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〃Avicus。〃
Mael gazed at me with the most venomous expression。 He did not sit back as he might have done； but kept himself bitterly erect and ready as if for a brawl。
I sought to read his mind but this was useless。
As for me； I considered myself the consummate master of my hatred and my rage； but when I saw the anxious look on the face of Avicus I thought perhaps I was wrong。
Suddenly； this blood drinker spoke。
〃Lay down your hatred； each for the other；〃 he said in Latin； though he spoke with an accent； 〃and perhaps a battle of words will put all to right。〃
Mael didn't wait for my agreement to this plan。
〃We brought you to the grove；〃 he told me； 〃because our god told us we must do this。 He was burnt and dying； but he would not tell us why。 He wanted you to go to Egypt； but he wouldn't tell us why。 There must be a new god； he said； but he didn't tell us why。〃
〃Calm yourself；〃 said Avicus softly； 〃so that your words truly speak for your heart。〃 Even in his rags he looked rather dignified and curious as to what would be said。
Mael gripped the arms of the chair and glared at me； his long blond hair hanging over his face。
〃Bring a perfect human for the old god's magic； we were told。 And that our legends told us was true。 When an old god is weak there must be a new one。 And only a perfect man can be given over to the dying god for his magic in the oak。〃
〃And so you found a Roman；〃 I said； 〃in the prime of life； happy and rich； and dragged him off against his will。 Were there no men among you who were fit and right for your own religion？ Why e to me with your wretched beliefs？ 〃
Mael wasn't slowed in the slightest。 At once he continued。
〃 'Bring me one who is fit；' said the god； 'one who who knows the languages of all kingdoms！' That was his admonition。 Do you know now long we had to search for such a man as you？ 〃
〃Am I to feel sorry for you？ 〃 I said sharply and foolishly。
He went on。
We brought you to the oak as we were told to do。 Then when you came out of the oak； to preside over our great sacrifice； we saw that you a been made into a gleaming god of shimmering hair and eyes that frightened us。
〃And without a word of protest； you raised your arms so that the Great Feast of Sanhaim could begin。 You drank the blood of the victims given you。 We saw you do it！ The magic was restored in you。 We felt we would prosper； and it was time to burn the old god as our legends told us we must do。
〃It was then that you fled。〃 He sat back in his chair as though this long speech had taken the strength out of him。 〃You didn't return；〃 he said disgustedly。 〃You knew our secrets。 But you didn't return。〃 A silence fell。
They didn't know of the Mother and the Father。 They knew nothing
of the old Egyptian lore。 I was too relieved for a long moment to say anything。 I felt more calm and controlled than ever。 Indeed； it seemed rather absurd that we were having this argument； for as Avicus had said； we were immortal。
But we were human still； each in his own way。 Finally I realized that Mael was looking at me； and his eyes were as charged with rage as before。 He looked pale； hungry； wild as I've said。 But both of these creatures were waiting upon me to speak or do something； and it did seem the burden lay with me。 At last； I made a decision which seemed to me to be its own form of reckoning； and its own form of triumph。
〃No； I didn't e back；〃 I said to Mael squarely。 〃I didn't want to be the God of the Grove。 I cared nothing for the Faithful of the Forest。 I made my choice to wander through time。 I have no belief in your gods or your sacrifices。 What did you expect of me？〃 〃You took the magic of our god with you。〃
〃I had no choice；〃 I said。 〃If I had left the old burnt god without taking his magic； you would have destroyed me； and I didn't want to die。 Why should I have died？ Yes； I took the magic that he gave me and yes； I presided over your sacrifices and then I fled as anyone of my nature would do。〃
He looked at me for a long time； as if trying to decide whether or not I wanted to quarrel further。
〃And what do I see now in you？〃 I demanded。 〃Haven't you fled your Faithful of the Forest？ Why do I e upon you in Rome？ 〃 He waited a long moment。
〃Our god；〃 he said； 〃our old burnt god。 He spoke of Egypt。 He spoke of our bringing him one who could go down into Egypt。 Did you go to Egypt？ Did you seek there the Good Mother？〃
I cloaked my mind as best I could。 I made my face severe； and I tried to figure how much I should confess and why。
〃Yes I went to Egypt；〃 I said。 〃I went to find the cause of the fire that had burnt the gods all through the North lands。〃
〃And what did you find？〃 he demanded。
I glanced from him to Avicus and I saw that he too waited upon my answer。
〃I found nothing；〃 I responded。 〃Nothing but burnt ones who pondered the same mystery。 The old legend of the Good Mother。 Nothing further。 It is finished。 There is no more to tell。〃
Did they believe me？ I couldn't tell。 Both seemed to harbor their own secrets； their own choices made long ago。
Avicus looked ever so slightly alarmed for his panion。
Mael looked up slowly and said with anger；
〃Oh； that I had never laid eyes upon you。 You wicked Roman； you rich Roman with all your splendor and fine words。〃 He looked about the house； at its wall paintings； at its couches and tables； at the marble floors。
〃Why do you say this？〃 I asked。
I tried not to despise him but to see him； and understand him； but my hatred was too great。
〃When I took you prisoner；〃 he said； 〃when I sought to teach you our poetry and our songs； do you remember how you tried to bribe me？ You spoke of your beautiful villa on the Bay of Naples。 You said that you would take me there if only I would help you escape。 Do you remember these awful things？〃
〃Yes； I remember；〃 I said coldly。 〃I was your prisoner！ You had taken me deep into the forest against my will。 What did you expect of me？ And had you let me escape； I would have taken you to my house on the Bay of Naples。 I would have paid my own ransom。 My family would have paid it。 Oh； it's too foolish to speak of these things。〃
I shook my head。 I grew too agitated。 My old loneliness beckoned to me。 I wanted silence in these rooms again。 What need had I of these two？
But the one called Avicus appealed to me silently with his expresssion。
And I wondered who he might be。
〃Please； keep your temper；〃 said Avicus。 〃I'm the cause of his suffering。〃
〃No；〃 said Mael quickly。 Fie glanced at his panion。 〃That can't be。〃
〃Oh； but it is；〃 declared Avicus； 〃and always has been； ever since I have you the Dark Blood。 Gain the strength either to remain with me or to leave me。 Things cannot remain as they are。〃
He reached out and put his hand on his panion's arm。 〃You've found this strange being； Marius；〃 he said； 〃and you've told Marius of the last years of your strong belief。 You've relived that awful misery。 But don't be so foolish as to hate him for what happened。 He was right to seek his freedom。 As for us； the old faith died。 The
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