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ters。 Maybe they were peering out at you with yellow reptilian eyes。 And maybe one night watching would not be enough； maybe some night that splintered； crazily hung door would be thrown open； and what you saw standing there would drive you to lunacy at one look。
And you couldn't explain that to your mother and father； who were creatures of the light。 No more than you could explain to them how； at the age of three； the spare blanket at the foot of the crib turned into a collection of snakes that lay staring at you with flat and lidless eyes。 No child ever conquers those fears； he thought。 If a fear cannot be articulated； it can't be conquered。 And the fears locked in small brains are much too large to pass through the orifice of the mouth。 Sooner or later you found someone to walk past all the deserted meeting houses you had to pass between grinning babyhood and grunting senility； Until tonight。 Until tonight when you found out that none of the old fears had been staked…only tucked away in their tiny； child…sized coffins with a wild rose on top。
He didn't turn on the light。 He mounted the steps； one by one avoiding the sixth； which creaked。 He held on to the crucifix； and his palm was sweaty and slick。
He reached the top and turned soundlessly to took down the hall。 The guest room door was ajar。 He had left it shut。 From downstairs came the steady murmur of Susan's voice。
Walking carefully to avoid squeaks； be went down to the door and stood in front of it。 The basis of all human fears； he thought。 A closed door； slightly ajar。
He reached out and pushed it open。
Mike Ryerson was lying on the bed。
Moonlight flooded in the windows and silvered the room； turning it into a lagoon of dreams。 Matt shook his head； as if to clear it。 Almost it seemed as though he had moved backward in time； that it was the night before。 He would go downstairs and call Ben because Ben wasn't in the hospital yet …
Mike opened his eyes。
They glittered for just a moment in the moonlight； silver rimmed with red。 They were as blank as washed blackboards。 There was no human thought or feeling in them。 The eyes are the windows of the soul； Wordsworth had said。 If so； these windows looked in on an empty room。
Mike sat up； the sheet failing from his chest； and Matt saw the heavy industrial stitchwork where the ME or pathologist had repaired the work of his autopsy； perhaps whistling as he sewed。
Mike smiled； and his canines and incisors were white and sharp。 The smile itself was a mere flexing of the muscles around the mouth； it never touched the eyes。 They retained their original dead blankness。
Mike said very clearly； 'Look at me。'
Matt looked。 Yes； the eyes were utterly blank。 But very deep。 You could almost see little silver cameos of yourself in those eyes； drowning sweetly； making the world seem unimportant； making fears seem unimportant …
He stepped backward and cried out； 'No！ No！'
And held the crucifix out。
Whatever had been Mike Ryerson hissed as if hot water had been thrown in its face。 Its arms went up as if to ward off a blow。 Matt took a step into the room； Ryerson took a pensatory one backward。
'Get out of here！' Matt croaked。 'I revoke my invitation！'
Ryerson screamed； a high； ululating sound full of hate and pain。 He took four shambling steps backward。 The backs of the knees struck the ledge of the open window； and Ryerson tottered past the edge of balance。
'I will see you sleep like the dead； teacher。'
It fell outward into the night； going backward with its hands thrown out above its head； like a diver going off a high board。 The pallid body gleamed like marble； in hard and depthless contrast to the black stitches that crisscrossed the torso in a Y pattern。
Matt let out a crazed； terrified wail and rushed to the window and peered out。 There was nothing to be seen but the moon…gilded night…and suspended in the air below the window and above the spill of light that marked the living room； a dancing pattern of motes that might have been dust。 They whirled； coalesced in a pattern that was hideously humanoid； and then dissipated into nothing。
He turned to run； and that was when the pain filled his chest and made him stagger。 He clutched at it and doubled over。 The pain seemed to be ing up his arm in steady； pulsing waves。 The crucifix swung below his eyes。
He walked out the door holding his forearms crossed before his chest； the chain of the crucifix still caught in his right hand。 The image of Mike Ryerson hanging in the dark air like some pallid high…diver hung before him。
'Mr Burke！'
'My doctor is James Cody；' he said through lips that were as cold as snow。 'It's on the phone reminder。 I'm having a heart attack； I think。'
He collapsed in the upper hall； face down。
7
She dialed the number marked beside JIMMY CODY； PILLPUSHER。 The legend was written in the neat block capitals she remembered so well from her school days。 A woman's voice answered and Susan said； 'Is the doctor home？ Emergency！'
'Yes；' the woman said calmly。 'Here he is。'
'Dr Cody speaking。'
'This is Susan Norton。 I'm at Mr Burke's house。 He's had a heart attack。'
'Who？ Matt Burke？'
'Yes。 He's unconscious。 What should I …
'Call an ambulance；' he said。 'In Cumberland that's 841…4000。 Stay with him。 Put a blanket over him but don't move him。 Do you understand？'
'Yes。'
'I'll be there in twenty minutes。'
'Will you…'
But the phone clicked； and she was alone。
She called for an ambulance and then she was alone again； faced with going back upstairs to him。
8
She stared at the stairwell with a trepidation which was amazing to her。 She found herself wishing that none of it had happened； not so that Matt could be all right； but so she would not have to feel this sick； shaken fear。 Her unbelief had been total…she saw Matt's perceptions of the previous night as something to be defined in terms of her accepted realities； nothing more or less。 And now that firm unbelief was gone from beneath her and she felt herself falling。
She had heard Matt's voice and had heard a terrible toneless incantation： I will see you sleep like the dead； teacher。 The voice that had spoken those words had no more human quality than a dog's bark。
She went back upstairs； forcing her body through every step。 Even the hall light did not help much。 Matt lay where she had left him； his face turned sideways so the right cheek lay against the threadbare nap of the hall runner； breathing in harsh； tearing gasps。 She bent and undid the top two buttons of his shirt and his breathing seemed to ease a little。 Then she went into the guest bedroom to get a blanket。
The room was cool。 The window stood open。 The bed had been stripped except for the mattress pad； but there were blankets stacked on the top shelf of the closet。 As she turned back to the hall something on the floor near the window glittered in the moonlight and she stooped and picked it up。 She recognized it immediately。 A Cumberland Consolidated High School class ring。 The initials engraved on the inner curve were MCR
Michael Corey Ryer