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and creation； and the people I've worked with。 But I've acplished a great deal； no one can ever deny that。 And New York means Denise。 Wouldn't it be worth it…all？
At the twentieth floor Denise used her own key to let them in； there was no sign of the manservant O'Donnell had seen earlier。
As if by consent they moved to the terrace。 Denise asked； 〃Kent； would you like a drink？〃
〃Perhaps later；〃 he said； and reached out toward her。 She came to him easily and their lips met。 It was a lingering kiss。 His arms tightened around her and he felt her body respond to his own。 Then gently she disengaged herself。
Half turned away； she said； 〃There are so many things to think of。〃 Her voice was troubled。
〃Are there？〃 The tone of voice was disbelieving。
〃There's a great deal you don't know about me；〃 Denise said。 〃For one thing； I'm terribly possessive。 Did you know that？〃
He answered； 〃It doesn't sound very terrible。〃
〃If we were married；〃 she said； 〃I'd have to have all of you； not just a part。 I couldn't help myself。 And I couldn't share you…not even with a hospital。〃
He laughed。 〃I imagine we could work out a promise。 Other people do。〃
She turned back toward him。 〃When you say it like that I almost believe you。〃 Denise paused。 〃Will you e back to New York again…soon？〃
〃Yes。〃
〃How soon？〃
He answered； 〃Whenever you call me。〃
As if by instinct； she moved toward him and they kissed again； this time with growing passion。 Then there was a sound behind them and a shaft of light from a door opening to the living room。 Denise pushed herself gently away and a moment later a small figure in pajamas came onto the terrace。 A voice said； 〃I thought I heard someone talking。〃
〃I imagined you were sleeping；〃 Denise said。 〃This is Dr。 O'Donnell。〃 Then to O'Donnell； 〃This is my daughter Philippa。〃 She added affectionately； 〃One half of my impossible twins。〃
The girl looked at O'Donnell with frank curiosity。 〃Hullo；〃 she said； 〃I've heard about you。〃
O'Donnell remembered Denise telling him that both her children were seventeen。 The girl seemed small for her age； her body only just beginning to fill out。 But she moved with a grace and posture uncannily similar to her mother。
〃Hullo； Philippa；〃 he said。 〃I'm sorry if we disturbed you。〃
〃I couldn't sleep； so I was reading。〃 The girl glanced down at a book in her hand。 〃It's Herrick。 Did you ever read it？〃
〃I don't think so；〃 O'Donnell said。 〃As a matter of fact； there wasn't much time for poetry in medical school and I've never really got around to it since。〃
Philippa picked up the book and opened it。 〃There's something here for you； Mother。〃 She read attractively with a feeling for words and balance and with a touch of lightness。
〃That age is best； which is the first；
When youth and blood are warmer；
But being spent； the worse； and worst
Time； still succeed the former。
Then be not coy； but use your time；
And while ye may； go marry：
For having lost but once your prime；
You may for ever tarry。〃
〃I get the point；〃 Denise said。 She turned to O'Donnell。 〃I may tell you； Kent； that my children are perennially pressing me to remarry。〃
〃We simply think it's the best thing for you；〃 Philippa interjected。 She put down the book。
〃They do it under the guise of practicality；〃 Denise went on。 〃Actually they're both revoltingly sentimental。〃 She turned to Philippa。 〃How would you feel if I married Dr。 O'Donnell？〃
〃Has he asked you？〃 Philippa's interest was prompt。 Without waiting for an answer she exclaimed； 〃You're going to； of course。〃
〃It will depend； dear；〃 Denise said。 〃There is； of course； the trifling matter of a divorce to be arranged。〃
〃Oh； that！ Daddy was always so unreasonable about you doing it。 Besides； why do you have to wait？〃 She faced O'Donnell。 〃Why don't you just live together？ Then you'd have the evidence already arranged and Mother wouldn't have to go away to one of those awful places like Reno。〃
〃There are moments；〃 Denise said； 〃when I have grave doubts about the value of progressive education。 That； I think； will be all。〃 She stepped lightly to Philippa。 〃Good night； dear。〃
〃Oh； Mother！〃 the girl said。 〃Sometimes you're so antediluvian。〃
〃Good night； dear。〃 Denise repeated it firmly。
Philippa turned to O'Donnell。 〃I guess I have to go。〃
He said； 〃It's been a pleasure； Philippa。〃
The girl came to him。 She said artlessly； 〃If you're going to be my stepfather； I suppose it's all right to kiss you。〃
He answered； 〃Why don't we chance it？…whichever way it goes。〃
He leaned toward her and she kissed him on the lips； then stood back。 There was a slight smile； then she said； 〃You're cute。〃 She warned Denise； 〃Mother； whatever you do； don't lose this one。〃
〃Philippa！〃 This time the note of discipline was unmistakable。
Philippa laughed and kissed her mother。 Waving airily； she picked up her book of poems and went out。
O'Donnell leaned back against the terrace wall and laughed。 At this moment his bachelorhood at Burlington seemed incredibly empty and dull； the prospect of life with Denise in New York more glowingly attractive by the second。
Eighteen
The amputation of Vivian's left leg began at 8：30 A。M。 precisely。 Punctuality in the operating rooms was something that Dr。 O'Donnell had insisted on when he first became chief of surgery at Three Counties； and most surgeons plied with the rule。
The procedure was not plicated； and Lucy Grainger anticipated no problems other than routine。 She had already planned to amputate the limb fairly high； well above the knee and in the upper part of the femur。 At one point she had considered disarticulating at the hip in the belief that this might give a better chance of getting ahead of the spreading malignancy from the knee。 But the disadvantage here would be extreme difficulty later on in fitting an artificial limb to the inadequate stump。 That was why she had promised in planning to leave intact a portion of the thigh。
She had also planned where to cut her flaps so that the flesh would cover the stump adequately。 In fact； she had done this last night； sketching out the necessary incisions in her mind； while allowing Vivian to believe that she was making another routine examination。
That had been after she had broken the news to Vivian； of course…a sad； strained session in which the girl at first had been dry…eyed and posed and then； breaking down； had clung to Lucy； her despairing sobs acknowledging that the last barriers of hope had gone。 Lucy； although accustomed by training and habit to be clinical and unemotional at such moments； had found herself unusually moved。
The session with the parents subsequently； and later when young Dr。 Seddons had e to see her； had been less personal but still troubling。 Lucy supposed she would never insulate entirely her own feelings for patients the way some people did； and sometimes she had had to admit to herself that her surface detachment was only a pose； though a necessary one。 There was no pose； though； about detachment here in the operating room； that was one place it became essential； and she found herself now； coolly and without personal feelings； assessing the imme