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〃Indeed as Lestat tells it； she may have even put the very idea of playing the instrument into his mind。 I don't think so。 I think she opened the doors and summoned him； but it was he who brought the violin。
〃Calculating that it would make a sound totally unfamiliar and quite wonderful to her； he set out to mimic those he'd seen playing the instrument； because in fact he didn't know how to play it。
〃Within moments； my beautiful Queen had risen from the throne and was moving towards him。 And he in his terror had dropped the violin which she crushed with her foot。 No matter。 She took him in her arms。 She offered her blood to him； and then there happened
something so remarkable that it's painful for me to reveal it。 Not only did she allow him to drink from her； she also drank from him。 〃It seems a simple thing； but it is not。 For in all my centuries of ing to her； of taking blood from her； I had never felt the press of her teeth against me。
〃Indeed； I know of no supplicant whose blood she ever drank。 Once there was a sacrifice； and yes； she drank from that victim； and that
victim was destroyed。 But from her supplicants？ Never。 She was the fount； the giver； the healer of blood gods； and burnt children； but she did not drink from them。
〃Yet she drank from Lestat。
〃What did she see in those moments？ I cannot imagine； yet it must have been a glimpse into the years of that time。 It must have been a glimpse into Lestat's soul。 Whatever it was； it was momentary； for her consort Enkil soon rose and moved to stop it； and by this time； I had arrived； and was trying desperately and successfully to prevent Lestat from being destroyed by Enkil who seemed to have no other purpose。
〃The King and Queen returned to their throne； besmirched and bloody and finally silent。 But for the rest of the night Enkil was restless；
destroying the vases and braziers of the shrine。
〃It was a terrifying display of power。 And I realized that for his safety； indeed； even for my own； I must say farewell at once to Lestat； which caused me excruciating pain； and so we parted the following night。〃
Marius fell silent again； and Thorne waited patiently。 Then Marius began to speak once more。
〃I don't know what caused me the worst pain…the loss of Lestat； or my jealousy that she had given and taken with him。 I'm unable to know my own mind。 You understand I felt I possessed her。 I felt she was my Queen。〃 His voice dropped to a whisper。 〃When I revealed her to him； I was displaying a possession！ You see what a liar I was？〃 he asked。 〃And then to lose him； to lose this young one with whom I felt such utter munion。 Ah； that was such rich pain。 Rather like the music of the violin； I think； just as deeply colored； such terrible pain。〃
〃What can I do to ease your sorrow now？〃 asked Thorne。 〃For you carry it； as if she were here still。〃
Marius looked up； and suddenly an expression of pure surprise brightened his face。 〃You're right；〃 he said。 〃I carry the obligation； as if she were still with me； as if even now I had to go and spend my hours in her shrine。〃
〃Can't you be glad that it's over？〃 asked Thorne。 〃It seemed when I lay in my cave of ice； when I saw these things in dreams that there were others who were at peace when it was finished。 Even the red…haired twins whom I saw standing before everyone seemed to have a sense that it was done。〃
Marius nodded。 〃They do all share this；〃 said Marius； 〃except perhaps
for Lestat。〃 He looked wondering at Thorne。
〃Tell me now how she was wakened finally；〃 said Thorne； 〃how she became the slayer of her children。 I felt her pass me； close and with a searching eye； yet somehow I was not found。〃
〃Others as well escaped her；〃 said Marius； 〃though how many no one knows。 She tired of her slaughter and she came to us。 I think she thought that she had time to finish。 But her end came swiftly enough。
〃As for the second resurrection； it was Lestat again； but I am as much to blame myself。
〃This is what I believe happened。 I brought the inventions of the modern world to her as offerings。 At first it was the machines that played music； and then came those which would show moving pictures。
At last； I brought the most powerful of all； the television that would play constantly。 I set it in her shrine as though it were a sacrifice。〃
〃And she fed upon this thing；〃 said Thorne； 〃as gods are wont to do when they e down to their altars。〃
〃Yes； she fed upon it。 She fed upon its terrible electric violence。 Lurid colors flashed over her face； and images accosted her。 It might have wakened her with the sheer clamor。 And I wonder sometimes if the endless public talk of the great world could not have in itself inspired an imitation of a mind in her。〃
〃An imitation of a mind？〃
〃She awoke with a simple ugly sense of purpose。 She would rule this world。〃
Marius shook his head。 His attitude was one of profound sadness。
〃She would outwit its finest human minds；〃 he said sorrowfully。 〃She would destroy the vast majority of this world's male children。 In a female paradise； she could create and enforce peace。 It was nonsense… a concept drenched in violence and blood。
And those of us who tried to reason with her had to take great care with our words not to insult her。 Where could she have gotten these notions； except from the bits and pieces of electric dreams that she watched on the giant screen I'd provided for her？ Fictions of all kinds； and what the world calls News； all this had inundated her。 I had loosed the flood。〃
Marius's gaze flashed on Thorne as he continued： 〃Of course she saw the vivid video songs of The Vampire Lestat。〃 Marius smiled again； but it was a sad smile； and it brightened his face as sad songs brighten a face。 〃And Lestat presented in his video films the very image of her on her throne as he had seen her centuries ago。 Breaking faith with me； he told the secrets I had confided to him。〃
〃Why didn't you destroy him for this！〃 said Thorne； before he could stop himself。 〃I would have done so。〃
Marius only shook his head。
〃I think I've chosen to destroy myself instead；〃 he said。 〃I've chosen
to let my heart break inside me。〃
〃Why； explain this thing to me。〃
〃I can't； I can't explain it to myself；〃 said Marius。 〃Perhaps I understand
Lestat only too well。 He couldn't endure the vow of silence he'd given me。 Not in this world you see around you with all its wonders。 He felt driven to reveal our history。〃 The heat danced in Marius's face。 His fingers gripped the arms of his chair with only a little restlessness。 〃He tore loose from all bonds that connected us；〃 he said； 〃friend and friend； teacher and student； old and young； watcher and searching one。〃
〃Outrage；〃 said Thorne； 〃what else could you feel but fury？〃
〃Yes； in my heart I did。 But you see； I lied to them； the other blood drinkers； our brothers； our sisters。 Because once the Queen had risen； they needed me。。。。〃
〃Yes；〃 said Thorne； 〃I saw it。〃
〃They needed the wise one to reason with her； and deflect her from her course。 There was no time for quarreling。 Lestat's songs had brought h