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now roared and crackled up the great wooden chimney hanging from
the roof。 The lumberman's hour of bliss had arrived。 Even old man
Nelson looked a shade less melancholy than usual as he sat alone;
well away from the fire; smoking steadily and silently。 When the
second pipes were well a…going; one of the men took down a violin
from the wall and handed it to Lachlan Campbell。 There were two
brothers Campbell just out from Argyll; typical Highlanders:
Lachlan; dark; silent; melancholy; with the face of a mystic; and
Angus; red…haired; quick; impulsive; and devoted to his brother; a
devotion he thought proper to cover under biting; sarcastic speech。
Lachlan; after much protestation; interspersed with gibes from his
brother; took the violin; and; in response to the call from all
sides; struck up 'Lord Macdonald's Reel。' In a moment the floor
was filled with dancers; whooping and cracking their fingers in the
wildest manner。 Then Baptiste did the 'Red River Jig;' a most
intricate and difficult series of steps; the men keeping time to
the music with hands and feet。
When the jig was finished; Sandy called for 'Lochaber No More'; but
Campbell said; 'No; no! I cannot play that to…night。 Mr。 Craig
will play。'
Craig took the violin; and at the first note I knew he was no
ordinary player。 I did not recognise the music; but it was soft
and thrilling; and got in by the heart; till every one was thinking
his tenderest and saddest thoughts。
After he had played two or three exquisite bits; he gave Campbell
his violin; saying; 'Now; 〃Lochaber;〃 Lachlan。'
Without a word Lachlan began; not 'Lochaber'he was not ready for
that yetbut 'The Flowers o' the Forest;' and from that wandered
through 'Auld Robin Gray' and 'The Land o' the Leal;' and so got at
last to that most soul…subduing of Scottish laments; 'Lochaber No
More。' At the first strain; his brother; who had thrown himself on
some blankets behind the fire; turned over on his face; feigning
sleep。 Sandy M'Naughton took his pipe out of his mouth; and sat up
straight and stiff; staring into vacancy; and Graeme; beyond the
fire; drew a short; sharp breath。 We had often sat; Graeme and I;
in our student…days; in the drawing…room at home; listening to his
father wailing out 'Lochaber' upon the pipes; and I well knew that
the awful minor strains were now eating their way into his soul。
Over and over again the Highlander played his lament。 He had long
since forgotten us; and was seeing visions of the hills and lochs
and glens of his far…away native land; and making us; too; see
strange things out of the dim past。 I glanced at old man Nelson;
and was startled at the eager; almost piteous; look in his eyes;
and I wished Campbell would stop。 Mr。 Craig caught my eye; and;
stepping over to Campbell; held out his hand for the violin。
Lingeringly and lovingly the Highlander drew out the last strain;
and silently gave the minister his instrument。
Without a moment's pause; and while the spell of 'Lochaber' was
still upon us; the minister; with exquisite skill; fell into the
refrain of that simple and beautiful camp…meeting hymn; 'The Sweet
By and By。' After playing the verse through once; he sang softly
the refrain。 After the first verse; the men joined in the chorus;
at first timidly; but by the time the third verse was reached they
were shouting with throats full open; 'We shall meet on that
beautiful shore。' When I looked at Nelson the eager light had gone
out of his eyes; and in its place was kind of determined
hopelessness; as if in this new music he had no part。
After the voices had ceased; Mr。 Craig played again the refrain;
more and more softly and slowly; then laying the violin on
Campbell's knees; he drew from his pocket his little Bible; and
said
'Men; with Mr。 Graeme's permission; I want to read you something
this Christmas Eve。 You will all have heard it before; but you
will like it none the less for that。'
His voice was soft; but clear and penetrating; as he read the
eternal story of the angels and the shepherds and the Babe。 And as
he read; a slight motion of the hand or a glance of an eye made us
see; as he was seeing; that whole radiant drama。 The wonder; the
timid joy; the tenderness; the mystery of it all; were borne in
upon us with overpowering effect。 He closed the book; and in the
same low; clear voice went on to tell us how; in his home years
ago; he used to stand on Christmas Eve listening in thrilling
delight to his mother telling him the story; and how she used to
make him see the shepherds and hear the sheep bleating near by; and
how the sudden burst of glory used to make his heart jump。
'I used to be a little afraid of the angels; because a boy told me
they were ghosts; but my mother told me better; and I didn't fear
them any more。 And the Baby; the dear little Babywe all love a
baby。' There was a quick; dry sob; it was from Nelson。 'I used to
peek through under to see the little one in the straw; and wonder
what things swaddling clothes were。 Oh; it was all so real and so
beautiful!' He paused; and I could hear the men breathing。
'But one Christmas Eve;' he went on; in a lower; sweeter tone;
'there was no one to tell me the story; and I grew to forget it;
and went away to college; and learned to think that it was only a
child's tale and was not for men。 Then bad days came to me and
worse; and I began to lose my grip of myself; of life; of hope; of
goodness; till one black Christmas; in the slums of a faraway city;
when I had given up all; and the devil's arms were about me; I
heard the story again。 And as I listened; with a bitter ache in my
heart; for I had put it all behind me; I suddenly found myself
peeking under the shepherds' arms with a child's wonder at the Baby
in the straw。 Then it came over me like great waves; that His name
was Jesus; because it was He that should save men from their sins。
Save! Save! The waves kept beating upon my ears; and before I
knew; I had called out; 〃Oh! can He save me?〃 It was in a little
mission meeting on one of the side streets; and they seemed to be
used to that sort of thing there; for no one was surprised; and a
young fellow leaned across the aisle to me and said; 〃Why! you just
bet He can!〃 His surprise that I should doubt; his bright face and
confident tone; gave me hope that perhaps it might be so。 I held
to that hope with all my soul; and'stretching up his arms; and
with a quick glow in his face and a little break in his voice; 'He
hasn't failed me yet; not once; not once!'
He stopped quite short; and I felt a good deal like making a fool
of myself; for in those days I had not made up my mind about these
things。 Graeme; poor old chap; was gazing at him with a sad
yearning in his dark eyes; big Sandy was sitting very stiff; and
staring harder than ever into the fire; Baptiste was trembling with
excitement; Blaney was openly wiping the tears away。 But the face
that held my eyes was that of old man Nelson。 It was white;
fierce; hungry…looking; his sunken eyes burning; his lips parted as
if to cry。
The minister went on。 'I didn't mean to tell you this; men; it all
c