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had no hair in his nose and hay fever plagued him。 So did upper respiratory infections。
When a stalled truck held him up for ten minutes on the Missouri River bridge to St。 Charles； he sat patiently。 His black van was carpeted； cool and quiet。 Handel's Water Music played on the stereo。
He rippled his fingers on the steering wheel in time with the music and dabbed at his nose。
Two women in a convertible were in the lane beside him。 They wore shorts and blouses tied across the midriff。 Dolarhyde looked down into the convertible from his van。 They seemed tired and bored squinting into the lowering sun。 The woman on the passenger side had her head against the seat back and her feet on the dash。 Her slumped posture made two creases across her bare stomach。 Dolarhyde could see a suck mark on the inside of her thigh。 She caught him looking； sat up and crossed her legs。 He saw weary distaste in her face。
She said something to the woman at the wheel。 Both looked straight ahead。 He knew they were talking about him。 He was so glad it did not make him angry。 Few things made him angry anymore。 He knew that he was developing a being dignity。
The music was very pleasant。
The traffic in front of Dolarhyde began to move。 The lane beside him was still stalled。 He looked forward to getting home。 He tapped the wheel in time with the music and rolled down the window with his other hand。
He hawked and spit a blob of green phlegm into the lap of the woman beside him； hitting her just beside the navel。 Her curses sounded high and thin over the Handel as he drove away。
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Dolarhyde's great ledger was at least a hundred years old。 Bound in black leather with brass corners； it was so heavy a sturdy machine table supported it in the locked closet at the top of the stairs。 From the moment he saw it at the bankruptcy sale of an old St。 Louis printing pany； Dolarhyde knew it should be his。
Now； bathed and in his kimono； he unlocked the closet and rolled it out。 When the book was centered beneath the painting of the Great Red Dragon； he settled himself in a chair and opened it。 The smell of foxed paper rose to his face。
Across the first page； in large letters he had illuminated himself； were the words from Revelation： 〃And There Came a Great Red Dragon Also 。 。
The first item in the book was the only one not neatly mounted。 Loose between the pages was a yellowed photograph of Dolarhyde as a small child with his grandmother on the steps of the big house。 He is holding to Grandmother's skirt。 Her arms are folded and her back is straight。
Dolarhyde tumed past it。 He ignored it as though it had been left there by mistake。
There were many clippings in the ledger； the earliest ones about the disappearances of elderly women in St。 Louis and Toledo。 Pages between the clippings were covered with Dolarhyde's writing…black ink in a fine copperplate script not unlike William Blake's own handwriting。
Fastened in the margins； ragged bits of scalp trailed their tails of hair like ets pressed in God's scrapbook。
The Jacobi clippings from Birmingham were there； along with film cartridges and slides set in pockets glued to the pages。
So were stories on the Leedses； with film beside them。
The term 〃Tooth Fairy〃 had not appeared in the press until Atlanta。 The name was marked out in all the Leeds stories。
Now Dolarhyde did the same with his Tattler clipping； obliterating 〃Tooth Fairy〃 with angry slashes of a red marker pen。
He turned to a new； blank page in his ledger and trimmed the Tattler clipping to fit。 Should Graham's picture go in？ The words 〃Criminally Insane〃 carved in the stone above Graham offended Dolarhyde。 He hated the sight of any place of confinement。 Graham's face was closed to him。 He set it aside for the time being。
But Lecter 。 。 。 Lecter。 This was not a good picture of the doctor。 Dolarhyde had a better one； which he fetched from a box in his closet。 It was published upon Lecter's mittal and showed the fine eyes。 Still； it was not satisfactory。 In Dolarhyde's mind； Lecter's likeness should be the dark portrait of a Renaissance prince。 For Lecter； alone among all men； might have the sensitivity and experience to understand the glory； the majesty of Dolarhyde's Being。
Dolarhyde felt that Lecter knew the unreality of the people who die to help you in these things … understood that they are not flesh； but light and air and color and quick sounds quickly ended when you change them。 Like balloons of color bursting。 That they are more important for the changing； more important than the lives they scrabble after； pleading。
Dolarhyde bore screams as a sculptor bears dust from the beaten stone。
Lecter was capable of understanding that blood and breath were only elements undergoing change to fuel his Radiance。 Just as the source of light is burning。
He would like to meet Lecter； talk and share with him； rejoice with him in their shared vision； be recognized by him as John the Baptist recognized the One who came after； sit on him as the Dragon sat on 666 in Blake's Revelation series； and film his death as； dying； he melded with the strength of the Dragon。
Dolarhyde pulled on a new pair of rubber gloves and went to his desk。 He unrolled and discarded the outer layer of the toilet paper he had bought。 Then he unrolled a strip of seven sheets and tore it off。
Printing carefully on the tissue with his left hand； he wrote a letter to Lecter。
Speech is never a reliable indicator of how a person writes； you never know。 Dolarhyde's speech was bent and pruned by disabilities real and imagined； and the difference between his speech and his writing was startling。 Still； he found he could not say the most important things he felt。
He wanted to hear from Lecter。 He needed a personal response before he could tell Dr。 Lecter the important things。
How could he manage that？ He rummaged through his box of Lecter clippings； read them all again。
Finally a simple way occurred to him and he wrote again。
The letter seemed too diffident and shy when he read it over。 He had signed it 〃Avid Fan。〃
He brooded over the signature for several minutes。
〃Avid Fan〃 indeed。 His chin rose an imperious fraction。
He put his gloved thumb in his mouth； removed his dentures； and placed them on the blotter。
The upper plate was unusual。 The teeth were normal； straight and white； but the pink acrylic upper part was a tortuous shape cast to fit the twists and fissures of his gums。 Attached to the plate was a soft plastic prosthesis with an obturator on top； which helped him dose off his soft palate in speech。
He took a small case from his desk。 It held another set of teeth。 The upper casting was the same； but there was no prosthesis。 The crooked teeth had dark stains between them and gave off a faint stench。
They were identical to Grandmother's teeth in the bedside glass downstairs。
Dolarhyde's nostrils flared at the odor。 He opened his sunken smile and put them in place and wet them with his tongue。
He folded the letter across the signature and bit down hard on it。 When he opened the letter again； the signature was enclosed in an oval bite mark； his notary seal； an imprimatur flecked wi