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always the last one to find out。’ ”
“What do you mean？”
“I thought that after the police called at Belle’s night before last—”
“Belle’s—that—that woman！ You have been with—”
“Of course。 Where else would I be？ I hope you haven’t worried about me。”
“You went from me to—oh！”
“Come； come； Scarlett！ Don’t play the deceived wife。 You must have known about Belle long ago。”
“You went to her from me； after—after—”
“Oh； that。” He made a careless gesture。 “I will forget my manners。 My apologies for my conduct at our last meeting。 I was very drunk； as you doubtless know； and quite swept off my feet by your charms—need I enumerate them？”
Suddenly she wanted to cry； to lie down on the bed and sob endlessly。 He hadn’t changed； nothing had changed； and she had been a fool； a stupid； conceited； silly fool； thinking he loved her。 It had all been one of his repulsive drunken jests。 He had taken her and used her when he was drunk； just as he would use any woman in Belle’s house。 And now he was back； insulting； sardonic； out of reach。 She swallowed her tears and rallied。 He must never； never know what she had thought。 How he would laugh if he knew！ Well； he’d never know。 She looked up quickly at him and caught that old； puzzling； watchful glint in his eyes—keen； eager as though he hung on her next words； hoping they would be—what was he hoping？ That she’d make a fool out of herself and bawl and give him something to laugh about？ Not she！ Her slanting brows rushed together in a cold frown。
“I had naturally suspected what your relations with that creature were。”
“Only suspected？ Why didn’t you ask me and satisfy your curiosity？ I’d have told you。 I’ve been living with her ever since the day you and Ashley Wilkes decided that we should have separate bedrooms。”
“You have the gall to stand there and boast to me； your wife； that—”
“Oh； spare me your moral indignation。 You never gave a damn what I did as long as I paid the bills。 And you know I’ve been no angel recently。 And as for you being my wife—you haven’t been much of a wife since Bonnie came； have you？ You’ve been a poor investment； Scarlett。 Belle’s been a better one。”
“Investment？ You mean you gave her—？”
“ ‘Set her up in business’ is the correct term； I believe。 Belle’s a smart woman。 I wanted to see her get ahead and all she needed was money to start a house of her own。 You ought to know what miracles a woman can perform when she has a bit of cash。 Look at yourself。”
“You compare me—”
“Well； you are both hard…headed business women and both successful。 Belle’s got the edge on you； of course； because she’s a kind…hearted； good…natured soul—”
“Will you get out of this room？”
He lounged toward the door； one eyebrow raised quizzically。 How could he insult her so； she thought in rage and pain。 He was going out of his way to hurt and humiliate her and she writhed as she thought how she had longed for his homecoming； while all the time he was drunk and brawling with police in a bawdy house。
“Get out of this room and don’t ever come back in it。 I told you that once before and you weren’t enough of a gentleman to understand。 Hereafter I will lock my door。”
“Don’t bother。”
“I will lock it After the way you acted the other night—so drunk； so disgusting—”
“Come now； darling！ Not disgusting； surely！”
“Get out。”
“Don’t worry。 I’m going。 And I promise I’ll never bother you again。 That’s final。 And I just thought I’d tell you that if my infamous conduct was too much for you to bear； I’ll let you have a divorce。 Just give me Bonnie and I won’t contest it。”
“I would not think of disgracing the family with a divorce。”
“You’d disgrace it quick enough if Miss Melly was dead； wouldn’t you？ It makes my head spin to think how quickly you’d divorce me。”
“Will you go？”
“Yes； I’m going。 That’s what I came home to tell you。 I’m going to Charleston and New Orleans and—oh； well； a very extended trip。 I’m leaving today。”
“Oh！”
“And I’m taking Bonnie with me。 Get that foolish Prissy to pack her little duds。 I’ll take Prissy too。”
“You’ll never take my child out of this house。”
“My child too； Mrs。 Butler。 Surely you do not mind me taking her to Charleston to see her grandmother？”
“Her grandmother； my foot！ Do you think I’ll let you take that baby out of here when you’ll be drunk every night and most likely taking her to houses like that Belle’s—”
He threw down the cigar violently and it smoked acridly on the carpet； the smell of scorching wool rising to their nostrils。 In an instant he was across the floor and by her side； his face black with fury。
“If you were a man； I would break your neck for that。 As it is； all I can say is for you to shut your God…damn mouth。 Do you think I do not love Bonnie； that I would take her where—my daughter！ Good God； you fool！ And as for you； giving yourself pious airs about your motherhood； why； a cat’s a better mother than you！ What have you ever done for the children？ Wade and Ella are frightened to death of you and if it wasn’t for Melanie Wilkes； they’d never know what love and affection are。 But Bonnie； my Bonnie！ Do you think I can’t take better care of her than you？ Do you think I’ll ever let you bully her and break her spirit； as you’ve broken Wade’s and Ella’s？ Hell； no！ Have her packed up and ready for me in an hour or I warn you what happened the other night will be mild beside what will happen。 I’ve always thought a good lashing with a buggy whip would benefit you immensely。”
He turned on his heel before she could speak and went out of the room on swift feet。 She heard him cross the floor of the hall to the children’s play room and open the door。 There was a glad； quick treble of childish voices and she heard Bonnie’s tones rise over Ella’s。
“Daddy； where you been？”
“Hunting for a rabbit’s skin to wrap my little Bonnie in。 Give your best sweetheart a kiss； Bonnie—and you too； Ella。”
CHAPTER LV
“DARLING； I don’t want any explanation from you and I won’t listen to one；” said Melanie firmly as she gently laid a small hand across Scarlett’s tortured lips and stilled her words。 “You insult yourself and Ashley and me by even thinking there could be need of explanations between us。 Why； we three have been—have been like soldiers fighting the world together for so many years that I’m ashamed of you for thinking idle gossip could come between us。 Do you think I’d believe that you and my Ashley— Why； the idea！ Don’t you realize I know you better than anyone in the world knows you？ Do you think I’ve forgotten all the wonderful； unselfish things you’ve done for Ashley and Beau and me—everything from saving my life to keeping us from starving！ Do you think I could remember you walking in a furrow behind that Yankee’s horse almost barefooted and with your hands blistered—just so the baby and I could have something to eat—and then believe such dreadful things about you？ I don’t want to hear a word out of you； Scarlett O’Hara。 Not a word。”
“But—” Scarlett fumbled and stopped。
Rhett had left town the