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XIX
An Interloper
David and I had a tremendous adventure。 It was this; he passed
the night with me。 We had often talked of it as a possible
thing; and at last Mary consented to our having it。
The adventure began with David's coming to me at the unwonted
hour of six P。M。; carrying what looked like a packet of
sandwiches; but proved to be his requisites for the night done up
in a neat paper parcel。 We were both so excited that; at the
moment of greeting; neither of us could be apposite to the
occasion in words; so we communicated our feelings by signs; as
thus; David half sat down in a place where there was no chair;
which is his favourite preparation for being emphatic; and is
borrowed; I think; from the frogs; and we then made the
extraordinary faces which mean; 〃What a tremendous adventure!〃
We were to do all the important things precisely as they are done
every evening at his own home; and so I am in a puzzle to know
how it was such an adventure to David。 But I have now said
enough to show you what an adventure it was to me。
For a little while we played with my two medals; and; with the
delicacy of a sleeping companion; David abstained on this
occasion from asking why one of them was not a Victoria Cross。
He is very troubled because I never won the Victoria Cross; for
it lowers his status in the Gardens。 He never says in the
Gardens that I won it; but he fights any boy of his year who says
I didn't。 Their fighting consists of challenging each other。
At twenty…five past six I turned on the hot water in the bath;
and covertly swallowed a small glass of brandy。 I then said;
〃Half… past six; time for little boys to be in bed。〃 I said it
in the matter…of…fact voice of one made free of the company of
parents; as if I had said it often before; and would have to say
it often again; and as if there was nothing particularly
delicious to me in hearing myself say it。 I tried to say it in
that way。
And David was deceived。 To my exceeding joy he stamped his
little foot; and was so naughty that; in gratitude; I gave him
five minutes with a matchbox。 Matches; which he drops on the
floor when lighted; are the greatest treat you can give David;
indeed; I think his private heaven is a place with a roaring
bonfire。
Then I placed my hand carelessly on his shoulder; like one a
trifle bored by the dull routine of putting my little boys to
bed; and conducted him to the night nursery; which had lately
been my private chamber。 There was an extra bed in it tonight;
very near my own; but differently shaped; and scarcely less
conspicuous was the new mantel…shelf ornament: a tumbler of milk;
with a biscuit on top of it; and a chocolate riding on the
biscuit。 To enter the room without seeing the tumbler at once
was impossible。 I had tried it several times; and David saw and
promptly did his frog business; the while; with an indescribable
emotion; I produced a night…light from my pocket and planted it
in a saucer on the wash… stand。
David watched my preparations with distasteful levity; but anon
made a noble amend by abruptly offering me his foot as if he had
no longer use for it; and I knew by intuition that he expected me
to take off his boots。 I took them off with all the coolness of
an old hand; and then I placed him on my knee and removed his
blouse。 This was a delightful experience; but I think I remained
wonderfully calm until I came somewhat too suddenly to his little
braces; which agitated me profoundly。
I cannot proceed in public with the disrobing of David。
Soon the night nursery was in darkness; but for the glimmer from
the night…light; and very still save when the door creaked as a
man peered in at the little figure on the bed。 However softly I
opened the door; an inch at a time; his bright eyes turned to me
at once; and he always made the face which means; 〃What a
tremendous adventure!〃
〃Are you never to fall asleep; David?〃 I always said。
〃When are you coming to bed?〃 he always replied; very brave but
in a whisper; as if he feared the bears and wolves might have
him。 When little boys are in bed there is nothing between them
and bears and wolves but the night…light。
I returned to my chair to think; and at last he fell asleep with
his face to the wall; but even then I stood many times at the
door; listening。
Long after I had gone to bed a sudden silence filled the chamber;
and I knew that David had awaked。 I lay motionless; and; after
what seemed a long time of waiting; a little far…away voice said
in a cautious whisper; 〃Irene!〃
〃You are sleeping with me to…night; you know; David;〃 I said。
〃I didn't know;〃 he replied; a little troubled but trying not to
be a nuisance。
〃You remember you are with me?〃 I asked。
After a moment's hesitation he replied; 〃I nearly remember;〃 and
presently he added very gratefully; as if to some angel who had
whispered to him; 〃I remember now。〃
I think he had nigh fallen asleep again when he stirred and said;
〃Is it going on now?〃
〃What?〃
〃The adventure。〃
〃Yes; David。〃
Perhaps this disturbed him; for by…and…by I had to inquire; 〃You
are not frightened; are you?〃
〃Am I not?〃 he answered politely; and I knew his hand was groping
in the darkness; so I put out mine and he held on tightly to one
finger。
〃I am not frightened now;〃 he whispered。
〃And there is nothing else you want?〃
〃Is there not?〃 he again asked politely。 〃Are you sure there's
not?〃 he added。
〃What can it be; David?〃
〃I don't take up very much room;〃 the far…away voice said。
〃Why; David;〃 said I; sitting up; 〃do you want to come into my
bed?〃
〃Mother said I wasn't to want it unless you wanted it first;〃 he
squeaked。
〃It is what I have been wanting all the time;〃 said I; and then
without more ado the little white figure rose and flung itself at
me。 For the rest of the night he lay on me and across me; and
sometimes his feet were at the bottom of the bed and sometimes on
the pillow; but he always retained possession of my finger; and
occasionally he woke me to say that he was sleeping with me。 I
had not a good night。 I lay thinking。
Of this little boy; who; in the midst of his play while I
undressed him; had suddenly buried his head on my knees。
Of the woman who had been for him who could be sufficiently
daring。
Of David's dripping little form in the bath; and how when I
essayed to catch him he had slipped from my arms like a trout。
Of how I had stood by the open door listening to his sweet
breathing; had stood so long that I forgot his name and called
him Timothy。
XX
David and Porthos Compared
But Mary spoilt it all; when I sent David back to her in the
morning; by inquiring too curiously into his person and
discovering that I had put his combinations on him with the
buttons to the front。 For