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Stone…ground fatty； Garraty thought； and laughed harder。
You're going to have hysterics； oh my God； don't let it get you； think about Gribble 。 。 。 and don't 。 。 。 don't let 。 。 。 don't 。 。 。
But it was happening。 The laughter came roaring out of him until his stomach was knotted and cramped and he was walking bent…legged and somebody was hollering at him； screaming at him over the roar of the crowd。 It was McVries。 〃Ray！ Ray！ What is it？ You all right？〃
〃They're funny！〃 He was nearly weeping with laughter now。 〃Pete； Pete； they're so funny； it's just 。 。 。 just 。 。 。 that they're so funny！〃
A hard…faced little girl in a dirty sundress sat on the ground； pouty…mouthed and frowning。 She made a horrible face as they passed。 Garraty nearly collapsed with laughter and drew a warning。 It was strange…in spite of all the noise he could still hear the warnings clearly。
I could die； he thought。 I could just die laughing； wouldn't that be a scream？
Collie was still smiling gaily and waving and cursing spectators and newsmen roundly； and that seemed funniest of all。 Garraty fell to his knees and was warned again。 He continued to laugh in short； barking spurts； which were all his laboring lungs would allow。
〃He's gonna puke！〃 someone cried in an ecstasy of delight。 〃Watch 'im； Alice； he's gonna puke！〃
〃Garraty！ Garraty for God's sake！〃 McVries was yelling。 He got an arm around Garraty's back and hooked a hand into his armpit。 Somehow he yanked him to his feet and Garraty stumbled on。
〃Oh God；〃 Garraty gasped。 〃Oh Jesus Christ they're killing me。 I 。 。 。 I can't 。 。 。 〃 He broke into loose； trickling laughter once more。 His knees buckled。 McVries ripped him to his feet once more。 Garraty's collar tore。 They were both warned。 That's my last warning； Garraty thought dimly。 I'm on my way to see that fabled farm。 Sorry； Jan； I 。 。 。
〃e on； you turkey； I can't lug you！〃 McVries hissed。
〃I can't do it；〃 Garraty gasped。 〃My wind's gone； I…〃
McVries slapped him twice quickly； forehand on the right cheek； backhand on the left。 Then he walked away quickly； not looking back。
The laughter had gone out of him now but his gut was jelly； his lungs empty and seemingly unable to refill。 He staggered drunkenly along； weaving； trying to find his wind。 Black spots danced in front of his eyes； and a part of him understood how close to fainting he was。 His one foot fetched against his other foot； he stumbled； almost fell； and somehow kept his balance。
If I fall； I die。 I'll never get up。
They were watching him。 The crowd was watching him。 The cheers had died away to a muted； almost sexual murmur。 They were waiting for him to fall down。
He walked on； now concentrating only on putting one foot out in front of the other。 Once； in the eighth grade； he had read a story by a man named Ray Bradbury； and this story was about the crowds that gather at the scenes of fatal accidents； about how these crowds always have the same faces； and about how they seem to know whether the wounded will live or die。 I'm going to live a little longer； Garraty told them。 I'm going to live。 I'm going to live a little longer。
He made his feet rise and fall to the steady cadence in his head。 He blotted everything else out； even Jan。 He was not aware of the heat； or of Collie Parker； or of Freaky D'Allessio。 He was not even aware of the steady dull pain in his feet and the frozen stiffness of the hamstring muscles behind his knees。 The thought pounded in his mind like a big kettledrum。 Like a heartbeat。 Live a little longer。 Live a little longer。 Live a little longer。 Until the words themselves became meaningless and signified nothing。
It was the sound of the guns that brought him out of it。
In the crowd…hushed stillness the sound was shockingly loud and he could hear someone screaming。 Now you know； he thought； you live long enough to hear the sound of the guns； long enough to hear yourself screaming…
But one of his feet kicked a small stone then and there was pain and it wasn't him that had bought it； it was 64； a pleasant； smiling boy named Frank Morgan。 They were dragging Frank Morgan off the road。 His glasses were dragging and bouncing on the pavement； still hooked stubbornly over one ear。 The left lens had been shattered。
〃I'm not dead；〃 he said dazedly。 Shock hit him in a warm blue wave； threatening to turn his legs to water again。
〃Yeah； but you ought to be；〃 McVries said。
〃You saved him；〃 Olson said； turning it into a curse。 〃Why did you do that？ Why did you do that？〃 His eyes were as shiny and as blank as doorknobs。 〃I'd kill you if I could。 I hate you。 You're gonna die； McVries。 You wait and see。 God's gonna strike you dead for what you did。 God's gonna strike you dead as dogshit。〃 His voice was pallid and empty。 Garraty could almost smell the shroud on him。 He clapped his own hands over his mouth and moaned through them。 The truth was that the smell of the shroud was on all of them。
〃Piss on you；〃 McVries said calmly。 〃I pay my debts； that's all。〃 He looked at Garraty。 〃We're square； man。 It's the end； right？〃 He walked away； not hurrying； and was soon only another colored shirt about twenty yards ahead。
Garraty's wind came back； but very slowly； and for a long time he was sure he could feel a stitch ing in his side 。 。 。 but at last that faded。 McVries had saved his life。 He had gone into hysterics； had a laughing jag； and McVries had saved him from going down。 We're square； man。 It's the end； right？ All right。
〃God will punish him；〃 Hank Olson was blaring with dead and unearthly assurance。 〃God will strike him down。〃
〃Shut up or I'll strike you down myself；〃 Abraham said。
The day grew yet hotter； and small； quibbling arguments broke out like brushfires。 The huge crowd dwindled a little as they walked out of the radius of TV cameras and microphones； but it did not disappear or even break up into isolated knots of spectators。 The crowd had e now； and the crowd was here to stay。
The people who made it up merged into one anonymous Crowd Face； a vapid； eager visage that duplicated itself mile by mile。 It peopled doorsteps； lawns； driveways； picnic areas； gas station tarmacs （where enterprising owners had charged admission）； and； in the next town they passed through； both sides of the street and the parking lot of the town's supermarket。 The Crowd Face mugged and gibbered and cheered； but always remained essentially the same。 It watched voraciously when Wyman squatted to make his bowels work。 Men； women； and children； the Crowd Face was always the same； and Garraty tired of it quickly。
He wanted to thank McVries； but somehow doubted that McVries wanted to be thanked。 He could see him up ahead； walking behind Barkovitch。 McVries way staring intently at Barkovitch's neck。
Nine…thirty came and passed。 The crowd seemed to intensify the heat； and Garraty unbuttoned his shirt to just above his belt buckle。 He wondered if Freaky D'Allessio had known he was going to buy a ticket before he did。 He supposed that knowing wouldn't have really changed things for him； one way or the other。
The road inclined steeply； and the crowd fell away momentarily as they climbed up and over four sets of east/west railr