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ter that; what are words? Airairand you can't feed hungry hearts with air。〃
〃Well; my child; I am sorry now I did not bring him in here。 But I really did it for the best。 I wished to spare you further agitation。〃
Agitation!〃 And she opened her eyes with astonishment。 〃Why; it is you who agitate me。 He would have soothed me in a moment。 One kind and hopeful word from him; one tender glance of his dear eye; one pressure of his dear hard hand; and I could have borne anything; but that drop of comfort you denied us both。 Oh; cruel! cruel!〃
〃Calm yourself; Grace; and remember whom you are speaking to。 It was an error in judgment; perhapsnothing more。〃
〃But; then; if you know nothing about love; and its soothing power; why meddle with it at all?〃
〃Grace;〃 said Mr。 Carden; sadly; but firmly; 〃we poor parents are all prepared for this。 After many years of love and tenderness bestowed on our offspring; the day is sure to come when the young thing we have reared with so much care and tenderness will meet a person of her own age; a STRANGER; and; in a month or two; all our love; our care; our anxiety; our hopes; will be nothing in the balance。 This wound is in store for us all。 We foresee it; we receive it; we groan under it; we forgive it。 We go patiently on; and still give our ungrateful children the benefit of our love and our experience。 I have seen in my own family that horrible mixture; Gentility and Poverty。 In our class of life; poverty is not only poverty; it is misery; and meanness as well。 My income dies with me。 My daughter and her children shall not go back to the misery and meanness out of which I have struggled。 They shall be secured against it by law; before she marries; or she shall marry under her father's curse。〃
Then Grace was frightened; and said she should never marry under her father's curse; but (with a fresh burst of weeping) what need was there to send Henry away without seeing her; and letting them comfort each other under this sudden affliction? 〃Ah; I was too happy this morning;〃 said the poor girl。 〃I was singing before breakfast。 Jael always told me not to do that。 Oh! oh! oh!〃
Mr。 Carden kept silence; but his fortitude was sorely tried。
That day Grace pleaded headache; and did not appear to dinner。 Mr。 Carden dined alone; and missed her bright face sadly。 He sent his love to her; and went off to the club; not very happy。 At the club he met Mr。 Coventry; and told him frankly what he had done。 Mr。 Coventry; to his surprise; thanked him warmly。 〃She will be mine in two years;〃 said he。 〃Little will never be able to make a settlement on her。〃 This remark set Mr。 Carden thinking。
Grace watched the window day after day; but Henry never came nor passed。 She went a great deal more than usual into the town; in hopes of meeting him by the purest accident。 She longed to call on Mrs。 Little; but feminine instinct withheld her; she divined that Mrs。 Little must be deeply offended。
She fretted for a sight of Henry; and for an explanation; in which she might clear herself; and show her love; without being in the least disobedient to her father。 Now all this was too subtle to be written。 So she fretted and pined for a meeting。
While she was in this condition; and losing color every day; who should call one dayto reconnoiter; I supposebut Mr。 Coventry。
Grace was lying on the sofa; languid and distraite; when he was announced。 She sat up directly; and her eye kindled。
Mr。 Coventry came in with his usual grace and cat…like step。 〃Ah; Miss Carden!〃
Miss Carden rose majestically to her feet; made him a formal courtesy; and swept out of the room; without deigning him a word。 She went to the study; and said; 〃Papa; here's a friend of yours Mr。 Coventry。〃
〃Dear me; I am very busy。 I wish you would amuse him for a few minutes till I have finished this letter。〃
〃Excuse me; papa; I cannot stay in the same room with Mr。 Coventry。〃
〃Why not; pray?〃
〃He is a dangerous man: he compromises one。 He offered me an engagement…ring; and I refused it; yet he made you believe we were engaged。 You have taken care I shall not be compromised with the man I love; and shall I be compromised with the man I don't care for? No; thank you。〃
〃Very well; Grace;〃 said Mr。 Carden; coldly。
Shortly after this Mr。 Carden requested Dr。 Amboyne to call; he received the doctor in his study; and told him that he was beginning to be uneasy about Grace; she was losing her appetite; her color; and her spirits。 Should he send her to the seaside?
〃The seaside! I distrust conventional remedies。 Let me see the patient。〃
He entered the room and found her coloring a figure she had drawn: it was a beautiful woman; with an anchor at her feet。 The door was open; and the doctor; entering softly; saw a tear fall on the work from a face so pale and worn with pining; that he could hardly repress a start; he did repress it though; for starts are unprofessional; he shook hands with her in his usual way。 〃Sorry to hear you are indisposed; my dear Miss Grace。〃 He then examined her tongue; and felt her pulse; and then he sat down; right before her; and fixed his eyes on her。 〃How long have you been unwell?〃
〃I am not unwell that I know of;〃 said Grace; a little sullenly。
〃One reason I ask; I have another patient; who has been attacked somewhat in the same way。〃
Grace colored; and fixed a searching eye on the doctor。 〃Do I know the lady?〃
〃No。 For it happens to be a male patient。〃
〃Perhaps it is going about。〃
〃Possibly; this is the age of competition。 Still it is hard you can't have a little malady of this kind all to yourself; don't you think so?〃
At this Grace laughed hysterically。
〃Come; none of that before me;〃 said the doctor sternly。
She stopped directly; frightened。 The doctor smiled。
Mr。 Carden peeped in from his study。 〃When you have done with her; come and prescribe for me。 I am a little out of sorts too。〃 With this; he retired。 〃That means you are to go and tell him what is the matter with me;〃 said Grace bitterly。
〃Is his curiosity unjustifiable?〃
〃Oh no。 Poor papa!〃 Then she asked him dryly if he knew what was the matter with her。
〃I think I do。〃
〃Then cure me。〃 This with haughty incredulity。
〃I'll try; and a man can but do his best。 I'll tell you one thing: if I can't cure you; no doctor in the world can: see how modest I am。 Now for papa。〃
She let him go to the very door: and then a meek little timid voice said; in a scarce audible murmur; 〃Doctor!〃
Now when this meek murmur issued from a young lady who had; up to this period of the interview; been rather cold and cutting; the sagacious doctor smiled。 〃My dear?〃 said he; in a very gentle voice。
〃Doctor! about your other patient!〃
〃Well?〃
〃Is he as bad as I am? For indeed; my dear friend; I feelmy food has no tastelife itself no savor。 I used to go singing; now I sit sighing。 Is he as bad as I am?〃
〃I'll tell you the truth; his malady is as strong as yours; but he has the great advantage of being a man; and; again; of being a man of brains。 He is a worker; and an inventor; and now; instead of succumbing tamely to his disorder; he is wor