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y pining for you。 You've resolved to be good and kind and dutifulgenerousto feed old dog Tray a few crumbs now and then。 。 。 。 That's nice and sweet of you〃 He paused until the crisis in tying was passed〃very nice and sweet of youbut There's nothing in it。 All I ask of you for myself is to see that I'm comfortablethat Mrs。 Lowell and the servants treat me right。 If I don't like anything； I'll speak outnever fear。〃
〃ButFredI want to be your wifeI really do；〃 she pleaded。
He turned on her； and his eyes seemed to pierce into the chamber of her thoughts。 〃Drop it； my dear；〃 he said quietly。 〃Neither of us is in love with the other。 So there's not the slightest reason for pretending。 If I ever want to be free of you； I'll tell you so。 If you ever want to get rid of me； all you have to do is to askand it'll be arranged。 Meanwhile； let's enjoy ourselves。〃
His good humor； obviously unfeigned； would have completely discouraged a more experienced woman； though as vain as Dorothy and with as much ground as he had given her for self…confidence where he was concerned。 But Dorothy was depressed rather than profoundly discouraged。 A few moments and she found courage to plead： 〃But you used to care for me。 Don't I attract you any more？〃
〃You say that quite pathetically；〃 said he； in good… humored amusement。 〃I'm willing to do anything within reason for your happiness。 But reallyjust to please your vanity I can't make myself over again into the fool I used to be about you。 You'd hate it yourself。 Why； then； this pathetic air？〃
〃I feel so uselessand as if I were shirking；〃 she persisted。 〃And if you did care for me； it wouldn't offend me now as it used to。 I've grown much wiser more sensible。 I understand thingsand I look at them differently。 AndI always did LIKE you。〃
〃Even when you despised me？〃 mocked he。 It irritated him a little vividly to recall what a consummate fool he had made of himself for her； even though he had every reason to be content with the event of his folly。
〃A girl always thinks she despises a man when she can do as she pleases with him；〃 replied she。 〃As Mr。 Tetlow said； I was a fool。〃
〃_I_ was the fool；〃 said he。 〃Where did that man of mine lay the handkerchief？〃
〃I； too；〃 cried she； eagerly。 〃You were foolish to bother about a little silly like me。 But； oh； what a FOOL I was not to realize〃
〃You're not trying to tell me you're in love with me？〃 said he sharply。
〃Oh； nono； indeed；〃 she protested in haste； alarmed by his overwhelming manner。 〃I'm not trying to deceive you in any way。〃
〃Never do；〃 said he。 〃It's the one thing I can't stand。〃
〃But I thoughtit seemed to me〃 she persisted； 〃that perhaps if we tried toto care for each other； we'd maybe get toto caringmore or less。 Don't you think so？〃
〃Perhaps；〃 was his careless reply。 He added； 〃But I； for one； am well content with things as they are。 I confess I don't look back with any satisfaction on those months when I was making an ass of myself about you。 I was ruining my career。 Now I'm happy； and everything is going fine in my business。 No experiments； if you please。〃 He shook his head； looking at her with smiling raillery。 〃It might turn out that I'd care for you in the same crazy way again； and that you didn't like it。 Again you might get excited about me and I'd remain calm about you。 That would give me a handsome revenge； but I'm not looking for revenge。〃
He finished his toilet； she standing quiet and thoughtful in an attitude of unconscious grace。
〃No； my dear；〃 resumed he； as he prepared to descend for dinner； 〃let's have a peaceful； cheerful mar… ried life； with no crazy excitements。 Let's hang on to what we've got； and take no unnecessary risks。〃 He patted her on the shoulder。 〃Isn't that sensible？〃
She looked at him with serious； appealing eyes。 〃You are SURE you aren't unhappy？〃
It was amusing to himthough he concealed it to see how tenaciously her feminine egotism held to the idea that she was the important person。 And； when women of experience thus deluded themselves； it was not at all strange that this girl should be unable to grasp the essential truth as to the relations of men and womenthat； while a woman who makes her sex her profession must give to a man； to some man； a dominant place in her life； a man need give a womanat least； any one womanlittle or no place。 But he would not wantonly wound her harmless vanity。 〃Don't worry about me； please；〃 said he in the kindest； friendliest way。 〃I am telling you the truth。〃
And they descended to the dining room。 Usually he was preoccupied and she did most of the talking not a difficult matter for her； as she was one of those who by nature have much to say； who talk on and on； giving lively； pleasant recitals of commonplace daily happenings。 That evening it was her turn to be abstracted； or； at least； silent。 He talked volubly； torrentially； like a man of teeming mind in the highest spirits。 And he was in high spirits。 The Galloway enterprise had developed into a huge success； also； it did not lessen his sense of the pleasantness of life to have learned that his wife was feeling about as well disposed toward him as he cared to have her feel； had come round to that state of mind which he； as a practical man； wise in the art of life； regarded as ideal for a wife。
A successful man； with a quiet and comfortable home； well enough looked after by an agreeable wife； exceeding good to look at and interested only in her home and her husbandwhat more could a man ask？
What more could a man ask？ Only one thing more a baby。 The months soon passed and that rounding out of the home side of his life was consummated with no mishap。 The baby was a girl； which contented him and delighted Dorothy。 He wished it to be named after her； she preferred his sister's nameUrsula。 It was Ursula who decided the question。 〃She looks like you； Fred；〃 she declared； after an earnest scanning of the wierd little face。 〃Why not call her Frederica？〃
Norman thought this clumsy； but Dorothy instantly assentedand the baby was duly christened Frederica。
Perhaps it was because he was having less pressing business in town； but whatever the reason； he began to stay at home moresurprisingly more。 And； being at home； he naturally fell into the habit of fussing with the baby； he having the temperament that compels a man to be always at something； and the baby being convenient and in the nature of a curiosity。 Ursula； who was stopping in the house； did not try to conceal her amazement at this extraordinary development of her brother's character。
Said she： 〃I never before knew you to take the slightest interest in a child。〃
Said he： 〃I never before saw a child worth taking the slightest interest in。〃
〃Oh； well；〃 said Ursula； 〃it won't last。 You'll soon grow tired of your plaything。〃
〃Perhaps you're right；〃 said Norman。 〃I hope you're wrong。〃 He reflected； added： 〃In fact； I'm almost certain you're wrong。 I'm too selfish to let myself lose such a pleasure。 If you had observed my life closely； you'd have discovered that I have never given up a single thing I found a source of pleasure。 That is good sense。 That is why