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arm …
'What you already think of me;' she said; 'I tremble to
conceive; yet I must here condemn myself still further。 Here
I must leave you; and here I beseech you to wait for my
return。 Do not attempt to follow me or spy upon my actions。
Suspend yet awhile your judgment of a girl as innocent as
your own sister; and do not; above all; desert me。 Stranger
as you are; I have none else to look to。 You see me in
sorrow and great fear; you are a gentleman; courteous and
kind: and when I beg for a few minutes' patience; I make
sure beforehand you will not deny me。'
Challoner grudgingly promised; and the young lady; with a
grateful eye…shot; vanished round the corner。 But the force
of her appeal had been a little blunted; for the young man
was not only destitute of sisters; but of any female relative
nearer than a great…aunt in Wales。 Now he was alone;
besides; the spell that he had hitherto obeyed began to
weaken; he considered his behaviour with a sneer; and
plucking up the spirit of revolt; he started in pursuit。 The
reader; if he has ever plied the fascinating trade of the
noctambulist; will not be unaware that; in the neighbourhood
of the great railway centres; certain early taverns
inaugurate the business of the day。 It was into one of these
that Challoner; coming round the corner of the block; beheld
his charming companion disappear。 To say he was surprised
were inexact; for he had long since left that sentiment
behind him。 Acute disgust and disappointment seized upon his
soul; and with silent oaths; he damned this commonplace
enchantress。 She had scarce been gone a second; ere the
swing…doors reopened; and she appeared again in company with
a young man of mean and slouching attire。 For some five or
six exchanges they conversed together with an animated air;
then the fellow shouldered again into the tap; and the young
lady; with something swifter than a walk; retraced her steps
towards Challoner。 He saw her coming; a miracle of grace;
her ankle; as she hurried; flashing from her dress; her
movements eloquent of speed and youth; and though he still
entertained some thoughts of flight; they grew miserably
fainter as the distance lessened。 Against mere beauty he was
proof: it was her unmistakable gentility that now robbed him
of the courage of his cowardice。 With a proved adventuress
he had acted strictly on his right; with one who; in spite of
all; he could not quite deny to be a lady; he found himself
disarmed。 At the very corner from whence he had spied upon
her interview; she came upon him; still transfixed; and …
'Ah!' she cried; with a bright flush of colour。 'Ah!
Ungenerous!'
The sharpness of the attack somewhat restored the Squire of
Dames to the possession of himself。
'Madam;' he returned; with a fair show of stoutness; 'I do
not think that hitherto you can complain of any lack of
generosity; I have suffered myself to be led over a
considerable portion of the metropolis; and if I now request
you to discharge me of my office of protector; you have
friends at hand who will be glad of the succession。'
She stood a moment dumb。
'It is well;' she said。 'Go! go; and may God help me! You
have seen me … me; an innocent girl! fleeing from a dire
catastrophe and haunted by sinister men; and neither pity;
curiosity; nor honour move you to await my explanation or to
help in my distress。 Go!' she repeated。 'I am lost indeed。'
And with a passionate gesture she turned and fled along the
street。
Challoner observed her retreat and disappear; an almost
intolerable sense of guilt contending with the profound sense
that he was being gulled。 She was no sooner gone than the
first of these feelings took the upper hand; he felt; if he
had done her less than justice; that his conduct was a
perfect model of the ungracious; the cultured tone of her
voice; her choice of language; and the elegant decorum of her
movements; cried out aloud against a harsh construction; and
between penitence and curiosity he began slowly to follow in
her wake。 At the corner he had her once more full in view。
Her speed was failing like a stricken bird's。 Even as he
looked; she threw her arm out gropingly; and fell and leaned
against the wall。 At the spectacle; Challoner's fortitude
gave way。 In a few strides he overtook her and; for the
first time removing his hat; assured her in the most moving
terms of his entire respect and firm desire to help her。 He
spoke at first unheeded; but gradually it appeared that she
began to comprehend his words; she moved a little; and drew
herself upright; and finally; as with a sudden movement of
forgiveness; turned on the young man a countenance in which
reproach and gratitude were mingled。 'Ah; madam;' he cried;
'use me as you will!' And once more; but now with a great
air of deference; he offered her the conduct of his arm。 She
took it with a sigh that struck him to the heart; and they
began once more to trace the deserted streets。 But now her
steps; as though exhausted by emotion; began to linger on the
way; she leaned the more heavily upon his arm; and he; like
the parent bird; stooped fondly above his drooping convoy。
Her physical distress was not accompanied by any failing of
her spirits; and hearing her strike so soon into a playful
and charming vein of talk; Challoner could not sufficiently
admire the elasticity of his companion's nature。 'Let me
forget;' she had said; 'for one half hour; let me forget;'
and sure enough; with the very word; her sorrows appeared to
be forgotten。 Before every house she paused; invented a name
for the proprietor; and sketched his character: here lived
the old general whom she was to marry on the fifth of the
next month; there was the mansion of the rich widow who had
set her heart on Challoner; and though she still hung wearily
on the young man's arm; her laughter sounded low and pleasant
in his ears。 'Ah;' she sighed; by way of commentary; 'in
such a life as mine I must seize tight hold of any happiness
that I can find。'
When they arrived; in this leisurely manner; at the head of
Grosvenor Place; the gates of the park were opening and the
bedraggled company of night…walkers were being at last
admitted into that paradise of lawns。 Challoner and his
companion followed the movement; and walked for awhile in
silence in that tatterdemalion crowd; but as one after
another; weary with the night's patrolling of the city
pavement; sank upon the benches or wandered into separate
paths; the vast extent of the park had soon utterly swallowed
up the last of these intruders; and the pair proceeded on
their way alone in the grateful quiet of the morning。
Presently they came in sight of a bench; standing very open
on a mound of turf。 The young lady looked about her with
relief。
'Here;' she said; 'here at last we are secure from listeners。
Here; then; you shall learn and judge my history。 I could
not bear that we should part; and that you should still
suppose your kindness squandered upon one who was unworthy。'
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