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tracks of a rolling stone-第11章

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s a metaphysical  something permanent as the foundation of constant change。'   Though not here alluding to the ghost theory; this bears  indirectly on the conception; as I shall proceed to show。

We need not entangle ourselves in the vexed question of  innate ideas; nor inquire whether the principle of casuality  is; as Kant supposed; like space and time; a form of  intuition given A PRIORI。  That every change has a cause must  necessarily (without being thus formulated) be one of the  initial beliefs of conscious beings far lower in the scale  than man; whether derived solely from experience or  otherwise。  The reed that shakes is obviously shaken by the  wind。  But the riddle of the wind also forces itself into  notice; and man explains this by transferring to the wind  'the sense of his own nature。'  Thunderstorms; volcanic  disturbances; ocean waves; running streams; the motions of  the heavenly bodies; had to be accounted for as involving  change。  And the natural … the primitive … explanation was by  reference to life; analogous; if not similar; to our own。   Here then; it seems to me; we have the true origin of the  belief in ghosts。

Take an illustration which supports this view。  While sitting  in my garden the other day a puff of wind blew a lady's  parasol across the lawn。  It rolled away close to a dog lying  quietly in the sun。  The dog looked at it for a moment; but  seeing nothing to account for its movements; barked  nervously; put its tail between its legs; and ran away;  turning occasionally to watch and again bark; with every sign  of fear。

This was animism。  The dog must have accounted for the  eccentric behaviour of the parasol by endowing it with an  uncanny spirit。  The horse that shies at inanimate objects by  the roadside; and will sometimes dash itself against a tree  or a wall; is actuated by a similar superstition。  Is there  any essential difference between this belief of the dog or  horse and the belief of primitive man?  I maintain that an  intuitive animistic tendency (which Mr。 Spencer repudiates);  and not dreams; lies at the root of all spiritualism。  Would  Mr。 Spencer have had us believe that the dog's fear of the  rolling parasol was a logical deduction from its canine  dreams?  This would scarcely elucidate the problem。  The dog  and the horse share apparently Schopenhauer's metaphysical  propensity with man。

The familiar aphorism of Statius:  PRIMUS IN ORBE DEOS FECIT  TIMOR; points to the relation of animism first to the belief  in ghosts; thence to Polytheism; and ultimately to  Monotheism。  I must apologise to those of the transcendental  school who; like Max Muller for instance (Introduction to the  'Science of Religion'); hold that we have 'a primitive  intuition of God'; which; after all; the professor derives;  like many others; from the 'yearning for something that  neither sense nor reason can supply'; and from the assumption  that 'there was in the heart of man from the very first a  feeling of incompleteness; of weakness; of dependency; &c。'   All this; I take it; is due to the aspirations of a much  later creature than the 'Pithecanthropus erectus;' to whom we  here refer。

Probably spirits and ghosts were originally of an evil kind。   Sir John Lubbock ('The Origin of Civilisation') says:  'The  baying of the dog to the moon is as much an act of worship as  some ceremonies which have been so described by travellers。'   I think he would admit that fear is the origin of the  worship。  In his essay on 'Superstition;' Hume writes:   'Weakness; fear; melancholy; together with ignorance; are the  true sources of superstition。'  Also 'in such a state of  mind; infinite unknown evils are dreaded from unknown  agents。'

Man's impotence to resist the forces of nature; and their  terrible ability to injure him; would inspire a sense of  terror; which in turn would give rise to the twofold notion  of omnipotence and malignity。  The savage of the present day  lives in perpetual fear of evil spirits; and the  superstitious dread; which I and most others have suffered;  is inherited from our savage ancestry。  How much further back  we must seek it may be left to the sage philosophers of the  future。



CHAPTER VII



THE next winter we lay for a couple of months off Chinhai;  which we had stormed; blockading the mouth of the Ningpo  river。  Here; I regret to think; I committed an act which has  often haunted my conscience as a crime; although I had  frequently promised the captain of a gun a glass of grog to  let me have a shot; and was mightily pleased if death and  destruction rewarded my aim。

Off Chinhai; lorchers and fast sailing junks laden with  merchandise would try to run the blockade before daylight。   And it sometimes happened that we youngsters had a long chase  in a cutter to overhaul them。  This meant getting back to a  nine or ten o'clock breakfast at the end of the morning's  watch; equivalent to five or six hours' duty on an empty  stomach。

One cold morning I had a hard job to stop a small junk。  The  men were sweating at their oars like galley slaves; and  muttering curses at the apparent futility of their labour。  I  had fired a couple of shots from a 'brown Bess' … the musket  of the day … through the fugitive's sails; and fearing  punishment if I let her escape; I next aimed at the boat  herself。  Down came the mainsail in a crack。  When I boarded  our capture; I found I had put a bullet through the thigh of  the man at the tiller。  Boys are not much troubled with  scruples about bloodguiltiness; and not unfrequently are very  cruel; for cruelty as a rule (with exceptions) mostly  proceeds from thoughtlessness。  But when I realised what I  had done; and heard the wretched man groan; I was seized with  remorse for what; at a more hardened stage; I should have  excused on the score of duty。

It was during this blockade that the accident; which I have  already alluded to; befell my dear protector; Jack Johnson。

One night; during his and my middle watch; the forecastle  sentries hailed a large sampan; like a Thames barge; drifting  down stream and threatening to foul us。  Sir Frederick  Nicholson; the officer of the watch; ordered Johnson to take  the cutter and tow her clear。

I begged leave to go with him。  Sir Frederick refused; for he  at once suspected mischief。  The sampan was reached and  diverted just before she swung athwart our bows。  But  scarcely was this achieved; when an explosion took place。  My  friend was knocked over; and one or two of the men fell back  into the cutter。  This is what had happened:  Johnson finding  no one in the sampan; cautiously raised one of the deck  hatches with a boat…hook before he left the cutter。  The mine  (for such it proved) was so arranged that examination of this  kind drew a lighted match on to the magazine; which instantly  exploded。

Poor Jack! what was my horror when we got him on board!   Every trace of his handsome features was gone。  He was alive;  and that seemed to be all。  In a few minutes his head and  face swelled so that all was a round black charred ball。  One  could hardly see where the eyes were; buried beneath the  powder…ingrained and incrusted flesh。

For weeks; at night; 
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