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〃Fire。 Fire。 Fire。 Her blood on my hands。〃
Her voice rose to God。
〃I hit her and hit her。 I can still feel the sting of her cheek against the palm of my hand。〃
She looked at her hand as if it should be put to death。
〃I felt it。 How soft her skin was。 And she bled。 I made her bleed。 The skin I had touched and loved。 I drew blood from it。 Then the guns； the guns； the guns； and smoke and ringing in my ears and it's a blaze when it happens like that。 It's over and never started。 I knew she was dead。〃
She bowed her head and wept quietly； and I stroked her hair。
〃You saved her life。 And you saved yours；〃 I finally said。 〃Jo knows what you did and why you did it； Lucy。 She should love you all the more。〃
〃I'm in trouble this time； Aunt Kay；〃 she said。
〃You're a hero。 That's what you are。〃
〃No。 You don't understand。 It doesn't matter if it was a good shooting。 It doesn't matter ifATF gives me a medal：〃
She sat up and got to her feet。 She stared down at me with defeat in her eyes and another emotion I didn't recognize。 Maybe it was grief。 She'd never shown grief when Benton was murdered。 All I'd ever seen was rage。
〃The bullet they took out of her leg？ It's a Hornady Custom Jacketed hollowpoint。 Ninety grains。 What I had in my gun。〃
I didn't know what to say。
〃I'm the one who shot her； Aunt Kay。〃
〃Even if you did。 ： 。〃
〃What if she never walks again 。 。 。 ？ What if she's finished in law enforcement because of me？〃
〃She won't be jumping out of helicopters anytime soon；〃 I said。 〃But she's going to be fine。〃
〃What if I permanently damaged her face with my fucking fist？〃
〃Lucy； listen to me；〃 I said。 〃You saved her life。 If you killed two people to do that； then so be it。 You had no choice。 It's not that you wanted to：'
〃The hell I didn't；' she said。 〃I wish I'd killed all of them。〃
〃You don't mean that：'
〃Maybe I'll just be a mercenary soldier；〃 she bitterly said。 〃Got any murderers； rapists； carjackers； pedophiles； drug dealers you need to get rid of？ Just call one…eighthundred…L…U…C…Y〃
〃You can't bring Benton back through killing。〃
Still； it was as if she didn't hear me。
〃He wouldn't want you to feel this way；〃 I said。
The telephone rang。
〃He didn't abandon you； Lucy。 Don't be angry with him because he died。〃
The phone rang a third time； and she couldn't restrain herself。 She grabbed it； unable to hide the hope and fear in her eyes。 I couldn't bring myself to tell her what Dr。 Worth had told me。 Now was not the time。
〃Sure； hold on；〃 she said； and disappointment and more hurt touched her face as she handed me the phone。
〃Yes；〃 I reluctantly answered。
〃Is this Dr。 Kay Scarpetta？〃 an unfamiliar male voice asked。
〃Who is this？〃
〃It's important I verify who you are。〃 The accent was American。
〃If you're another reporter。 。 ：'
〃I'm going to give you a phone number。〃
〃I'm going to give you a promise；〃 I said。 〃Tell me who you are； or I'm hanging up。〃
〃Let me give you this number；〃 and he began reciting it before I could refuse。
I recognized the country code for France。
〃It's three o'clock in the morning in France；〃 I said； as if he didn't know。
〃It doesn't matter what time it is。 We have been getting information from you and running it through our puter system。〃
〃Not from me。〃
〃No； not in the sense that you typed it into the puter； Dr。 Scarpetta〃
His voice was baritone and smooth； like fine polished wood。
〃I'm at the secretariat in Lyon；〃 he informed me。 〃Call the number I gave you and at least get our after…hours voice mail。〃
〃How much sense does that 。 。 。 ？〃
〃Please。〃
I hung up and tried； and a recording of a woman with a heavy French accent said 〃Bonjour； hello；〃 and gave the office hours in both languages。 I entered the extension he had given me； and the man's voice came back over the line。
〃Bonjour； hello？ And that's supposed to identify who you are？〃 I said。 〃You could be a restaurant for all I know。〃
〃Please fax me a sheet of your letterhead。 When I see that I'll fill you in。〃
He gave me the number。 I put him on hold and went back to my study。 I faxed a sheet of my stationery to him while Lucy remained in front of the fire； elbow on her knee； chin in her hand； listless。
〃My name's Jay Talley； the ATF liaison at Interpol；〃 he said when I got back with him。 〃We need you to e here right away。 You and Captain Marino。〃
〃I don't understand；〃 I said。 〃You should have my reports。 I have nothing more to add to them at this time。〃
〃We wouldn't ask you if it wasn't important。〃
〃Marino doesn't have a passport；〃 I said。
〃He went to the Bahamas three years ago。〃
I had forgotten that Marino had taken one of his many bad choices in women on a three…day cruise。 Their relationship didn't last much longer than that。
〃I don't care how important this is；〃 I said。 〃There's no way I'm getting on a plane and flying to France when I don't know what 。 。 。〃
〃Hold on a second；〃 he cut in； politely but with authority。 〃Senator Lord？ Sir； are you there？〃
〃I'm here。〃
〃Frank？〃 I said in amazement。 〃Where are you？ Are you in France？〃
I wondered how long he had been conferenced in and listening。
〃Now listen； Kay。 This is important；〃 Senator Lord told me in a voice that reminded me of who he was。 〃Go and go right away。 We need your help。〃
〃We？〃
Then Talley spoke。 〃You and Marino need to be at the Millionaire private terminal at four…thirty。 That's A。M。 your time。 Less than six hours from now。〃
〃I can't leave right now 。 。 。〃 I started to say as Lucy filled my doorway。
〃Don't be late。 Your New York connection leaves at eight…thirty；〃 he told me。
I thought Senator Lord had hung up； but suddenly his voice was there。
〃Fhank you； Agent Talley；〃 he said。 〃I'll talk to her now。〃
I could hear Talley get off the line。
〃I want to know how you're doing； Kay；〃 my friend the senator said。
〃I've got no idea。〃
〃I care；〃 he said。 〃I won't let anything happen to you。 Just trust me。 Now tell me how you're feeling。〃
〃Other than being summoned to France and about to be fired and 。 。 。〃 I started to add what had happened to Lucy； but she was standing right there。
〃Everything's going to be fine；〃 Senator Lord said。
〃Whatever everything is；〃 I replied〃Trust me。〃
I always had。
〃You're going to be asked to do things that you're going to resist。 Things that will scare you。〃
〃I don't scare easily； Frank；〃 I said。
31
Marino picked me up at quarter of four。 It was a heartless hour of the morning that reminded me of sleepless rotations in hospitals； of early days in my career when I was the one who got the calls for cases nobody else wanted。
〃Now you know what it feels like to be on midnight shift；〃 Marino mented as we cut through icy roads。
〃I know all about it anyway；〃 I replied。
〃Yeah； but the difference is； you don't have to。 You could send someone else to scenes and stay home。 You're the chief。〃
〃I'm always leaving Lucy when she needs me； Marino。〃
〃I'm telling you； Doc； she unde