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I should stay； but； seeing that if I did not carry out my intention the consequences； in the state in which I was； might be fatal； he embraced me； and begged me； almost； with tears； to return without delay。
I did not sleep on the way to Paris。 Once there； what was I going to do？ I did not know； I only knew that it must be something connected with Marguerite。 I went to my rooms to change my clothes； and； as the weather was fine and it was still early； I made my way to the Champs…Elysees。 At the end of half an hour I saw Marguerite's carriage； at some distance； coming from the Rond…Point to the Place de la Concorde。 She had repurchased her horses； for the carriage was just as I was accustomed to see it； but she was not in it。 Scarcely had I noticed this fact； when looking around me； I saw Marguerite on foot； accompanied by a woman whom I had never seen。
As she passed me she turned pale； and a nervous smile tightened about her lips。 For my part； my heart beat violently in my breast； but I succeeded in giving a cold expression to my face； as I bowed coldly to my former mistress； who just then reached her carriage； into which she got with her friend。
I knew Marguerite： this unexpected meeting must certainly have upset her。 No doubt she had heard that I had gone away； and had thus been reassured as to the consequences of our rupture； but； seeing me again in Paris； finding herself face to face with me； pale as I was； she must have realized that I had not returned without purpose； and she must have asked herself what that purpose was。
If I had seen Marguerite unhappy； if； in revenging myself upon her； I could have come to her aid； I should perhaps have forgiven her； and certainly I should have never dreamt of doing her an injury。 But I found her apparently happy； some one else had restored to her the luxury which I could not give her； her breaking with me seemed to assume a character of the basest self…interest； I was lowered in my own esteem as well as in my love。 I resolved that she should pay for what I had suffered。
I could not be indifferent to what she did； consequently what would hurt her the most would be my indifference； it was； therefore； this sentiment which I must affect； not only in her eyes； but in the eyes of others。
I tried to put on a smiling countenance； and I went to call on Prudence。 The maid announced me； and I had to wait a few minutes in the drawing…room。 At last Mme。 Duvernoy appeared and asked me into her boudoir； as I seated myself I heard the drawing…room door open； a light footstep made the floor creak and the front door was closed violently。
〃I am disturbing you；〃 I said to Prudence。
〃Not in the least。 Marguerite was there。 When she heard you announced； she made her escape； it was she who has just gone out。〃
〃Is she afraid of me now？〃
〃No。 but she is afraid that you would not wish to see her。〃
〃But why？〃 I said； drawing my breath with difficulty； for I was choked with emotion。 〃The poor girl left me for her carriage； her furniture； and her diamonds； she did quite right； and I don't bear her any grudge。 I met her to…day；〃 I continued carelessly。
〃Where？〃 asked Prudence； looking at me and seeming to ask herself if this was the same man whom she had known so madly in love。
〃In the Champs…Elysees。 She was with another woman； very pretty。 Who is she？〃
〃What was she like？〃
〃Blonde； slender； with side curls； blue eyes； very elegant。〃
〃Ali！ It was Olympe； she is really very pretty。〃
〃Whom does she live with？〃
〃With nobody； with anybody。〃
〃Where does she live？〃
〃Rue Troncliet； No。。 Do you want to make love to her？〃
〃One never knows。〃
〃And Marguerite？〃
〃I should hardly tell you the truth if I said I think no more about her； but I am one of those with whom everything depends on the way in which one breaks with them。 Now Marguerite ended with me so lightly that I realize I was a great fool to have been as much in love with her as I was； for I was really very much in love with that girl。〃
You can imagine the way in which I said that； the sweat broke out on my forehead。
〃She was very fond of you； you know； and she still is； the proof is； that after meeting you to…day； she came straight to tell me about it。 When she got here she was all of a tremble； I thought she was going to faint。〃
〃Well； what did she say？〃
〃She said； 'He is sure to come here；' and she begged me to ask you to forgive her。〃
〃I have forgiven her； you may tell her。 She was a good girl； but； after all； like the others； and I ought to have expected what happened。 I am even grateful to her； for I see now what would have happened if I had lived with her altogether。 It was ridiculous。〃
〃She will be very glad to find that you take it so well。 It was quite time she left you； my dear fellow。 The rascal of an agent to whom she had offered to sell her furniture went around to her creditors to find out how much she owed； they took fright； and in two days she would have been sold up。〃
〃And now it is all paid？〃
〃More or less。〃
〃And who has supplied the money？〃
〃The Comte de N。 Ah； my dear friend； there are men made on purpose for such occasions。 To cut a long story short he gave her twenty thousand francs； but he has had his way at last。 He knows quite well that Marguerite is not in love with him； but he is very nice with her all the same。 As you have seen； he has repurchased her horses； he has taken her jewels out of pawn； and he gives her as much money as the duke used to give her； if she likes to live quietly； he will stay with her a long time。〃
〃And what is she doing？ Is she living in Paris altogether？〃
〃She would never go back to Bougival after you went。 I had to go myself and see after all her things； and yours； too。 I made a package of them and you can send here for them。 You will find everything； except a little case with your initials。 Marguerite wanted to keep it。 If you really want it； I will ask her for it。〃
〃Let her keep it；〃 I stammered； for I felt the tears rise from my heart to my eyes at the recollection of the village where I had been so happy； and at the thought that Marguerite cared to keep something which had belonged to me and would recall me to her。 If she had entered at that moment my thoughts of vengeance would have disappeared； and I should have fallen at her feet。
〃For the rest；〃 continued Prudence； 〃I never saw her as she is now； she hardly takes any sleep； she goes to all the balls； she goes to suppers； she even drinks。 The other day； after a supper； she had to stay in bed for a week； and when the doctor let her get up； she began again at the risk of her life。 Shall you go and see her？〃
〃What is the good？ I came to see you； because you have always been charming to me； and I knew you before I ever knew Marguerite。 I owe it to you that I have been her lover； and also； don't I； that I am her lover no longer？〃
〃Well； I did all I could to get her away from you； and I believe you will be thankful to me later on。〃
I owe you a double gratitude；〃 I added； rising； for I was disgusted with the woman； seeing her take every word I said to her as if it were serious。
〃You are going？〃
〃Yes。〃
I had learned enough。
〃When shall I