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put yourself in his place-第39章

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Patty went in as meek as Moses。

Then Jael turned to Henry; and laid her hand on his arm; while her gray eyes searched his face。

〃There's something amiss。  You are never cross; except when you are unhappy。  What is it?〃

〃Oh; Jael; my heart is broken。  She is going to be married。〃

〃Who says so?〃

〃Mr。 Cheetham told me she was engaged to a Mr。 Coventry。〃

〃What can Mr。 Cheetham know?  To be sure the gentleman is a good deal with her; and I hear he has courted her this two years; and she likes his company; that's certain。  But she is used to be admired; and she is very hard to please。〃

〃What; then; you think it is not quite hopeless?〃

〃While there's life there's hope。〃

〃What had I better do?〃

〃Nay; you shouldn't ask me。〃

〃Oh; yes: you advised me so wisely about the insurance。〃

〃Ay; but then I saw it clear。  He is purse…proud; and I knew he'd think a deal more of you if you insured your life for a vast o' money。  But now I don't see clear; and I'm loath to advise。  Happen you'd hate me afterward if it went wrong。〃

〃No; no; I wouldn't be so ungrateful。〃

Jael shook her head; doubtfully。

〃Well; then;〃 said Henry; 〃don't advise me; but put yourself in my place。  (I'll tell you a secret I daren't trust to Patty。  I have found a way to beat the Trades; and make my fortune in a year or two。)  Now what would you do; if you were me?〃

This question raised a tumult in Jael's heart。  But her strong will; her loyalty; and; above all; her patience; conquered; though not without signs of the struggle; a bosom that heaved somewhat higher; and a low voice that trembled a little。  〃If I was a young man; I wouldn't shilly…shally; nor wait till I was rich; before I spoke。 I'd have it out with her。  I'd get her alone; and tell her all。 Then; if she showed any sign of liking; I'd beg her to wait a bit; and say I'd soon be a gentleman for her sake。  And if she cares naught for you; better know it; and leave her; than fare in heaven one hour and in hell the next; as I have seen thee do this while; my poor lad。〃

〃It is wise and good advice; and I'll take it。  I've kept all my courage for the Trades; I'd better have shown her a little。  But there's one thing more I want to ask you。〃

This was too much。  Jael's courage and patience failed her for once。 〃Keep it;〃 she cried almost wildly。  〃I can't bear no more。  There's not one lass in a hundred would do what I have done for you: yet you want more。  D'ye think I'm not flesh and blood; as well as her?〃

And she began to cry bitterly。

This took Henry quite by surprise; and grieved him。  He consoled her; and coaxed her; in vague terms; that did not produce any effect。  So then he kissed her cheek; and dried her eyes with his own handkerchief; and that was not quite so ineffectual。  She gave a final sob; and said; with some slight remains of passion; 〃There; there; never heed me。  It takes a deal of patience to go through the world。〃  And so she left him。

He was not sorry to be alone a minute; and think。  This short dialogue with Jael gave him some insight into female character。  It made him suspect that he had been too timid with Grace Carden; and also that there were two women in the game instead of one。

When the time came to return he asked leave to borrow a horse…cloth。

He aired it by the fire; and remarked that it had turned very cold。

〃Why;〃 said Patty; 〃you have got your top…coat。  Well; you are a soft one。〃

〃And you are a sharp one;〃 said Henry; ironically。

When Jael came to the gig; Henry put the cloth over her shoulders。 〃'Twasn't for me; ye see;〃 said he: 〃'twas for my betters。〃

〃I like you for that;〃 said Patty。

Then there was much kissing; and shaking of hands; and promising to come again; and away they drove to Hillsborough。

On the road Henry; for the first time; was very respectful; as well as kind; to Jael。  She was soft and gentle; but rather silent and reserved。  They parted at the door of 〃Woodbine Villa。〃

Next day; Henry called early; and found Miss Carden alone。  His heart beat tumultuously。  She was very gracious; and hoped he had spent a pleasant day yesterday。

〃Pretty well。〃

〃Is that all?  Why I quite envied you your ride; and your companion。〃

〃She is a very good girl。〃

〃She is something more than that: but one does not find her out all at once。〃

Now it was Henry's turn。  But he was flustered; and thinking how he should begin。  And; while he hesitated; the lady asked him was he come to finish the bust。

〃No。  I didn't come for that。  I will finish it though。〃  And thus he was diverted from his purpose; for the moment。

He took a carving tool; and eyed his model; but soon laid down the tool; and said: 〃I haven't thanked you yet。  And I don't know how to thank you。〃

〃What for?〃

〃For what you sent to Mr。 Cheetham。〃

〃Oh!〃 said Grace; and blushed。  Then she turned it off; and said she thought if any body ought to thank her for that; it was Mr。 Cheetham。

〃Ay; for the order。  But the sweet words that came with it?  Do you think I don't prize them above all the orders in the world?〃

She colored high again。  〃What! did he show you my note?〃

〃He did: and that has made me his friend。  Shall I tell you the effect of those words on me?〃

〃No; never mind。  But I'm glad I put them in; if they did you any good。〃

〃Any good?  They made me a new man。  I was defeated by the Trades: I was broken…hearted: and I hated every body。  Good Dr。 Amboyne had set me work to do; to save the lives of my fellow…creatures。  But I couldn't; I hated them so。  The world had been too unjust to me; I could not return it good for evil。  My heart was full of rage and bitterness。〃

〃That's a great pityat your age。  But really it is no wonder。 Yes; you have been cruelly used。〃  And the water stood in Grace's eyes。

〃Ay; but it is all over; those sweet words of yours made a man of me again。  They showed me you cared a little for me。  Now I have found a way to outwit the Trades。  Now I'm on the road to fortune。  I won't be a workman this time next year。  I'll be a master; and a thriving one。〃

〃Ay; do; do。  Beat them; defeat them; make them scream with envy。 But I am afraid you are too sanguine。〃

〃No; I can do it; if you will only give me another word of hope to keep me going; and oh; I need it; if you knew all。〃

Grace began to look uneasy。  〃Mr。 Little; can you doubt that you have my best wishes?〃 said she; guardedly; and much less warmly than she had spoken just before。

〃No; I don't doubt that; but what I fear is; that; when I have gained the hard battle; and risen in the world; it will be too late。 Too late。〃

Grace turned more and more uncomfortable。

〃Oh; pray wait a few months; and see what I can do; before you〃

Will it be believed that Mr。 Carden; who seldom came into this room at all; must walk in just at this moment; and interrupt them。  He was too occupied with his own affairs; to pay much attention to their faces; or perhaps he might have asked himself why the young man was so pale; and his daughter so red。

〃I heard you were here; Little; and I want to speak to you on a matter of some importance。〃

Grace took this opportunity; and made her escape from the room promptly。

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