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knows a lot of stuff�察�I found out that the guy is funny。 In a
subtle kind of dry way。 It's the stuff he says�察�plus the way he says it。 It's really�察�I don't know�察 �
cool。
As we were winding back into our own territory�察�we passed by the house that's going up
where the sycamore tree used to be。 My granddad
stopped�察�looked up into the night�察�and said�察 �It must've been a spectacular view。 ̄
I looked up�察�too�察�and noticed for the first time that night that you could see the stars。 ^Did you
ever see her up there�拭院�I asked him。
^Your mother pointed her out to me one time as we drove by。 It scared me to see her up so
high�察�but after I read the article I understood why she
did it。 ̄ He shook his head。 ^The tree's gone�察�but she's still got the spark it gave her。 Know
what I mean�拭院 �
Luckily I didn't have to answer。 He just grinned and said�察 �Some of us get dipped in flat�察�some
in satin�察�some in gloss´。 ̄ He turned to me。 ^But
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every once in a while you find someone who's iridescent�察�and when you do�察�nothing will ever
pare。 ̄
As we walked up to our front porch�察�my grandfather put his arm around my shoulder and said�察 �
^It was nice walking with you�察�Bryce。 I enjoyed
myself very much。 ̄
^Me too�察院�I told him�察�and we went inside。
Right away we knew we'd stepped into a war zone。 And even though no one was yelling or
crying�察�from the look on my parents' faces I could tell
there'd been a major meltdown while my granddad and I were out。
Granddad whispered to me�察 �I've got another fence to mend�察�I'm afraid�察院�and headed into the
dining room to talk to my parents。
I wanted nothing to do with that vibe。 I went straight to my room�察�closed the door�察�and flopped
through the darkness onto my bed。
I lay there awhile and let the dinner disaster play through my mind。 And when I'd totally
burned a fuse thinking about it�察�I sat up and looked out the
window。 There was a light on somewhere inside the Bakers' house and the streetlights were
glowing�察�but the night still seemed really dense。 Like it
was darker than usual and�察�I don't know�察�heavy。
I leaned closer to the window and looked up into the sky�察�but I couldn't see the stars anymore。
I wondered if Juli had ever been in the sycamore at
night。 Among the stars。
I shook my head。 Flat�察�glossy�察�iridescent。 What was up with that�拭�Juli Baker had always
seemed just plain dusty to me。
I snapped on my desk lamp and dug the newspaper with the article about Juli out of the
drawer where I'd tossed it。
Just like I thought ! they made it sound like Juli was trying to save Mount Rushmore or
something。 They called her a ^strong voice in an urban
wilderness ̄ and ^a radiant beacon�察�shedding light on the need to curtail continued
overdevelopment of our once quaint and tranquil munity。 ̄
Spare me。 I mean�察�what's wrong with letting a guy cut down a tree on his own property so he
can build a house�拭�His lot�察�his tree�察�his decision。
End of story。 The piece in the paper was gag´me gush。
Except。 Except for the places aybe it was just in contrast to the
reporter's slant or something�察�but Juli's parts didn't e
off oh´woe´is´me like I was expecting。 They were�察�I don't know�察�deep。 Sitting in that tree was
seriously philosophical to her。
And the odd thing is�察�it all made sense to me。 She talked about what it felt like to be up in that
tree�察�and how it�察�like�察�transcended dimensional
space。 ^To be held above the earth and brushed by the wind�察院�she said�察 �it's like your heart
has been kissed by beauty。 ̄ Who in junior high do you
know that would put together a sentence like that�拭�None of my friends�察�that's for sure。
There was other stuff�察�too�察�like how something can be so much more than the parts it took to
make it�察�and why people need things around them
that lift them above their lives and make them feel the miracle of living。
I wound up reading and re´reading her parts�察�wondering when in the world she started
thinking like that。 I mean�察�no kidding�察�Juli Baker's smart�察�but
this was something way beyond straight A's。
A month ago if I'd read this article�察�I would have chucked it in the trash as plete garbage�察 �
but for some reason it made sense to me now。 A lot
of sense。
A month ago I also wouldn't have paid any attention to the picture of Juli�察�but now I found
myself staring at it。 Not the one of the whole scene !
that was more emergency rescue equipment than Juli。 The other one�察�on the bottom half of
the page。 Someone must've used a killer telephoto lens�察 �
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because you can tell that she's in the tree�察�but it's mostly from the shoulders up。 She's
looking off into the distance and the wind is blowing her hair
back like she's at the helm of a ship or something�察�sailing into the sun。
I'd spent so many years avoiding Juli Baker that I'd never really looked at her�察�and now all of
a sudden I couldn't stop。 This weird feeling started
taking over the pit of my stomach�察�and I didn't like it。 Not one bit。 To tell you the truth�察�it
scared the Sheetrock out of me。
I buried the paper under my pillow and tried to remind myself of what a pain Juli Baker was。
But my mind started to wander again�察�and pretty soon
I had that stupid paper out from under my pillow。
This was insane� �What was I doing�拭 �
I made myself shut out the light and go to bed。 I was slipping�察�man�察�and it was definitely time
to get a grip。
The Yard
I'd never been embarrassed by where we lived before。 I'd never looked at our house�察�or even
our side of the street�察�and said�察�Oh� �I wish we lived in
the new development!those houses are so much newer�察�so much better� �This is where I'd
grown up。 This was my home。
I was aware of the yard�察�sure。 My mother had grumbled about it for years。 But it was a low
grumbling�察�not worthy of deep concern。 Or so I'd
supposed。 But maybe I should have wondered。 Why let the outside go and keep the inside
so nice�拭�It was spotless inside our house。 Except for the
boys' room�察�that is。 Mom gave up on that after she discovered the snake。 If they were old
enough to adopt a snake�察�she told my brothers�察�they were
old enough to clean their own room。 Matt and Mike translated this to keep the door closed�察 �
and became quite diligent about doing just that。
Besides the yard�察�I also never really wondered about the money�察�or the apparent lack thereof。
I knew we weren't rich�察�but I didn't feel like I was
missing anything。 Anything you could buy�察�anyway。
Matt and Mike did ask for things a lot�察�but even though my mother would tell them�察�No�察�boys�察 �
we just can't afford that�察�I took this to mean�察�No�察�boys�察 �
you don't deserve that�察�or�察�No�察�boys�察�you don't really need that。 It wasn't until Bryce called
our home a plete dive that I started really seeing
things。
It wasn't just the yard。 It was my dad's truck�察�my mother's car�察�the family bike tha