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In her wild confusion she was drawing forward a chair for him。 He laid his hand upon it； and motioned her to her own。
〃Mrs。 Carlyle tells me that you have been speaking to her of leaving that you find yourself too much out of health to continue with us。〃
〃Yes； sir；〃 she faintly replied； having a most imperfect notion of what she did say。
〃What is it that you find to be the matter with you？〃
〃Ithinkit is chieflyweakness；〃 she stammered。
Her face had grown as gray as the walls。 A dusky； livid sort of hue； not unlike William's had worn the night of his death； and her voice sounded strangely hollow。 It； the voice； struck Mr。 Carlyle and awoke his fears。
〃You cannotyou never can have caught William's complaint； in your close attendance upon him？〃 he exclaimed； speaking in the impulse of the moment； as the idea flashed across him。 〃I have heard of such things。〃
〃Caught it from him？〃 she rejoined； carried away also by impulse。 〃It is more likely that he〃
She stopped herself just in time。 /〃Inherited it from me；〃/ had been the destined conclusion。 In her alarm； she went off volubly； something to the effect that 〃it was no wonder she was ill： illness was natural to her family。〃
〃At any rate； you have become ill at East Lynne； in attendance on my children；〃 rejoined Mr。 Carlyle； decisively； when her voice died away。 〃You must therefore allow me to insist that you allow East Lynne to do what it can toward renovating you。 What is your objection to see a doctor？〃
〃A doctor could do me no good；〃 she faintly answered。
〃Certainly not； so long as you will not consult one。〃
〃Indeed； sir； doctors could not cure me； nor； as I believe prolong my life。〃
Mr。 Carlyle paused。
〃Are you believing yourself to be in danger？〃
〃Not in immediate danger； sir； only in so far as that I know I shall not live。〃
〃And yet you will not see a doctor。 Madame Vine； you must be aware that I could not permit such a thing to go on in my house。 Dangerous illness and no advice！〃
She could not say to him； 〃My malady is on the mind； it is a breaking heart； and therefore no doctor of physic could serve me。〃 That would never do。 She had sat with her hand across her face； between her spectacles and her wrapped…up chin。 Had Mr。 Carlyle possessed the eyes of Argus； backed by Sam Weller's patent magnifying microscopes of double hextra power； he could not have made anything of her features in the broad light of day。 But /she/ did not feel so sure of it。 There was always an undefined terror of discovery when in his presence； and she wished the interview at an end。
〃I will see Mr。 Wainwright； if it will be any satisfaction to you； sir。〃
〃Madame Vine； I have intruded upon you here to say that you /must/ see him； and； should he deem it necessary； Dr。 Martin also。〃
〃Oh； sir；〃 she rejoined with a curious smile； 〃Mr。 Wainwright will be quite sufficient。 There will be no need of another。 I will write a note to him to…morrow。〃
〃Spare yourself the trouble。 I am going into West Lynne； and will send him up。 You will permit me to urge that you spare no pains or care； that you suffer my servants to spare no pains or care； to re…establish your health。 Mrs。 Carlyle tells me that the question of your leaving remains in abeyance until her return。〃
〃Pardon me； sir。 The understanding with Mrs。 Carlyle was that I should remain here until her return； and should then be at liberty at once to leave。〃
〃Exactly。 That is what Mrs。 Carlyle said。 But I must express a hope that by that time you may be feeling so much better as to reconsider your decision and continue with us。 For my daughter's sake； Madame Vine； I trust it will be so。〃
He rose as he spoke； and held out his hand。 What could she do but rise also； drop hers from her face； and give it him in answer？ He retained it； clasping it warmly。
〃How should I repay youhow thank you for your love to my poor； lost boy？〃
His earnest； tender eyes were on her blue double spectacles； a sad smile mingled with the sweet expression of his lips as he bent toward herlips that had once been hers！ A faint exclamation of despair； a vivid glow of hot crimson； and she caught up her new black silk apron so deeply bordered with crape； in her disengaged hand； and flung it up to her face。 He mistook the soundmistook the action。
〃Do not grieve for him。 He is at rest。 Thank youthank you greatly for your sympathy。〃
Another wring of her hand； and Mr。 Carlyle had quitted the room。 She laid her head upon the table； and thought how merciful would be death when he should come。
CHAPTER XLV。
〃IT WON'T DO； AFY！〃
Mr。 Jiffin was in his glory。 Mr。 Jiffin's house was the same。 Both were in apple…pie order to receive Miss Afy Hallijohn； who was； in a very short period； indeed； to be converted into Mrs。 Jiffin。
Mr。 Jiffin had not seen Afy for some dayshad never been able to come across her since the trial at Lynneborough。 Every evening had he danced attendance at her lodgings； but could not get admitted。 〃Not at homenot at home；〃 was the invariable answer； though Afy might be sunning herself at the window in his very sight。 Mr。 Jiffin； throwing off as best he could the temporary disappointment； was in an ecstasy of admiration； for he set it all down to Afy's retiring modesty on the approach of the nuptial day。 〃And they could try to calumniate her！〃 he indignantly replied。
But now； one afternoon； when Mr。 Jiffin and his shopman； and his shop； and his wares； were all set out to the best advantageand very tempting they looked； as a whole； especially the spiced baconMr。 Jiffin happening to cast his eyes to the opposite side of the street； beheld his beloved sailing by。 She was got up in the fashion。 A mauve silk dress with eighteen flounces； and about eighteen hundred steel buttons that glittered your sight away； a 〃zouave〃 jacket worked with gold； a black turban perched on the top of her skull； garnished in front with what court milliners are pleased to term a 〃plume de coq；〃 but which； by its size and height； might have been taken for a 〃coq〃 himself； while a white ostrich feather was carried round and did duty behind； and a spangled hair net hung down to her waist。 Gloriously grand was Afy that day and if I had but a photographing machine at handor whatever may be the scientific name of the thingyou should certainly have been regaled with the sight of her。 Joyce would have gone down in a fit had she encountered her by an unhappy chance。 Mr。 Jiffin； dashing his apron anywhere； tore across。
〃Oh； it is you！〃 said Afy； freezingly； when compelled to acknowledge him； but his offered hand she utterly repudiated。 〃Really； Mr。 Jiffin； I should feel obliged if you would not come out to me in this offensive and public manner。〃
Mr。 Jiffin grew cold。 〃Offensive！ Not come out？〃 gasped he。 〃I do trust I have not been so unfortunate as to offend you； Miss Afy！〃
〃Wellyou see；〃 said Afy； calling up all her impudence to say what she had made up her mind to say； 〃I have been considering it well over； Jiffin； and I find that to carry out the marriage will not be for myfor our happiness。 I intended to write to inform you of this； but I shall be spared the troubleas you /have/ come out to me。〃
The perspiration