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A loaded…down logging truck pulled in front of me and I sped around it。
〃I hate those things；〃 I said。
〃Me； too；〃 Chuck said； and his shoe…licking tone was making me sick。
〃And what？ You were telling me？〃 I said。
He took a deep breath。 He got very interested in the trucks bearing down on us and the men working with mounds of asphalt on the roadside。 It seemed as if this stretch of I…95 near Petersburg had been under construction since the Civil War。
〃She wasn't in a uniform； if you get what I mean；〃 he resumed with overblown sincerity。 〃She； well； she had on a business suit； but I don't think she was wearing a bra； or at least the blouse 。 。 。 you could sort of see through it。〃
〃Did she ever try to seduce you； make any overture at all beyond how she was dressed？〃 I asked。
〃No； ma'am； but it was like maybe she was hoping I would。 And now I know why。 She wouldn't go for it； but she'd hold it over me。 Just one more way to control me。 So when she got me my second beer； she got down to what she wanted。 She said it was important I know the truth about you：'
〃Which is？〃
〃She said you're unstable。 Everybody knew you'd lost your grip； those were her exact words； that you were almost bankrupt because you're a pulsive shopper 。 。 ：'
〃pulsive shopper？〃
〃She said something about your house and car。〃
〃Why would she know anything about my house？〃 I asked； realizing that Rufn knew about both； among many other things。
〃I don't know；〃 he said。 〃I guess the worst thing； though； was what she said about your work。 That you'd been screwing up cases and the detectives were beginning to plain except for Marino。 He was covering up for you； which was why she was going to have to do something about him eventually。〃
〃And she certainly did；〃 I said without a trace of emotion。
〃Gee； do I have to go on？〃 he said。 〃I don't want to say all these things to you！〃
〃Chuck； would you like a chance to start over and undo some of the damage you've done？〃 I set him up。
〃God； if only I could；〃 he said； as if he really meant it。
〃Then tell me the truth。 Tell me everything。 Let's get you back on the right track so you can have a happy life；〃 I encouraged him。
I knew the little bastard would turn on anyone if it was in his best interest。
〃She said one of the reasons she'd been hired was the chief； the mayor and city council wanted to get rid of you but didn't know how；〃 Ruffin went on as if the words caused him pain。 〃That they couldn't because you don't work for the city； the governor basically had to do it。 She explained to me it's like when a new city manager is hired because people want to get rid of a bad police chief。 It was amazing。 She was so convincing； I was sucked in。 Then； and I'll never forget it； she got up from her chair and sat next to me。 She looked into my eyes。
〃She said； ‘Chuck； your boss is going to ruin your life； do you understand？ She's going to take down everyone around her； especially you： I asked her why me？ And she said； ‘Because you're a nothing to her。 People like her may act nice； but deep down they think they're God and have contempt for minions： She asked me if I knew what a minion was； and I said I didn't。 She told me it was a servant。 Well； that got me mad。〃
〃I guess so；〃 I said。 〃I've never treated you or anyone like a servant； Chuck。〃
〃I know。 I know！〃
I believed some of his account was true。 Most of it was self…serving and slanted； I was sure。
〃So I started doing things for her。 Little things at first；〃 he went on。 〃And every time I did one bad thing； it got easier to do the next。 It's like I got harder and harder inside and talked myself into believing everything I was doing was justified； even right。 Maybe so I could sleep at night。 Then the things she wanted got big； like the e…mail； only she got Anderson to give me those。 assignments。Bray's too slippery to get caught。〃
〃What things； for example？〃 I said。
〃Dropping the bullet down the sink。 That was bad enough。〃
〃Yes； it was；〃 I said； holding in my contempt for him。
〃Which is one of the reasons I knew something really big must be on her mind when she sent me the page about meeting her at Buckhead's last night；〃 he went on。 〃She said not to say a word to anyone and not answer her back unless there was a problem。 Just to show up。 Period。
〃I was scared to death of her by then；〃 he said； and that part I certainly believed。 〃She had me； you know。 i was dirty and she had me。 I was so scared of。 what she might ask me to do next：〃
〃And what might that have been？〃
He hesitated。 A transfer truck swerved in front of me and I tapped my brakes。 Bulldozers were moving dirt on the embankment； and dust was everywhere。
〃Screw up the Container Man case： I knew that was ing。 She was going to get me to tamper with something to get you into so much trouble that it was over for you。 And what better case than one with Interpol and everything？ With all the interest？〃
〃And have you done something to promise that case； Chuck？〃 I said。
〃No； ma'am。〃
〃Have you tampered with any case？〃
〃Other than the bullet； no； ma'am。〃
〃You realize of course you would be mitting a felony if you altered or destroyed evidence？ Do you realize Bray's heading you toward prison and probably even setting you up for it so she can get you out of the way after she's finished with me？〃
〃Deep down； I don't think she'd do that to me；〃 he said。
He was nothing to her。 He was a flunky who didn't have sense enough to avoid a trap when he found one because his ego and ambition got in the way。
〃You're sure about that；〃 I said。 〃Sure Bray wouldn't make you the fall guy？〃
He wavered。
〃Are you the one who's been stealing things in the office？〃 I hit the matter head…on and asked。
〃I have all of it。 She wanted me to do 。 。 。 to do anything I could to make you look like you couldn't run the office。 It's all at my house in a box。 Eventually I was going to leave it in the building somewhere so someone would find it and return the stuff to everyone。〃
〃Why would you let her have this much power over you？〃 I asked。 〃So much that you would lie and steal and premeditate tampering with evidence？〃
〃Oh； please don't let me get arrested； go to prison；〃 he said in a panicky voice that would win him no acting awards。 〃I have a wife。 A baby on the way。 I'll mit suicide； I promise I will。 I know lots of ways to do it。〃
〃Don't even think such a thing；〃 I said。 〃Don't ever say that again。〃
〃I will。 I'm ruined； and it's all my fault。 Nobody else's。〃
〃You're not ruined unless you choose to be。〃
〃It doesn't matter anymore；〃 he muttered； and； I was beginning to fear he might be serious。
He was constantly licking his lips； and his words were sticky because his mouth was so dry。
〃My wife wouldn't care。 And the baby doesn't need to grow up with a father in prison。〃
〃Don't you dare send your body to me；' I told him angrily。 〃Don't you dare have me walk in and find you on one of my tables。〃
He turned to me； shocked。
〃Grow up；〃 I said。 〃You don't just shoot your brains out when things turn to shit； do you