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er。 She was all trembling。 Jael drew her up the stairs a little way。
〃You have seen him out there？〃
〃Yes； and Ioh！〃
〃There！ there。 Think of the folk。 Fight it down。〃
〃I will。 Go to him； and say I can't bear it。 Him to stand there while those I don't care a pin foroh； Jael； for pity's sake get him home to his mother。〃
〃There； don't you fret。 I know what to say。〃
Jael went down； borrowed the first shawl she could lay her hand on； hooded herself with it； and was across the road in a moment。
〃You are to go home directly。〃
〃Who says so？〃
〃She does。〃
〃What； does she tell me to go away； and leave her to him？〃
〃What does that matter？ her heart goes with you。〃
〃No； no。〃
〃Won't you take my word for it？ I'm not given to lying。〃
〃I know that。 Oh； Jael； sweet； pretty； good…hearted Jael； have pity on me； and tell me the truth： is it me she loves； or that Coventry？〃
〃It is you。〃
〃Oh； bless you！ bless you！ Ah； if I could only be sure of that； what wouldn't I do for her？ But； if she loves me； why； why send me away？ It is very cruel that so many should be in the same room with her； and HE should dance with her； and I must not even look on and catch a glimpse of her now and then。 I won't go home。〃
〃Ah！〃 said Jael； 〃you are like all the young men： you think only of yourself。 And you call yourself a scholar of the good doctor's。〃
〃And so I am。〃
〃Then why don't you go by his rule； and put yourself in a body's place？ Suppose you was in her place； master of this house like； and dancing with a pack of girls you didn't care for； and SHE stood out here； pale and sighing； and suppose things were so that you couldn't come out to her； nor she come in to you； wouldn't it cut you to the heart to see her stand in the street and look so unhappypoor lad？ Be good； now； and go home to thy mother。 Why stand here and poison the poor young lady's pleasuresuch as 'tisand torment thyself。〃 Jael's own eyes filled； and that proof of sympathy inclined Henry all the more to listen to her reason。
〃You are wise； and good； and kind；〃 he said。 〃But oh； Jael； I adore her so； I'd rather be in hell with her than in heaven without her。 Half a loaf is better than no bread。 I can't go home and turn my back on the place where she is。 Yes； I'm in torments； but I see。 They can't rob my EYES of her。〃
〃To oblige HER！〃
〃Yes； I'll do anything to oblige HER。 If I could only believe she loves me。〃
〃Put it to the proof； if you don't believe me。〃
〃I will。 Tell her I'd much rather stay all night； and catch a glimpse of her now and then； but yet； tell her I'll go home； if she will promise me not to dance with that Coventry again。〃
〃There is a condition！〃 said Jael。
〃It is a fair one；〃 said Henry； doggedly； 〃and I won't go from it。〃
Jael looked at him； and saw it was no use arguing the matter。 So she went in to the house with his ultimatum。
She soon returned； and told him that Miss Grace； instead of being angry； as she expected； had smiled and looked pleased； and promised not to dance with Mr。 Coventry nor any body else any more that night； 〃if he would go straight home and consult his beautiful mother。〃 〃Those were her words；〃 said the loyal Dence。 〃She did say them twice over to make sure。〃
〃God bless her！〃 cried Henry； warmly； 〃and bless you too； my best friend。 I'll go this moment。〃
He cast a long； lingering look at the window； and went slowly down the street。
When he got home； his mother was still up and secretly anxious。
He sat down beside her； and told her where he had been and how it had all ended。 〃I'm to consult my beautiful mother；〃 said he； kissing her。
〃What； does she think I am like my picture now？〃
〃I suppose so。 And you are as beautiful as ever in my eyes； mother。 And I do consult you。〃
Mrs。 Little's black eyes flashed； but she said； calmly；
〃What about； dearest？〃
〃I really don't know。 I suppose it was about what happened tonight。 Perhaps about it all。〃
Mrs。 Little leaned her head upon her hand and thought。
After a moment's reflection； she said to Henry； rather coldly； 〃If she is not a very good girl； she must be a very clever one。〃
〃She is both；〃 said Henry； warmly。
〃Of that I shall be the best judge；〃 said Mrs。 Little； very coldly indeed。
Poor Henry felt quite chilled。 He said no more； nor did his mother return to the subject till they parted for the night； and then it was only to ask him what church Miss Carden went toa question that seemed to be rather frivolous； but he said he thought St。 Margaret's。
Next Sunday evening； Mrs。 Little and he being at tea together； she said to him quietly〃Well； Harry； I have seen her。〃
〃Oh mother！ where？〃
〃At St。 Margaret's Church。〃
〃But how did you know her？ By her beauty？〃
Mrs。 Little smiled； and took a roll of paper out of her muff； that lay on the sofa。 She unfolded it； and displayed a drawing。 It represented Grace Carden in her bonnet； and was a very good likeness。
The lover bounced on it； and devoured it with astonishment and delight。
〃Taken from the bust； and retouched from nature；〃 said Mrs。 Little。 〃Yes； dear； I went to St。 Margaret's； and asked a pew…opener where she sat。 I placed myself where I could command her features； and you may be sure； I read her very closely。 Well； dear； she bears examination。 It is a bright face； a handsome face； and a good face； and almost as much in love as you are。〃
〃What makes you fancy that？ Oh； you spoke to her？〃
〃Certainly not。 But I observed her。 Restless and listless by turnsher body in one place； her mind in another。 She was so taken up with her own thoughts she could not follow the service。 I saw the poor girl try very hard several times； but at last she gave it up in despair。 Sometimes she knitted her brow and a young girl seldom does that unless she is thwarted in her love。 And I'll tell you a surer sign still： sometimes tears came for no visible reason； and stood in her eyes。 She is in love； and it can not be with Mr。 Coventry of Bollinghope； for； if she loved him； she would have nothing to brood on but her wedding…dress； and they never knit their brows； nor bedew their eyes； thinking of that； that's a smiling subject。 No； it is true love on both sides； I do believe； and that makes my woman's heart yearn。 Harry； dear； I'll make you a confession。 You have heard that a mother's love is purer and more unselfish than any other love： and so it is。 But even mothers are not quite angels always。 Sometimes they are just a little jealous： not； I think； where they are blessed with many children； but you are my one child； my playmate； my companion； my friend； my only love。 That sweet girl has come； and I must be dethroned。 I felt this； andno； nothing could ever make me downright thwart your happiness； but a mother's jealousy made me passive； where I might have assisted you if I had been all a mother should be。〃
〃No； no； mother； I am the one to blame。 You see； it looked so hopeless at first； I used to be ashamed to talk freely to you。 It's only of late I have opened my heart to you as I ought。〃
〃Well； dear； I am glad you think the blame is not all with me。 But what I see is my own fault； and mean to corr