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d I sharpened mower…blades and a scythe or so； Ben turning the grindstone and I holding the blades and telling him stories into the bargain。 Mr。 Stanley and his stout older son overhauled the work…harness and tinkered the corn…planter。 The doors at both ends of the barn stood wide open； and through one of them； framed like a picture； we could see the scudding floods descend upon the meadows； and through the other； across a fine stretch of open country； we could see all the roads glistening and the treetops moving under the rain。
〃Fine； fine！〃 exclaimed Mr。 Stanley； looking out from time to time； 〃we got in our potatoes just in the nick of time。〃
After supper that evening I told them of my plan to leave them on the following morning。
〃Don't do that；〃 said Mrs。 Stanley heartily； 〃stay on with us。〃
〃Yes；〃 said Mr。 Stanley； 〃we're shorthanded； and I'd be glad to have a man like you all summer。 There ain't any one around here will pay a good man more'n I will； nor treat 'im better。〃
〃I'm sure of it； Mr。 Stanley；〃 I said； 〃but I can't stay with you。〃
At that the tide of curiosity which I had seen rising ever since I came began to break through。 Oh； I know how difficult it is to let the wanderer get by without taking toll of him！ There are not so many people here in the country that we can afford to neglect them。 And as I had nothing in the world to conceal； and； indeed； loved nothing better than the give and take of getting acquainted； we were soon at it in good earnest。
But it was not enough to tell them that my name was David Grayson and where my farm was located； and how many acres there were； and how much stock I had； and what I raised。 The great particular 〃Why？〃 as I knew it would beconcerned my strange presence on the road at this season of the year and the reason why I should turn in by chance； as I had done； to help at their planting。 If a man is stationary； it seems quite impossible for him to imagine why any one should care to wander； and as for the wanderer it is inconceivable to him how any one can remain permanently at home。
We were all sitting comfortably around the table in the living…room。 The lamps were lighted； and Mr。 Stanley； in slippers； was smoking his pipe and Mrs。 Stanley was darning socks over a mending…gourd； and the two young Stanleys were whispering and giggling about some matter of supreme consequence to youth。 The windows were open； and we could smell the sweet scent of the lilacs from the yard and hear the drumming of the rain as it fell on the roof of the porch。
〃It's easy to explain；〃 I said。 〃The fact is； it got to the point on my farm that I wasn't quite sure whether I owned it or it owned me。 And I made up my mind I'd get away for a while from my own horses and cattle and see what the world was like。 I wanted to see how people lived up here； and what they are thinking about； and how they do their farming。〃
As I talked of my plans and of the duty one had； as I saw it； to be a good broad man as well as a good farmer； I grew more and more interested and enthusiastic。 Mr。 Stanley took his pipe slowly from his mouth； held it poised until it finally went out； and sat looking at me with a rapt expression。 I never had a better audience。 Finally； Mr。 Stanley said very earnestly：
〃And you have felt that way； too？〃
〃Why； father！〃 exclaimed Mrs。 Stanley； in astonishment。
Mr。 Stanley hastily put his pipe back into his mouth and confusedly searched in his pockets for a match； but I knew I had struck down deep into a common experience。 Here was this brisk and prosperous farmer having his dreams toodreams that even his wife did not know！
So I continued my talk with even greater fervour。 I don't think that the boy Ben understood all that I said； for I was dealing with experiences common mostly to older men； but he somehow seemed to get the spirit of it； for quite unconsciously he began to hitch his chair toward me； then he laid his hand on my chair…arm and finally and quite simply he rested his arm against mine and looked at me with all his eyes。 I keep learning that there is nothing which reaches men's hearts like talking straight out the convictions and emotions of your innermost soul。 Those who hear you may not agree with you； or they may not understand you fully； but something incalculable； something vital； passes。 And as for a boy or girl it is one of the sorriest of mistakes to talk down to them； almost always your lad of fifteen thinks more simply； more fundamentally； than you do； and what he accepts as good coin is not facts or precepts； but feelings and convictionsLIFE。 And why shouldn't we speak out？
〃I long ago decided；〃 I said； 〃to try to be fully what I am and not to be anything or anybody else。〃
〃That's right； that's right；〃 exclaimed Mr。 Stanley； nodding his head vigorously。
〃It's about the oldest wisdom there is；〃 I said； and with that I thought of the volume I carried in my pocket； and straightway I pulled it out and after a moment's search found the passage I wanted。
〃Listen；〃 I said； 〃to what this old Roman philosopher said〃and I held the book up to the lamp and read aloud：
〃'You can be invincible if you enter into no contest in which it is not in your power to conquer。 Take care； then； when you observe a man honoured before others or possessed of great power； or highly esteemed for any reason； not to suppose him happy and be not carried away by the appearance。 For if the nature of the good is in our power； neither envy nor jealousy will have a place in us。 But you yourself will not wish to be a general or a senator or consul； but a free man； and there is only one way to do this； to care not for the things which are not in our power。'〃
〃That；〃 said Mr。 Stanley； 〃is exactly what I've always said； but I didn't know it was in any book。 I always said I didn't want to be a senator or a legislator； or any other sort of office…holder。 It's good enough for me right here on this farm。〃
At that moment I glanced down into Ben's shining eyes。
〃But I want to be a senator orsomethingwhen I grow up；〃 he said eagerly。
At this the older brother； who was sitting not far off； broke into a laugh； and the boy； who for a moment had been drawn out of his reserve； shrank back again and coloured to the hair。
〃Well； Ben；〃 said I； putting my hand on his knee； 〃don't you let anything stop you。 I'll back you up； I'll vote for you。〃
After breakfast the next morning Mr。 Stanley drew me aside and said：
〃Now I want to pay you for your help yesterday and the day before。〃
〃No；〃 I said。 〃I've had more than value received。 You've taken me in like a friend and brother。 I've enjoyed it。〃
So Mrs。 Stanley half filled my knapsack with the finest luncheon I've seen in many a day； and thus； with as pleasant a farewell as if I'd been a near relative； I set off up the country road。 I was a little distressed in parting to see nothing of the boy Ben； for I had formed a genuine liking for him； but upon reaching a clump of trees which hid the house from the road I saw him standing in the moist grass of a fence corner。
〃I want to say good…bye；〃 he said in the gruff voice of embarrassment。
〃Ben；〃 I said； 〃I missed you； and I'd have hated to go off without seein