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Emily's mind was far away from Mrs。 Ellmother。 She rose from the sofa； with her hands held fast over her aching heart。
〃The one duty of my life；〃 she said〃I am thinking of the one duty of my life。 Look！ I am calm now； I am resigned to my hard lot。 Never； never again； can the dear memory of my father be what it was！ From this time； it is the horrid memory of a crime。 The crime has gone unpunished； the man has escaped others。 He shall not escape Me。〃 She paused； and looked at Mrs。 Ellmother absently。 〃What did you say just now？ You want to hear how I know what I know？ Naturally！ naturally！ Sit down heresit down； my old friend； on the sofa with meand take your mind back to Netherwoods。 Alban Morris〃
Mrs。 Ellmother recoiled from Emily in dismay。 〃Don't tell me _he_ had anything to do with it！ The kindest of men； the best of men！〃
〃The man of all men living who least deserves your good opinion or mine；〃 Emily answered sternly。
〃You！〃 Mrs。 Ellmother exclaimed； 〃_you_ say that！〃
〃I say it。 Hewho won on me to like himhe was in the conspiracy to deceive me； and you know it！ He heard me talk of the newspaper story of the murder of my fatherI say； he heard me talk of it composedly； talk of it carelessly； in the innocent belief that it was the murder of a strangerand he never opened his lips to prevent that horrid profanation！ He never even said； speak of something else； I won't hear you！ No more of him！ God forbid I should ever see him again。 No！ Do what I told you。 Carry your mind back to Netherwoods。 One night you let Francine de Sor frighten you。 You ran away from her into the garden。 Keep quiet！ At your age； must I set you an example of self…control？
〃I want to know； Miss Emily； where Francine de Sor is now？〃
〃She is at the house in the country； which I have left。〃
〃Where does she go next； if you please？ Back to Miss Ladd？〃
〃I suppose so。 What interest have you in knowing where she goes next？〃
〃I won't interrupt you； miss。 It's true that I ran away into the garden。 I can guess who followed me。 How did she find her way to me and Mr。 Morris； in the dark？〃
〃The smell of tobacco guided hershe knew who smokedshe had seen him talking to you； on that very dayshe followed the scentshe heard what you two said to each otherand she has repeated it to me。 Oh； my old friend； the malice of a revengeful girl has enlightened me； when you； my nurseand he； my loverleft me in the dark： it has told me how my father died！〃
〃That's said bitterly； miss！〃
〃Is it said truly？〃
〃No。 It isn't said truly of myself。 God knows you would never have been kept in the dark； if your aunt had listened to me。 I begged and prayedI went down on my knees to herI warned her； as I told you just now。 Must I tell _you_ what a headstrong woman Miss Letitia was？ She insisted。 She put the choice before me of leaving her at once and foreveror giving in。 I wouldn't have given in to any other creature on the face of this earth。 I am obstinate； as you have often told me。 Well； your aunt's obstinacy beat mine； I was too fond of her to say No。 Besides； if you ask me who was to blame in the first place； I tell you it wasn't your aunt； she was frightened into it。〃
〃Who frightened her？〃
〃Your godfatherthe great London surgeonhe who was visiting in our house at the time。〃
〃Sir Richard？〃
〃YesSir Richard。 He said he wouldn't answer for the consequences； in the delicate state of your health； if we told you the truth。 Ah； he had it all his own way after that。 He went with Miss Letitia to the inquest； he won over the coroner and the newspaper men to his will； he kept your aunt's name out of the papers； he took charge of the coffin； he hired the undertaker and his men； strangers from London； he wrote the certificatewho but he！ Everybody was cap in hand to the famous man！〃
〃Surely； the servants and the neighbors asked questions？〃
〃Hundreds of questions！ What did that matter to Sir Richard？ They were like so many children； in _his_ hands。 And； mind you； the luck helped him。 To begin with； there was the common name。 Who was to pick out your poor father among the thousands of James Browns？ Then； again； the house and lands went to the male heir； as they called himthe man your father quarreled with in the bygone time。 He brought his own establishment with him。 Long before you got back from the friends you were staying withdon't you remember it？we had cleared out of the house； we were miles and miles away； and the old servants were scattered abroad； finding new situations wherever they could。 How could you suspect us？ We had nothing to fear in that way； but my conscience pricked me。 I made another attempt to prevail on Miss Letitia； when you had recovered your health。 I said； 'There's no fear of a relapse now； break it to her gently； but tell her the truth。' No！ Your aunt was too fond of you。 She daunted me with dreadful fits of crying； when I tried to persuade her。 And that wasn't the worst of it。 She bade me remember what an excitable man your father wasshe reminded me that the misery of your mother's death laid him low with brain fevershe said； 'Emily takes after her father； I have heard you say it yourself； she has his constitution； and his sensitive nerves。 Don't you know how she loved himhow she talks of him to this day？ Who can tell （if we are not careful） what dreadful mischief we may do？' That was how my mistress worked on me。 I got infected with her fears； it was as if I had caught an infection of disease。 Oh； my dear； blame me if it must be； but don't forget how I have suffered for it since！ I was driven away from my dying mistress； in terror of what she might say； while you were watching at her bedside。 I have lived in fear of what you might ask meand have longed to go back to youand have not had the courage to do it。 Look at me now！〃
The poor woman tried to take out her handkerchief； her quivering hand helplessly entangled itself in her dress。 〃I can't even dry my eyes；〃 she said faintly。 〃Try to forgive me； miss！〃
Emily put her arms round the old nurse's neck。 〃It is _you_；〃 she said sadly； 〃who must forgive me。〃
For a while they were silent。 Through the window that was open to the little garden； came the one sound that could be heardthe gentle trembling of leaves in the evening wind。
The silence was harshly broken by the bell at the cottage door。 They both started。
Emily's heart beat fast。 〃Who can it be？〃 she said。
Mrs。 Ellmother rose。 〃Shall I say you can't see anybody？〃 she asked； before leaving the room。
〃Yes！ yes！〃
Emily heard the door openedheard low voices in the passage。 There was a momentary interval。 Then； Mrs。 Ellmother returned。 She said nothing。 Emily spoke to her。
〃Is it a visitor？〃
〃Yes。〃
〃Have you said I can't see anybody？〃
〃I couldn't say it。〃
〃Why not？〃
〃Don't be hard on him； my dear。 It's Mr。 Alban Morris。〃
CHAPTER L。
MISS LADD ADVISES。
Mrs。 Ellmother sat by the dying embers of the kitchen fire； thinking over the events of the day in perplexity and distress。
She had waited at the cottage door for a friendly word with Alban； after he had left Emily。 The stern despair in his face warned her to let him go in silence。 She had looked into the parlor nex