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the village rector-第54章

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  down for him。

  No; the favor a superior man has to hope for in that case is that
  his talent and his presumption may not be noticed; and that his
  project may be buried in the archives of the administration。 What
  think you will be the reward of Vicat; the one among us who has
  brought about the only real progress in the practical science of
  construction? The Council…general of the /Ponts et Chaussees/;
  composed in part of men worn…out by long and sometimes honorable
  service; but whose only remaining force is for negation; and who
  set aside everything they no longer comprehend; is the
  extinguisher used to snuff out the projects of audacious spirits。
  This Council seems to have been created to paralyze the arm of
  that glorious youth of France; which asks only to work and to be
  useful to its country。

  Monstrous things are done in Paris。 The future of a province
  depends on the mere signature of men who (through intrigues I have
  no time to explain to you) often stop the execution of useful and
  much…needed work; in fact; the best plans are often those which
  offer most to the cupidity of commercial companies or speculators。

  Another five years and I shall no longer be myself; my ambition
  will be quenched; my desire to use the faculties my country
  ordered me to exercise gone forever; the faculties themselves are
  rusting out in the miserable corner of the world in which I
  vegetate。 Taking my chances at their best; the future seems to me
  a poor thing。 I have just taken advantage of a furlough to come to
  Paris; I mean to change my profession and find some other way to
  put my energy; my knowledge; and my activity to use。 I shall send
  in my resignation and go to some other country; where men of my
  special capacity are wanted。

  If I find I cannot do this; then I shall throw myself into the
  struggle of the new doctrines; which certainly seem calculated to
  produce great changes in the present social order by judiciously
  guiding the working…classes。 What are we now but workers without
  work; tools on the shelves of a shop? We are trained and organized
  as if to move the world; and nothing is given us to do。 I feel
  within me some great thing; which is decreasing daily; and will
  soon vanish; I tell you so with mathematical frankness。 Before
  making the change I want your advice; I look upon myself as your
  child; and I will never take any important step without consulting
  you; for your experience is equal to your kindness。

  I know very well that the State; after obtaining a class of
  trained men; cannot undertake for them alone great public works;
  there are not three hundred bridges needed a year in all France;
  the State can no more build great buildings for the fame of its
  engineers than it can declare war merely to win battles and bring
  to the front great generals; but; then; as men of genius have
  never failed to present themselves when the occasion called for
  them; springing from the crowd like Vauban; can there be any
  greater proof of the uselessness of the present institution? Can't
  they see that when they have stimulated a man of talent by all
  those preparations he will make a fierce struggle before he allows
  himself to become a nonentity? Is this good policy on the part of
  the State? On the contrary; is not the State lighting the fire of
  ardent ambitions; which must find fuel somewhere。

  Among the six hundred young men whom they put forth every year
  there are exceptions;men who resist what may be called their
  demonetization。 I know some myself; and if I could tell you their
  struggles with men and things when armed with useful projects and
  conceptions which might bring life and prosperity to the half…dead
  provinces where the State has sent them; you would feel that a man
  of power; a man of talent; a man whose nature is a miracle; is a
  hundredfold more unfortunate and more to be pitied than the man
  whose lower nature lets him submit to the shrinkage of his
  faculties。

  I have made up my mind; therefore; that I would rather direct some
  commercial or industrial enterprise; and live on small means while
  trying to solve some of the great problems still unknown to
  industry and to society; than remain at my present post。

  You will tell me; perhaps; that nothing hinders me from employing
  the leisure that I certainly have in using my intellectual powers
  and seeking in the stillness of this commonplace life the solution
  of some problem useful to humanity。 Ah! monsieur; don't you know
  the influence of the provinces;the relaxing effect of a life
  just busy enough to waste time on futile labor; and not enough to
  use the rich resources our education has given us? Don't think me;
  my dear protector; eaten up by the desire to make a fortune; nor
  even by an insensate desire for fame。 I am too much of a
  calculator not to know the nothingness of glory。 Neither do I want
  to marry; seeing the fate now before me; I think my existence a
  melancholy gift to offer any woman。 As for money; though I regard
  it as one of the most powerful means given to social man to act
  with; it is; after all; but a means。

  I place my whole desire and happiness on the hope of being useful
  to my country。 My greatest pleasure would be to work in some
  situation suited to my faculties。 If in your region; or in the
  circle of your acquaintances; you should hear of any enterprise
  that needed the capacities you know me to possess; think of me; I
  will wait six months for your answer before taking any step。

  What I have written here; dear sir and friend; others think。 I
  have seen many of my classmates or older graduates caught like me
  in the toils of some specialty;geographical engineers; captain…
  professors; captains of engineers; who will remain captains all
  their lives; and now bitterly regret they did not enter active
  service with the army。 Reflecting on these miserable results; I
  ask myself the following questions; and I would like your opinion
  on them; assuring you that they are the fruit of long meditation;
  clarified in the fires of suffering:

  What is the real object of the State? Does it truly seek to obtain
  fine capacities? The system now pursued directly defeats that end;
  it has crated the most thorough mediocrities that any government
  hostile to superiority could desire。 Does it wish to give a career
  to its choice minds? As a matter of fact; it affords them the
  meanest opportunities; there is not a man who has issued from the
  Ecoles who does not bitterly regret; when he gets to be fifty or
  sixty years of age; that he ever fell into the trap set for him by
  the promises of the State。 Does it seek to obtain men of genius?
  What man of genius; what great talent have the schools produced
  since 1790? If it had not been for Napoleon would Cachin; the man
  of genius to whom France owes Cherbourg; have existed? Imperial
  despotism brought him forward; the constitutional regime would
  have smothered him。 How many men from the Ecoles are to be found
  in the Academy of Scienc
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