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MEMOIRS OF CARWIN THE BILOQUIST ＇A fragment＇
MEMOIRS OF
CARWIN THE
BILOQUIST ＇A fragment＇
Charles Brockden Brown
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MEMOIRS OF CARWIN THE BILOQUIST ＇A fragment＇
Chapter I。
I was the second son of a farmer； whose place of residence was a
western district of Pennsylvania。 My eldest brother seemed fitted by
nature for the employment to which he was destined。 His wishes never
led him astray from the hay…stack and the furrow。 His ideas never ranged
beyond the sphere of his vision； or suggested the possibility that to…
morrow could differ from to…day。 He could read and write； because he
had no alternative between learning the lesson prescribed to him； and
punishment。 He was diligent； as long as fear urged him forward； but his
exertions ceased with the cessation of this motive。 The limits of his
acquirements consisted in signing his name； and spelling out a chapter in
the bible。
My character was the reverse of his。 My thirst of knowledge was
augmented in proportion as it was supplied with gratification。 The more I
heard or read； the more restless and unconquerable my curiosity became。
My senses were perpetually alive to novelty； my fancy teemed with
visions of the future； and my attention fastened upon every thing
mysterious or unknown。
My father intended that my knowledge should keep pace with that of
my brother； but conceived that all beyond the mere capacity to write and
read was useless or pernicious。 He took as much pains to keep me within
these limits； as to make the acquisitions of my brother come up to them；
but his efforts were not equally successful in both cases。 The most
vigilant and jealous scrutiny was exerted in vain： Reproaches and blows；
painful privations and ignominious penances had no power to slacken my
zeal and abate my perseverance。 He might enjoin upon me the most
laborious tasks； set the envy of my brother to watch me during the
performance； make the most diligent search after my books； and destroy
them without mercy； when they were found； but he could not outroot my
darling propensity。 I exerted all my powers to elude his watchfulness。
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Censures and stripes were sufficiently unpleasing to make me strive to
avoid them。 To effect this desirable end； I was incessantly employed in
the invention of stratagems and the execution of expedients。
My passion was surely not deserving of blame； and I have frequently
lamented the hardships to which it subjected me； yet； perhaps； the claims
which were made upon my ingenuity and fortitude were not without
beneficial effects upon my character。
This contention lasted from the sixth to the fourteenth year of my age。
My father's opposition to my schemes was incited by a sincere though
unenlightened desire for my happiness。 That all his efforts were secretly
eluded or obstinately repelled； was a source of the bitterest regret。 He
has often lamented； with tears； what he called my incorrigible depravity；
and encouraged himself to perseverance by the notion of the ruin that
would inevitably overtake me if I were allowed to persist in my present
career。 Perhaps the sufferings which arose to him from the disappointment；
were equal to those which he inflicted on me。
In my fourteenth year； events happened which ascertained my future
destiny。 One evening I had been sent to bring cows from a meadow；
some miles distant from my father's mansion。 My time was limited； and
I was menaced with severe chastisement if； according to my custom； I
should stay beyond the period assigned。
For some time these menaces rung in my ears； and I went on my way
with speed。 I arrived at the meadow； but the cattle had broken the fence
and escaped。 It was my duty to carry home the earliest tidings of this
accident； but the first suggestion was to examine the cause and manner of
this escape。 The field was bounded by cedar railing。 Five of these rails
were laid horizontally from post to post。 The upper one had been broken
in the middle； but the rest had merely been drawn out of the holes on one
side； and rested with their ends on the ground。 The means which had
been used for this end； the reason why one only was broken； and that one
the uppermost； how a pair of horns could be so managed as to effect that
which the hands of man would have found difficult； supplied a theme of
meditation。
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Some accident recalled me from this reverie； and reminded me how
much time had thus been consumed。 I was terrified at the consequences
of my delay； and sought with eagerness how they might be obviated。 I
asked myself if there were not a way back shorter than that by which I had
come。 The beaten road was rendered circuitous by a precipice that
projected into a neighbouring stream； and closed up a passage by which
the length of the way would have been diminished one half： at the foot
of the cliff the water was of considerable depth； and agitated by an eddy。
I could not estimate the danger which I should incur by plunging into it；
but I was resolved to make the attempt。 I have reason to think； that this
experiment； if it had been tried； would have proved fatal； and my father；
while he lamented my untimely fate； would have been wholly unconscious
that his own unreasonable demands had occasioned it。
I turned my steps towards the spot。 To reach the edge of the stream
was by no means an easy undertaking； so many abrupt points and gloomy
hollows were interposed。 I had frequently skirted and penetrated this
tract； but had never been so completely entangled in the maze as now：
hence I had remained unacquainted with a narrow pass； which； at the
distance