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tracks of a rolling stone-第84章

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rose as to the best means of  relieving Gordon。  Each had his own favourite general。   Presently the doctor exclaimed:  'Why don't they put the  thing into the hands of Cook?  I'll be bound to say he would  undertake it; and do the job better than anyone else。'

'Do you know Cook; sir?' asked one of the smokers who had  hitherto been silent。

'No; I never saw him; but everybody knows he has a genius for  organisation; and I don't believe there is a general in the  British Army to match him。'

When the company broke up; the silent stranger asked the  doctor his name and address; and introduced himself as Thomas  Cook。  The following winter Dr。 Bird received a letter  enclosing tickets for himself and Miss Bird for a trip to  Egypt and back; free of expense; 'in return for his good  opinion and good wishes。'

After my General's departure; and a month up the Nile; I …  already disillusioned; alas! … rode through Syria; following  the beaten track from Jerusalem to Damascus。  On my way from  Alexandria to Jaffa I had the good fortune to make the  acquaintance of an agreeable fellow…traveller; Mr。 Henry  Lopes; afterwards member for Northampton; also bound for  Palestine。  We went to Constantinople and to the Crimea  together; then through Greece; and only parted at Charing  Cross。

It was easy to understand Sir Frederick Stephenson's  (supposed) unwillingness to visit Jerusalem。  It was probably  far from being what it is now; or even what it was when  Pierre Loti saw it; for there was no railway from Jaffa in  our time。  Still; what Loti pathetically describes as 'une  banalite de banlieue parisienne;' was even then too painfully  casting its vulgar shadows before it。  And it was rather with  the forlorn eyes of the sentimental Frenchman than with the  veneration of Dean Stanley; that we wandered about the ever… sacred Aceldama of mortally wounded and dying Christianity。

One dares not; one could never; speak irreverently of  Jerusalem。  One cannot think heartlessly of a disappointed  love。  One cannot tear out creeds interwoven with the  tenderest fibres of one's heart。  It is better to be silent。   Yet is it a place for unwept tears; for the deep sadness and  hard resignation borne in upon us by the eternal loss of  something dearer once than life。  All we who are weary and  heavy laden; in whom now shall we seek the rest which is not  nothingness?

My story is told; but I fain would take my leave with words  less sorrowful。  If a man has no better legacy to bequeath  than bid his fellow…beings despair; he had better take it  with him to his grave。


We know all this; we know!


But it is in what we do not know that our hope and our  religion lies。  Thrice blessed are we in the certainty that  here our range is infinite。  This infinite that makes our  brains reel; that begets the feeling that makes us 'shrink;'  is perhaps the most portentous argument in the logic of the  sceptic。  Since the days of Laplace; we have been haunted in  some form or other with the ghost of the MECANIQUE CELESTE。   Take one or two commonplaces from the text…books of  astronomy:

Every half…hour we are about ten thousand miles nearer to the  constellation of Lyra。  'The sun and his system must travel  at his present rate for far more than a million years (divide  this into half…hours) before we have crossed the abyss  between our present position and the frontiers of Lyra'  (Ball's 'Story of the Heavens')。

'Sirius is about one million times as far from us as the sun。   If we take the distance of Sirius from the earth and  subdivide it into one million equal parts; each of these  parts would be long enough to span the great distance of  92;700;000 miles from the earth to the sun;' yet Sirius is  one of the NEAREST of the stars to us。

The velocity with which light traverses space is 186;300  miles a second; at which rate it has taken the rays from  Sirius which we may see to…night; nine years to reach us。   The proper motion of Sirius through space is about one  thousand miles a minute。  Yet 'careful alignment of the eye  would hardly detect that Sirius was moving; in 。 。 。 even  three or four centuries。'

'There may be; and probably are; stars from which Noah might  be seen stepping into the Ark; Eve listening to the  temptation of the serpent; or that older race; eating the  oysters and leaving the shell…heaps behind them; when the  Baltic was an open sea' (Froude's 'Science of History')。

Facts and figures such as these simply stupefy us。  They  vaguely convey the idea of something immeasurably great; but  nothing further。  They have no more effect upon us than words  addressed to some poor 'bewildered creature; stunned and  paralysed by awe; no more than the sentence of death to the  terror…stricken wretch at the bar。  Indeed; it is in this  sense that the sceptic uses them for our warning。

'Seit Kopernikus;' says Schopenhauer; 'kommen die Theologen  mit dem lieben Gott in Verlegenheit。'  'No one;' he adds;  'has so damaged Theism as Copernicus。'  As if limitation and  imperfection in the celestial mechanism would make for the  belief in God; or; as if immortality were incompatible with  dependence。  Des Cartes; for one; (and he counts for many;)  held just the opposite opinion。

Our sun and all the millions upon millions of suns whose  light will never reach us are but the aggregation of atoms  drawn together by the same force that governs their orbit;  and which makes the apple fall。  When their heat; however  generated; is expended; they die to frozen cinders; possibly  to be again diffused as nebulae; to begin again the eternal  round of change。

What is life amidst this change?  'When I consider the work  of Thy fingers; the moon and the stars which Thou hast  ordained; what is man that Thou art mindful of him?'

But is He mindful of us?  That is what the sceptic asks。  Is  He mindful of life here or anywhere in all this boundless  space?  We have no ground for supposing (so we are told) that  life; if it exists at all elsewhere; in the solar system at  least; is any better than it is here?  'Analogy compels us to  think;' says M。 France; one of the most thoughtful of living  writers; 'that our entire solar system is a gehenna where the  animal is born for suffering。 。 。 。 This alone would suffice  to disgust me with the universe。'  But M。 France is too deep  a thinker to abide by such a verdict。  There must be  something 'behind the veil。'  'Je sens que ces immensites ne  sont rien; et qu'enfin; s'il y a quelque chose; ce quelque  chose n'est pas ce que nous voyons。'  That is it。  All these  immensities are not 'rien;' but they are assuredly not what  we take them to be。  They are the veil of the Infinite;  behind which we are not permitted to see。


It were the seeing Him; no flesh shall dare。


The very greatness proves our impotence to grasp it; proves  the futility of our speculations; and should help us best of  all though outwardly so appalling; to stand calm while the  snake of unbelief writhes beneath our feet。  The unutterable  insignificance of man and his little world connotes the  infinity which leaves his possibilities as limitless as  itself。

Spectrology informs us that the chemical 
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