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an hold them here we keep the fascists tied up。 They can't attack any other country until they finish with us and they can never finish with us。 If the French help at all； if only they leave the frontier open and if we get planes from America they can never finish with us。 Never； if we get anything at all。 These people will fight forever if they're well armed。
No you must not expect victory here； not for several years maybe。 This is just a holding attack。 You must not get illusions about it now。 Suppose we got a break…through today？ This is our first big attack。 Keep your sense of proportion。 But what if we should have it？ Don't get excited； he told himself。 Remember what went up the road。 You've done what you could about that。 We should have portable short…wave sets； though。 We will； in time。 But we haven't yet。 You just watch now and do what you should。
Today is only one day in all the days that will ever be。 But what will happen in all the other days that ever come can depend on what you do today。 It's been that way all this year。 It's been that way so many times。 All of this war is that way。 You are getting very pompous in the early morning； he told himself。 Look there what's coming now。
He saw the two men in blanket capes and steel helmets come around the corner of the road walking toward the bridge； their rifles slung over their shoulders。 One stopped at the far end of the bridge and was out of sight in the sentry box。 The other came on across the bridge； walking slowly and heavily。 He stopped on the bridge and spat into the gorge； then came on slowly to the near end of the bridge where the other sentry spoke to him and then started off back over the bridge。 The sentry who was relieved walked faster than the other had done （because he's going to coffee； Robert Jordan thought） but he too spat down into the gorge。
I wonder if that is superstition？ Robert Jordan thought。 I'll have to take me a spit in that gorge too。 If I can spit by then。 No。 It can't be very powerful medicine。 It can't work。 I'll have to prove it doesn't work before I am out there。
The new sentry had gone inside the box and sat down。 His rifle with the bayonet fixed was leaning against the wall。 Robert Jordan took his glasses from his shirt pocket and turned the eyepieces until the end of the bridge showed sharp and gray…painted…metal clear。 Then he moved them onto the sentry box。
The sentry sat leaning against the wall。 His helmet hung on a peg and his face showed clearly。 Robert Jordan saw he was the same man who had been there on guard two days before in the afternoon watch。 He was wearing the same knitted stocking…cap。 And he had not shaved。 His cheeks were sunken and his cheekbones prominent。 He had bushy eyebrows that grew together in the center。 He looked sleepy and as Robert Jordan watched him he yawned。 Then he took out a tobacco pouch and a packet of papers and rolled himself a cigarette。 He tried to make a lighter work and finally put it in his pocket and went over to the brazier； leaned over； reached inside； brought up a piece of charcoal； juggled it in one hand while he blew on it； then lit the cigarette and tossed the lump of charcoal back into the brazier。
Robert Jordan； looking through the Zeiss 8…power glasses； watched his face as he leaned against the wall of the sentry box drawing on the cigarette。 Then he took the glasses down； folded them together and put them in his pocket。
I won't look at him again； he told himself。
He lay there and watched the road and tried not to think at all。 A squirrel chittered from a pine tree below him and Robert Jordan watched the squirrel come down the tree trunk； stopping on his way down to turn his head and look toward where the man was watching。 He saw the squirrel's eyes； small and bright； and watched his tail jerk in excitement。 Then the squirrel crossed to another tree； moving on the ground in long； small…pawed； tail…exaggerated bounds。 On the tree trunk he looked back at Robert Jordan； then pulled himself around the trunk and out of sight。 Then Robert Jordan heard the squirrel chitter from a high branch of the pine tree and he watched him there； spread flat along the branch； his tail jerking。
Robert Jordan looked down through the pines to the sentry box again。 He would like to have had the squirrel with him in his pocket。 He would like to have had anything that he could touch。 He rubbed his elbows against the pine needles but it was not the same。 Nobody knows how lonely you can be when you do this。 Me； though； I know。 I hope that Rabbit will get out of this all right。 Stop that now。 Yes； sure。 But I can hope that and I do。 That I blow it well and that she gets out all right。 Good。 Sure。 Just that。 That is all I want now。
He lay there now and looked away from the road and the sentry box and across to the far mountain。 Just do not think at all； he told himself。 He lay there quietly and watched the morning come。 It was a fine early summer morning and it came very fast now in the end of May。 Once a motorcyclist in a leather coat and all…leather helmet with an automatic rifle in a holster by his left leg came across the bridge and went on up the road。 Once an ambulance crossed the bridge； passed below him； and went up the road。 But that was all。 He smelled the pines and he heard the stream and the bridge showed clear now and beautiful in the morning light。 He lay there behind the pine tree； with the submachine gun across his left forearm； and he never looked at the sentry box again until； long after it seemed that it was never coming； that nothing could happen on such a lovely late May morning； he heard the sudden； clustered； thudding of the bombs。
As he heard the bombs； the first thumping noise of them； before the echo of them came back in thunder from the mountain； Robert Jordan drew in a long breath and lifted the submachine gun from where it lay。 His arm felt stiff from its weight and his fingers were heavy with reluctance。
The man in the sentry box stood up when he heard the bombs。 Robert Jordan saw him reach for his rifle and step forward out of the box listening。 He stood in the road with the sun shining on him。 The knitted cap was on the side of his head and the sun was on his unshaved face as he looked up into the sky toward where the planes were bombing。
There was no mist on the road now and Robert Jordan saw the man； clearly and sharply； standing there on the road looking up at the sky。 The sun shone bright on him through the trees。
Robert Jordan felt his own breath tight now as though a strand of wire bound his chest and； steadying his elbows； feeling the corrugations of the forward grip against his fingers； he put the oblong of the foresight； settled now in the notch of the rear； onto the center of the man's chest and squeezed the trigger gently。
He felt the quick； liquid； spastic lurching of the gun against his shoulder and on the road the man； looking surprised and hurt； slid forward on his knees and his forehead doubled to the road。 His rifle fell by him and lay there with one of the man's fingers twisted through the trigger guard； his wrist bent forward。 The rifle lay； bayonet forward on the road。 Robert Jordan looked away from the man lying with his head doub