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erved for her chosen friends。
I have never admired those general lovers who profess to love every one； nor do I feel quite sure it is a very strong recommendation to say a person is beloved by all who know her。 Read； now； a striking contrast to the short but sympathizing billet of madame d'Aiguillon； in the following heartless letter f from the marechale de Mirepoix； which was put into my hands as I was ascending the carriage。
〃MY LOVELY COUNTESS；I am all astonishment！ Can it be possible that you are to quit Versailles？ You are right in saying you have been the friend of every one； and those who could speak ill of you are to be pitied for not having had better opportunities of understanding your real character。 But fear not； the dauphiness is virtue personified； and the dauphin equally perfect。 Every thing promises a peaceful and indulgent reign； should we have the misfortune to lose his present majesty。 Still there will always be a great void left at Versailles； as far as I am concerned； I have passed so much of my time with you； that I cannot imagine what I shall do with my evenings； it will cost me much of my age to alter habits and customs now so long fixed and settled； but such is life； nothing certain； nothing stable。 We should imitate cats in our attachments； and rather identify ourselves with the house than the possessor of it。 I trust you have secured an ample provision for the future； neglect not the present； to…morrow may come in vain for you。
〃Be sure you let me know the spot to which you permanently retire； and I will endeavour to see you as frequently as my engagements will admit of。
Adieu； 。〃
Spite of the bitterness of my feelings； this letter drew a smile to my lips； the allusion to cats which had escaped the marechale exactly applied to her own character； of which I had been warned before I became acquainted with her； but her protestations of warm and unutterable attachment had gained my confidence； and I allowed myself to be guided implicitly by her。
The duchesse d'Aiguillon was waiting for me while I perused the above letter； at length； with a sigh； I prepared to quit that palace of delights where I had reigned absolute mistress。 I cast a mournful look around me； on those splendid walks； fountains and statues； worthy the gardens of Armida； but where there reigned； at this early hour； a sort of gloomy silence； whilst； in that chamber where love had well nigh deified me and recognised me as queen of France； lay extended the monarch so lately my protector and friend。
It was the Wednesday of the fifth of May that I took my seat in the carriage of the duchesse d'Aiguillon accompanied by my sister…in…law and the vicomtesse Adolphe； who would not forsake me。 Bischi remained with madame d'Hargicourt； whose duties detained her with the comtesse d'Artois。 Her husband also remained at Versailles； while comte Jean and his son proceeded to Paris。 I will not attempt to describe the emotions with which I quitted my magnificent suite of apartments； and traversed the halls and staircases already crowded by persons anxiously awaiting the first intimation of the king's decease。 I was wrapped in my pelisse； and effectually eluded observation。 It has been said that I left Versailles at four o'clock in the morning； but that was a mere invention on the part of my servants to baffle the curiosity of those who might have annoyed me by their presence。
We pursued our way in mournful reflection； whilst madame d'Aiguillon； with her wonted goodness； sought by every means to distract me from the dejection in which I was buried。 Her husband； who remained with the king； engaged to write me a true account of all that transpired during my absence； and I shall very shortly present you with a specimen of the fidelity with which he performed his promise。 The duchess did the honours of Ruel。
〃Here；〃 said she； 〃the great cardinal Richelieu loved to repose himself from the bustle and turmoil of a court。〃
〃I think；〃 answered I； 〃it would have been less a favourite with his eminence had it been selected for his abode on the eve of his disgrace。〃
Immediately upon my arrival I retired to bed； for fatigue had so completely overpowered me that I fell into a heavy slumber； from which I did not awake till the following day； when I found the duchesse d'Aiguillon； my sister…in…law； Genevieve Mathon； and Henriette； seated by my bed： the sight of them was cheering and gratifying proof of my not being as yet abandoned by all the world。
I arose； and we were just about to take our places at table； when madame de Forcalquier arrived。 I must confess that her presence was an agreeable surprise to me； I was far from reckoning on her constancy in friendship； and her present conduct proved her worthy of her excellent friend； madame Boncault； whose steady attachment I had so frequently heard extolled。 The sight of her imparted fresh courage to me； and I even resumed my usual high spirits； and in the sudden turn my ideas had taken； was childish enough to express my regrets for the loss of my downy and luxurious bed at Versailles； complaining of the woful difference between it and the one I had slept on at Ruel。
The duchesse d'Aiguillon； who must have pitied the puerility of such a remark； gently endeavoured to reconcile me to it by reminding me that both the marquise de Pompadour and the cardinal de Richelieu had reposed upon that very couch。
I endeavoured to return some sportive reply； but my thoughts had flown back to Versailles； and my momentary exhilaration was at an end。 Tears rose to my eyes and choked my attempts at conversation； I therefore begged the duchess would excuse me； and retired to my apartment until I could compose myself； but the kind and attentive friend to whose hospitality I was then confided needed no further mention of my hard couch； but caused the best bed Ruel contained to be prepared for me by the time I again pressed my pillow。
This same evening brought M。 de Cosse； who could no longer repress his impatience to assure me of his entire devotion。 He appeared on this occasion； if possible； more tender and more respectful in his manner of evincing it than ever。
We supped together without form or ceremony； the party consisting of mesdames d'Aiguillon； de Forcalquier； and myself； mademoiselle du Barry； and the vicomtesse Adolphe； the prince de Soubise and the duc de Cosse。 But the meal passed off in sorrowful silence； each of us seemed to abstain from conversation as though the slightest remark might come fraught with some painful allusion。 On the following day I received the letter from the duc d'Aiguillon which you will find in the following chapter。
CHAPTER XLV
The duc d'Aiguillon's first letterThe marechale de Mirepoix A second letter from the duc d'AiguillonNumerous visitors
〃My much esteemed friend；I promised you upon your departure to inform you of all that transpired； and although the task is a mournful one； I will do my best to acquit myself with zeal and sincerity； and each evening I will write you an exact detail of all that has occurred during the day。 The king remains much as you left him； and you must know that already his medical attendants