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〃You can't tell me you don't know her now；〃 he said； one evening as the two young men strolled along the Lichtenthal Alley〃now that you have had a whole week's observation of her。〃
〃What is a week's observation of a singularly clever and complicated woman？〃 Bernard asked。
〃Ah； your week has been of some use。 You have found out she is complicated！〃 Gordon rejoined。
〃My dear Gordon；〃 Longueville exclaimed； 〃I don't see what it signifies to you that I should find Miss Vivian out！ When a man 's in love； what need he care what other people think of the loved object？〃
〃It would certainly be a pity to care too much。 But there is some excuse for him in the loved object being； as you say； complicated。〃
〃Nonsense！ That 's no excuse。 The loved object is always complicated。〃
Gordon walked on in silence a moment。
〃Well； then； I don't care a button what you think！〃
〃Bravo！ That 's the way a man should talk；〃 cried Longueville。
Gordon indulged in another fit of meditation； and then he said
〃Now that leaves you at liberty to say what you please。〃
〃Ah； my dear fellow； you are ridiculous！〃 said Bernard。
〃That 's precisely what I want you to say。 You always think me too reasonable。〃
〃Well； I go back to my first assertion。 I don't know Miss Vivian I mean I don't know her to have opinions about her。 I don't suppose you wish me to string you off a dozen mere banalites'She 's a charming girlevidently a superior personhas a great deal of style。' 〃
〃Oh no；〃 said Gordon； 〃I know all that。 But； at any rate；〃 he added； 〃you like her； eh？〃
〃I do more；〃 said Longueville。 〃I admire her。〃
〃Is that doing more？〃 asked Gordon； reflectively。
〃Well； the greater； whichever it is； includes the less。〃
〃You won't commit yourself；〃 said Gordon。 〃My dear Bernard；〃 he added； 〃I thought you knew such an immense deal about women！〃
Gordon Wright was of so kindly and candid a nature that it is hardly conceivable that this remark should have been framed to make Bernard commit himself by putting him on his mettle。 Such a view would imply indeed on Gordon's part a greater familiarity with the uses of irony than he had ever possessed； as well as a livelier conviction of the irritable nature of his friend's vanity。 In fact； however； it may be confided to the reader that Bernard was pricked in a tender place； though the resentment of vanity was not visible in his answer。
〃You were quite wrong；〃 he simply said。 〃I am as ignorant of women as a monk in his cloister。〃
〃You try to prove too much。 You don't think her sympathetic！〃 And as regards this last remark； Gordon Wright must be credited with a certain ironical impulse。
Bernard stopped impatiently。
〃I ask you again； what does it matter to you what I think of her？〃
〃It matters in this sensethat she has refused me。〃
〃Refused you？ Then it is all over； and nothing matters。〃
〃No； it is n't over；〃 said Gordon； with a positive head…shake。 〃Don't you see it is n't over？〃
Bernard smiled； laid his hand on his friend's shoulder and patted it a little。
〃Your attitude might almost pass for that of resignation。〃
〃I 'm not resigned！〃 said Gordon Wright。
〃Of course not。 But when were you refused？〃
Gordon stood a minute with his eyes fixed on the ground。 Then； at last looking up；
〃Three weeks agoa fortnight before you came。 But let us walk along；〃 he said； 〃and I will tell you all about it。〃
〃I proposed to her three weeks ago；〃 said Gordon； as they walked along。 〃My heart was very much set upon it。 I was very hard hitI was deeply smitten。 She had been very kind to meshe had been charming I thought she liked me。 Then I thought her mother was pleased； and would have liked it。 Mrs。 Vivian； in fact； told me as much； for of course I spoke to her first。 Well； Angela does like me or at least she didand I see no reason to suppose she has changed。 Only she did n't like me enough。 She said the friendliest and pleasantest things to me； but she thought that she knew me too little； and that I knew her even less。 She made a great point of that that I had no right； as yet； to trust her。 I told her that if she would trust me； I was perfectly willing to trust her； but she answered that this was poor reasoning。 She said that I was trustworthy and that she was not； andin short； all sorts of nonsense。 She abused herself roundlyaccused herself of no end of defects。〃
〃What defects； for instance？〃
〃Oh； I have n't remembered them。 She said she had a bad temper that she led her mother a dreadful life。 Now； poor Mrs。 Vivian says she is an angel。〃
〃Ah yes；〃 Bernard observed； 〃Mrs。 Vivian says that； very freely。〃
〃Angela declared that she was jealous； ungenerous； unforgiving all sorts of things。 I remember she said 'I am very false；' and I think she remarked that she was cruel。〃
〃But this did n't put you off；〃 said Bernard。
〃Not at all。 She was making up。〃
〃She makes up very well！〃 Bernard exclaimed； laughing。
〃Do you call that well？〃
〃I mean it was very clever。〃
〃It was not clever from the point of view of wishing to discourage me。 〃
〃Possibly。 But I am sure；〃 said Bernard； 〃that if I had been present at your interviewexcuse the impudence of the hypothesis I should have been struck with the young lady's〃 and he paused a moment。
〃With her what？〃
〃With her ability。〃
〃Well； her ability was not sufficient to induce me to give up my idea。 She told me that after I had known her six months I should detest her。〃
〃I have no doubt she could make you do it if she should try。 That 's what I mean by her ability。〃
〃She calls herself cruel；〃 said Gordon； 〃but she has not had the cruelty to try。 She has been very reasonableshe has been perfect。 I agreed with her that I would drop the subject for a while； and that meanwhile we should be good friends。 We should take time to know each other better and act in accordance with further knowledge。 There was no hurry； since we trusted each otherwrong as my trust might be。 She had no wish that I should go away。 I was not in the least disagreeable to her； she liked me extremely； and I was perfectly free to try and please her。 Only I should drop my proposal； and be free to take it up again or leave it alone； later； as I should choose。 If she felt differently then； I should have the benefit of it； and if I myself felt differently； I should also have the benefit of it。〃
〃That 's a very comfortable arrangement。 And that 's your present situation？〃 asked Bernard。
Gordon hesitated a moment。
〃More or less； but not exactly。〃
〃Miss Vivian feels differently？〃 said Bernard。
〃Not that I know of。〃
Gordon's companion； with a laugh； clapped him on the shoulder again。
〃Admirable youth； you are a capital match！〃
〃Are you alluding to my money？〃
〃To your money and to your modesty。 There is as much of one as of the other which is saying a great deal。〃
〃Well；〃 said Gordon； 〃in spite of that enviable combination； I am not happy。〃
〃I thought you seemed pensive！〃 Bernard exclaimed。 〃It 's you； then； who feel differently。〃
Gordon gave a sigh。
〃To say that is to say too much。〃
〃What shall we say； then？〃 his companion asked； kindly。
Gordon stopped