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ed again； was still； and then made a crashing break for less populated acreage。 There was another nervous cry of 〃What was that？〃
Overhead； capricious spring clouds began to scud across the sky in mackerel shapes； promising more rain。 Garraty turned up his collar and listened to the sound of his feet pounding the pavement。 There was a trick to that； a subtle mental adjustment； like having better night vision the longer you were in the dark。 This morning the sound of his feet had been lost to him。 They had been lost in the tramp of ninety…nine other pairs； not to mention the rumble of the halftrack。 But now he heard them easily。 His own particular stride； and the way his left foot scraped the pavement every now and then。 It seemed to him that the sound of his footfalls had bee as loud to his ears as the sound of his own heartbeat。 Vital； life and death sound。
His eyes felt grainy； trapped in their sockets。 The lids were heavy。 His energy seemed to be draining down some sinkhole in the middle of him。 Warnings were droned out with monotonous regularity； but no one was shot。 Barkovitch had shut up。 Stebbins was a ghost again； not even visible in back of them。
The hands on his watch read 11：40。
On up toward the hour of witches； he thought。 When churchyards yawn and give up their moldy dead。 When all good little boys are sacked out。 When wives and lovers have given up the carnal pillow…fight for the evening。 When passengers sleep uneasy on the Greyhound to New York。 When Glenn Miller plays uninterrupted on the radio and bartenders think about putting the chairs up on the tables； and
Jan's face came into his mind again。 He thought of kissing her at Christmas； almost half a year ago； under the plastic mistletoe his mother always hung from the big light globe in the kitchen。 Stupid kid stuff。 Look where you're standing。 Her lips had been surprised and soft； not resisting。 A nice kiss。 One to dream on。 His first real kiss。 He did it again when he took her home。 They had been standing in her driveway； standing in the silent grayness of falling Christmas snow。 That had been something more than a nice kiss。 His arms around her waist。 Her anus around his neck； locked there； her eyes closed （he had peeked）； the soft feel of her breasts…muffled up in her coat； of course…against him。 He had almost told her he loved her then； but no 。 。 。 that would have been too quick。
After that； they taught each other。 She taught him that books were sometimes just to be read and discarded； not studied （he was something of a grind； which amused Jan； and her amusement first exasperated him and then he also saw the funny side of it）。 He taught her to knit。 That had been a funny thing。 His father； of all people； had taught him how to knit 。 。 。 before the Squads got him。 His father had taught Garraty's father； as well。 It was something of a male tradition in the clan Garraty； it seemed。 Jan had been fascinated by the pattern of the increases and decreases； and she left him behind soon enough； overstepping his laborious scarves and mittens to sweaters； cableknits； and finally to crocheting and even the tatting of doilies； which she gave up as ridiculous as soon as the skill was mastered。
He had also taught her how to rhumba and cha…cha； skills he had learned on endless Saturday mornings at Mrs。 Amelia Dorgens's School for Modern Dance 。 。 。 that had been his mother's idea； one he had objected to strenuously。 His mother had stuck to her guns； thank God。
He thought now of the patterns of light and shadow on the nearly perfect oval of her face； the way she walked； the lift and fall of her voice； the easy； desirable swing of one hip； and he wondered in terror what he was doing here； walking down this dark road。 He wanted her now。 He wanted to do it all over again； but differently。 Now； when he thought of the Major's tanned face； the salt…and…pepper mustache； the mirrored sunglasses； he felt a horror so deep it made his legs feel rubbery and weak。 Why am I here？ he asked himself desperately； and there was no answer； so he asked the question again： Why am…
The guns crashed in the darkness； and there was the unmistakable mailsack thud of a body falling on the concrete。 The fear was on him again； the hot； throat…choking fear that made him want to run blindly； to dive into the bushes and just keep on running until he found Jan and safety。
McVries had Barkovitch to keep him going。 He would concentrate on Jan。 He would walk to Jan。 They reserved space for Long Walkers' relatives and loved ones in the front lines。 He would see her。
He thought about kissing that other girl and was ashamed。
How do you know you'll make it？ A cramp 。 。 。 blisters 。 。 。 a bad cut or a nosebleed that just won't quit 。 。 。 a big hill that was just too big and too long。 How do you know you'll make it？
I'll make it； I'll make it。
〃Congratulations；〃 McVries said at his shoulder； making him jump。
〃Huh？〃
〃It's midnight。 We live to fight another day； Garraty。〃
〃And many of 'em；〃 Abraham added。 〃For me； that is。 Not that I begrudge you； you understand。〃
〃A hundred and five miles to Oldtown； if you care；〃 Olson put in tiredly。
〃Who gives a shit about Oldtown？〃 McVries demanded。 〃You ever been there； Garraty？〃
〃No。…
〃How about Augusta？ Christ； I thought that was in Georgia。〃
〃Yeah； I've been in Augusta。 It's the state capital…〃
〃Regional；〃 Abraham said。
〃And the Corporate Governor's mansion； and a couple of traffic circles； and a couple of movies…〃
〃You have those in Maine？〃 McVries asked。
〃Well； it's a small state capital； okay？〃 Garraty said； smiling。
〃Wait'll we hit Boston；〃 McVries said。
There were groans。
From up ahead there came cheers； shouts； and catcalls。 Garraty was alarmed to hear his own name called out。 Up ahead； about half a mile away； was a ramshackle farmhouse； deserted and fallen down。 But a battered Klieg light had been plugged in somewhere； and a huge sign； lettered with pine boughs across the front of the house read：
GARRATY'S OUR MAN！！！
Aroostook County Parents' Association
〃Hey； Garraty； where's the parents？〃 someone yelled。
〃Back home making kids； 〃 Garraty said； embarrassed。 There could be no doubt that Maine was Garraty country； but he found the signs and cheers and the gibes of the others all a little mortifying。 He had found…among other things…in the last fifteen hours that he didn't much crave the limelight。 The thought of a million people all over the state rooting for him and laying bets on him （at twelve…to…one； the highway worker had said 。 。 。 was that good or bad？） was a little scary。
〃You'd think they would have left a few plump； juicy parents lying around somewhere；〃 Davidson said。
〃Poontang from the PTA？〃 Abraham asked。
The ribbing was halfhearted and didn't last very long。 The road killed most ribbing very quickly。 They crossed another bridge； this time a cement one that spanned a good…sized river。 The water rippled below them like black silk。 A few crickets chirred cautiously； and around fifteen past midnight； a spatter of light； cold rain fell。
Up ahead； someone began to play a harmonica。 It didn't last long （Hint 6： Conserve Wind）； but it was pretty for the mome