came that harsh noise again but this time I fancied I heard the syllable Yes。
〃Do you want to live？ 〃 I asked。
〃Oh； don't ask him such a thing；〃 Avicus begged。。 〃He may lack courage just now。 Only help me if you know what to do。〃 He knelt down beside Mael and he bent over； carefully holding the lamp to one side； and he pressed his lips to Mael's forehead。 From Mael there had e that same answer again： Yes。 〃Bring me more light；〃 I said to Avicus； 〃but understand before you do。 I possess no extraordinary magic in this matter。 I think I know what has happened and I know how to undo it。 But that is all。〃
At once Avicus gathered up from about the house a number of oil lamps and lighted them and set them down in an oval around Mael。 It looked strangely like the work of a sorcerer marking off a place for magic； but I didn't let my thoughts bee distracted by that annoying
fact； and when I could finally see with the very best advantage I knelt down and looked at all the wounds； and I looked at the sunken； bloodless and skeletal figure of Mael。
Finally I sat back on my heels。 I looked at Avicus who sat opposite me on the other side of his friend。
〃Tell me precisely how you acplished this；〃 I said。 〃I fixed the head to the neck a