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lucile-第30章

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MATILDA。

True; you drew with emotion her portrait just now。

LUVOIS。

With emotion?

MATILDA。

               Yes; yes! you described her; I know; As possess'd of a charm all unrivall'd。

LUVOIS。

                                        Alas! You mistook me completely!  You; madam; surpass This lady as moonlight does lamplight; as youth Surpasses its best imitations; as truth The fairest of falsehood surpasses; as nature Surpasses art's masterpiece; ay; as the creature Fresh and pure in its native adornment surpasses All the charms got by heart at the world's looking…glasses! 〃Yet you said;〃she continued with some trepidation; 〃That you quite comprehended〃 。 。 。 a slight hesitation Shook the sentence; 。 。 。 〃a passion so strong as〃 。 。 。

LUVOIS。

                                               〃True; true! But not in a man that had once look'd at you。 Nor can I conceive; or excuse; or〃 。 。 。                                     Hush; hush!〃 She broke in; all more fair for one innocent blush。 〃Between man and woman these things differ so! It may be that the world pardons 。 。 。 (how should I know?) In you what it visits on us; or 'tis true; It may be that we women are better than you。〃

LUVOIS。

Who denies it?  Yet; madam; once more you mistake。 The world; in its judgment; some difference may make 'Twixt the man and the woman; so far as respects Its social enchantments; but not as affects The one sentiment which it were easy to prove; Is the sole law we look to the moment we love。

MATILDA。

That may be。  Yet I think I should be less severe。 Although so inexperienced in such things; I fear I have learn'd that the heart cannot always repress Or account for the feelings which sway it。                                            〃Yes! yes! That is too true; indeed!〃 。 。 。 the Duke sigh'd。                                                   And again For one moment in silence continued the twain。


XXII。


At length the Duke slowly; as though he had needed All this time to repress his emotions; proceeded: 〃And yet! 。 。 。 what avails; then; to woman the gift Of a beauty like yours; if it cannot uplift Her heart from the reach of one doubt; one despair; One pang of wrong'd love; to which women less fair Are exposed; when they love?〃                                With a quick change of tone; As though by resentment impell'd he went on: 〃The name that you bear; it is whisper'd; you took From love; not convention。  Well; lady; 。 。 。 that look So excited; so keen; on the face you must know Throughout all its expressionsthat rapturous glow; Those eloquent featuressignificant eyes Which that pale woman sees; yet betrays no surprise;〃 (He pointed his hand; as he spoke; to the door; Fixing with it Lucile and Lord Alfred) 。 。 。 〃before; Have you ever once seen what just now you may view In that face so familiar? 。 。 。 no; lady; 'tis new。 Young; lovely; and loving; no doubt; as you are; Are you loved?〃 。 。 。


XXIII。


                 He look'd at herpausedfelt if thus far The ground held yet。  The ardor with which he had spoken; This close; rapid question; thus suddenly broken; Inspired in Matilda a vague sense of fear; As though some indefinite danger were near。 With composure; however; at once she replied: 〃'Tis three years since the day when I first was a bride; And my husband I never had cause to suspect; Nor ever have stoop'd; sir; such cause to detect。 Yet if in his looks or his acts I should see See; or fancysome moment's oblivion of me; I trust that I too should forget it;for you Must have seen that my heart is my husband's。〃                                                 The hue On her cheek; with the effort wherewith to the Duke She had uttered this vague and half…frightened rebuke; Was white as the rose in her hand。  The last word Seem'd to die on her lip; and could scarcely be heard。 There was silence again。                           A great step had been made By the Duke in the words he that evening had said。 There; half drown'd by the music; Matilda; that night; Had listen'dlong listen'dno doubt; in despite Of herself; to a voice she should never have heard; And her heart by that voice had been troubled and stirr'd。 And so having suffer'd in silence his eye To fathom her own; he resumed; with a sigh:


XXIV。


〃Will you suffer me; lady; your thoughts to invade By disclosing my own?  The position;〃 he said; 〃In which we so strangely seem placed may excuse The frankness and force of the words which I use。 You say that your heart is your husband's: You say That you love him。  You think so; of course; lady 。 。 。 nay; Such a love; I admit; were a merit; no doubt。 But; trust me; no true love there can be without Its dread penaltyjealousy。                              〃Well; do not start! Until now;either thanks to a singular art Of supreme self…control; you have held them all down Unreveal'd in your heart;or you never have known Even one of those fierce irresistible pangs Which deep passion engenders; that anguish which hangs On the heart like a nightmare; by jealousy bred。 But if; lady; the love you describe; in the bed Of a blissful security thus hath reposed Undisturb'd; with mild eyelids on happiness closed; Were it not to expose to a peril unjust; And most cruel; that happy repose you so trust; To meet; to receive; and; indeed; it may be; For how long I know not; continue to see A woman whose place rivals yours in the life And the heart which not only your title of wife; But also (forgive me!) your beauty alone; Should have made wholly yours?You; who gave all your own! Reflect!'tis the peace of existence you stake On the turn of a die。  And for whosefor his sake? While you witness this woman; the false point of view From which she must now be regarded by you Will exaggerate to you; whatever they be; The charms I admit she possesses。  To me They are trivial indeed; yet to your eyes; I fear And foresee; they will true and intrinsic appear。 Self…unconscious; and sweetly unable to guess How more lovely by far is the grace you possess; You will wrong your own beauty。  The graces of art; You will take for the natural charm of the heart; Studied manners; the brilliant and bold repartee; Will too soon in that fatal comparison be To your fancy more fair than the sweet timid sense Which; in shrinking; betrays its own best eloquence。 O then; lady; then; you will feel in your heart The poisonous pain of a fierce jealous dart! While you see her; yourself you no longer will see; You will hear her; and hear not yourself;you will be Unhappy; unhappy; because you will deem Your own power less great than her power will seem。 And I shall not be by your side; day by day; In despite of your noble displeasure; to say 'You are fairer than she; as the star is more fair Than the diamond; the brightest that beauty can wear'〃


XXV。


This appeal; both by looks and by language; increased The trouble Matilda felt grow in her breast。 Still she spoke with what calmness she could                                               〃Sir; the while I thank you;〃 she said; with a faint scornful smile; 〃For your fervor in painting my fancied distress: Allow me the right some surprise to express At the zeal you betray in discl
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