友情提示:如果本网页打开太慢或显示不完整,请尝试鼠标右键“刷新”本网页!阅读过程发现任何错误请告诉我们,谢谢!! 报告错误
热门书库 返回本书目录 我的书架 我的书签 TXT全本下载 进入书吧 加入书签

the glimpses of the moon-第19章

按键盘上方向键 ← 或 → 可快速上下翻页,按键盘上的 Enter 键可回到本书目录页,按键盘上方向键 ↑ 可回到本页顶部!
————未阅读完?加入书签已便下次继续阅读!




when he had found Mrs。 Hicks's letter in the mail awaiting him

at Venice。  The day was associated in his mind with the

ridiculous and mortifying episode of the cigarsthe expensive

cigars that Susy had wanted to carry away from Strefford's

villa。  Their brief exchange of views on the subject had left

the first blur on the perfect surface of his happiness; and he

still felt an uncomfortable heat at the remembrance。  For a few

hours the prospect of life with Susy had seemed unendurable; and

it was just at that moment that he had found the letter from

Mrs。 Hicks; with its almost irresistible invitation。  If only

her daughter had known how nearly he had accepted it!



〃It was a dreadful temptation;〃 he said; smiling。



〃To go with us?  Then why?〃



〃Oh; everything's different now:  I've got to stick to my

writing。〃



Miss Hicks still bent on him the same unblinking scrutiny。

〃Does that mean that you're going to give up your real work?〃



〃My real workarchaeology?〃  He smiled again to hide a twitch

of regret。  〃Why; I'm afraid it hardly produces a living wage;

and I've got to think of that。〃  He coloured suddenly; as if

suspecting that Miss Hicks might consider the avowal an opening

for he hardly knew what ponderous offer of aid。  The Hicks

munificence was too uncalculating not to be occasionally

oppressive。  But looking at her again he saw that her eyes were

full of tears。



〃I thought it was your vocation;〃 she said。



〃So did I。  But life comes along; and upsets things。〃



〃Oh; I understand。  There may be thingsworth giving up all

other things for。〃



〃There are!〃 cried Nick with beaming emphasis。



He was conscious that Miss Hicks's eyes demanded of him even

more than this sweeping affirmation。



〃But your novel may fail;〃 she said with her odd harshness。



〃It mayit probably will;〃 he agreed。  〃But if one stopped to

consider such possibilities〃



〃Don't you have to; with a wife?〃



〃Oh; my dear Coralhow old are you?  Not twenty?〃 he

questioned; laying a brotherly hand on hers。



She stared at him a moment; and sprang up clumsily from her

chair。  〃I was never young 。。。 if that's what you mean。  It's

lucky; isn't it; that my parents gave me such a grand education?

Because; you see; art's a wonderful resource。〃  (She pronounced

it RE…source。)



He continued to look at her kindly。  〃You won't need itor any

otherwhen you grow young; as you will some day;〃 he assured

her。



〃Do you mean; when I fall in love?  But I am in loveOh;

there's Eldorada and Mr。 Beck!〃  She broke off with a jerk;

signalling with her field…glass to the pair who had just

appeared at the farther end of the nave。  〃I told them that if

they'd meet me here to…day I'd try to make them understand

Tiepolo。  Because; you see; at home we never really have

understood Tiepolo; and Mr。 Beck and Eldorada are the only ones

to realize it。  Mr。 Buttles simply won't。〃  She turned to

Lansing and held out her hand。  〃I am in love;〃 she repeated

earnestly; 〃and that's the reason why I find art such a RE

source。〃



She restored her eye…glasses; opened her manual; and strode

across the church to the expectant neophytes。



Lansing; looking after her; wondered for half a moment whether

Mr。 Beck were the object of this apparently unrequited

sentiment; then; with a queer start of introspection; abruptly

decided that; no; he certainly was not。  But thenbut then。 

Well; there was no use in following up such conjectures 。。。。  He

turned home…ward; wondering if the picnickers had already

reached Palazzo Vanderlyn。



They got back only in time for a late dinner; full of chaff and

laughter; and apparently still enchanted with each other's

society。  Nelson Vanderlyn beamed on his wife; sent his daughter

off to bed with a kiss; and leaning back in his armchair before

the fruit…and…flower…laden table; declared that he'd never spent

a jollier day in his life。  Susy seemed to come in for a full

share of his approbation; and Lansing thought that Ellie was

unusually demonstrative to her friend。  Strefford; from his

hostess's side; glanced across now and then at young Mrs。

Lansing; and his glance seemed to Lansing a confidential comment

on the Vanderlyn raptures。  But then Strefford was always having

private jokes with people or about them; and Lansing was

irritated with himself for perpetually suspecting his best

friends of vague complicities at his expense。  〃If I'm going to

be jealous of Streffy now!〃  he concluded with a grimace of

self…derision。



Certainly Susy looked lovely enough to justify the most

irrational pangs。  As a girl she had been; for some people's

taste; a trifle fine…drawn and sharp…edged; now; to her old

lightness of line was added a shadowy bloom; a sort of star…

reflecting depth。  Her movements were slower; less angular; her

mouth had a needing droop; her lids seemed weighed down by their

lashes; and then suddenly the old spirit would reveal itself

through the new languor; like the tartness at the core of a

sweet fruit。  As her husband looked at her across the flowers

and lights he laughed inwardly at the nothingness of all things

else。



Vanderlyn and Clarissa left betimes the next morning; and Mrs。

Vanderlyn; who was to start for St。 Moritz in the afternoon;

devoted her last hours to anxious conferences with her maid and

Susy。  Strefford; with Fred Gillow and the others; had gone for

a swim at the Lido; and Lansing seized the opportunity to get

back to his book。



The quietness of the great echoing place gave him a foretaste of

the solitude to come。  By mid…August all their party would be

scattered:  the Hickses off on a cruise to Crete and the AEgean;

Fred Gillow on the way to his moor; Strefford to stay with

friends in Capri till his annual visit to Northumberland in

September。  One by one the others would follow; and Lansing and

Susy be left alone in the great sun…proof palace; alone under

the star…laden skies; alone with the great orange moons…still

theirs!above the bell…tower of San Giorgio。  The novel; in

that blessed quiet; would unfold itself as harmoniously as his

dreams。



He wrote on; forgetful of the passing hours; till the door

opened and he heard a step behind him。  The next moment two

hands were clasped over his eyes; and the air was full of Mrs。

Vanderlyn's last new scent。



〃You dear thingI'm just off; you know;〃 she said。  〃Susy told

me you were working; and I forbade her to call you down。  She

and Streffy are waiting to take me to the station; and I've run

up to say good…bye。〃



〃Ellie; dear!〃  Full of compunction; Lansing pushed aside his

writing and started up; but she pressed him back into his seat。



〃No; no!  I should never forgive myself if I'd interrupted you。

I oughtn't to have come up; Susy didn't want me to。  But I had

to tell you; you dear 。。。。  I had to thank you。。。〃



In her dark travelling dress and hat; so discreetly conspicuou
返回目录 上一页 下一页 回到顶部 0 0
未阅读完?加入书签已便下次继续阅读!
温馨提示: 温看小说的同时发表评论,说出自己的看法和其它小伙伴们分享也不错哦!发表书评还可以获得积分和经验奖励,认真写原创书评 被采纳为精评可以获得大量金币、积分和经验奖励哦!