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nds touching where they joined it。 An Aes Sedai sat cross…legged on the bare rock before each of the spots where arches joined ring； all three wearing their shawls。 Alanna was the sister of the Green Ajah； but she did not know the Yellow sister； or the White。
Surrounded by the glow of saidar embraced； the three Aes Sedai stared fixedly at the arches； and within the silver structure an answering glow flickered and grew。 That structure was a ter'angreal； and whatever it had been made for in the Age of Legends； now novices passed through it to bee Accepted。 Inside it； Egwene would have to face her fears。 Three times。 The white light within the arches no longer flickered； it stayed within them as if confined； but it filled the space； made it opaque。
〃Be easy； Elaida；〃 Sheriam said calmly。 〃We will be done soon。〃 She turned to Egwene。 〃Novices are given three chances at this。 You may refuse twice to enter； but at the third refusal； you are sent away from the Tower forever。 That is how it is done usually； and you certainly have the right to refuse； but I do not think the Amyrlin Seat will be pleased with you if you do。〃
〃She should not be given this chance。〃 There was iron in Elaida's voice； and her face was scarcely softer。 〃I do not care what her potential is。 She should be put out of the Tower。 Or failing that； set to scrubbing floors for the next ten years。〃
Sheriam gave the Red sister a sharp look。 〃You were not so adamant about Elayne。 You demanded to be part of this； Elaida … perhaps because of Elayne … and you will do your part for this girl as well； as you are supposed to； or you will leave and I will find another。〃
The two Aes Sedai stared at one another until Egwene would not have been surprised to see the glow of the One Power surround them。 Finally Elaida gave a toss of her head and sniffed loudly。
〃If it must be done； let us do it。 Give the miserable girl her chance to refuse and be done with it。 It is late。〃
〃I won't refuse。〃 Egwene's voice quavered； but she steadied it and held her head high。 〃I want to go on。〃
〃Good；〃 Sheriam said。 〃Good。 Now I will tell you two things no woman hears until she stands where you do。 Once you begin； you must go on to the end。 Refuse at any point； and you will be put out of the Tower just as if you had refused to begin for the third time。 Second。 To seek； to strive； is to know danger。〃 She sounded as if she had said this many times。 There was a light of sympathy in her eyes； but her face was almost as stern as Elaida's。 The sympathy frightened Egwene more than the sternness。 〃Some women have entered； and never e out。 When the ter'angreal was allowed to grow quiet； they…were…not…there。 And they were never seen again。 If you will survive； you must be steadfast。 Falter； fail； and。。。〃 Sheriam's face drove the unspoken words home； Egwene shivered。 〃This is your last chance。 Refuse now； and it counts only as the first。 You may still try twice more。 If you accept now； there is no turning back。 It is no shame to refuse。 I could not do it； my first time。 Choose。〃
They never came out？ Egwene swallowed hard。 I want to be Aes Sedai。 And first I have to bee Accepted。 〃I accept。〃
Sheriam nodded。 〃Then ready yourself。〃
Egwene blinked； then remembered。 She had to enter unclothed。 She bent to set down the tied bundle of papers Verin had given her … and hesitated。 If she left them there； Sheriam or Elaida either one could go through them while she was inside the ter'angreal。 They could find that smaller ter'angreal in her pouch。 If she refused to go on； she could hide them away； perhaps leave them with Nynaeve。 Her breath caught。 I cannot refuse now。 I've already begun。
〃Have you already chosen to refuse； child？〃 Sheriam asked； frowning。 〃Knowing what that will mean； now？〃
〃No； Aes Sedai；〃 Egwene said quickly。 Hastily she undressed and folded her clothes； then set them on top of the pouch and the papers。 It would have to do。
Beside the ter'angreal； Alanna suddenly spoke。 〃There is some sort of … resonance。〃 She never took her eyes from the arches。 〃An echo； almost。 I do not know from where。〃
〃Is there a problem？〃 Sheriam asked sharply。 She sounded surprised； too。 〃I will not send a woman in there if there is any problem。〃
Egwene looked yearningly at her piled clothes。 Please； yes； Light； a problem。 Something that will let me hide those papers without refusing to enter。
〃No；〃 Alanna said。 〃It is like having a biteme buzz 'round your head when you're trying to think； but it does not interfere。 I would not have mentioned it； only it has never happened before that I ever heard。〃 She shook her head。 〃It is gone now。〃
〃Perhaps；〃 Elaida said dryly； 〃others thought such a small thing was not worth mentioning。〃
〃Let us go on。〃 Sheriam's tone would not put up with any more distractions。 〃e。〃
With a last glance at her clothes and the hidden papers； Egwene followed her toward the arches。 The stone felt like ice under her bare feet。
〃Whom do you bring with you； Sister？〃 Elaida intoned。
Continuing her measured pace； Sheriam replied； 〃One who es as a candidate for Acceptance； Sister。〃 The three Aes Sedai around the ter'angreal did not move。
〃Is she ready？〃
〃She is ready to leave behind what she was； and； passing through her fears； gain Acceptance。〃
〃Does she know her fears？〃
〃She has never faced them； but now is willing。〃
〃Then let her face what she fears。〃 Even in its formality； there was a note of satisfaction in Elaida's voice。
〃The first time；〃 Sheriam said； 〃is for what was。 The way back will e but once。 Be steadfast。〃
Egwene took a deep breath and stepped forward； through the arch and into the glow。 Light swallowed her whole。
〃Jaim Dawtry dropped by。 There's odd news down from Baerlon with the peddler。〃
Egwene raised her head from the cradle she was rocking。 Rand was standing in the doorway。 For an instant her head spun。 She looked from Rand … my husband … to the child in the cradle … my daughter … and back again； in wonder。
The way back will e but once。 Be steadfast。
It was not her own thought； but a disembodied voice that could have been inside her head or out； male or female； yet emotionless and unknowable。 Somehow； it did not seem strange to her。
The moment of wonder passed； and the only thing to wonder about was why she had thought anything seemed out of round。 Of course Rand was her husband … her handsome； loving husband … and Joiya was her daughter … the most beautiful； sweetest little girl in the Two Rivers。 Tam； Rand's father； was out with the sheep； supposedly so Rand could work on the barn but really so he could have more time to play with Joiya。 This afternoon Egwene's mother and father would e out from the village。 And probably Nynaeve； to see if motherhood was interfering with Egwene's studies to replace Nynaeve as Wisdom one day。
〃What kind of news？〃 she asked。 She took up rocking the cradle again； and Rand came over to grin down at the tiny child wrapped in swaddling cloches。 Egwene laughed softly to herself。 He was so take