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th one hand； while with the other and both feet she attempted to hold the boxes and bags piled all about her。 One bag of dried peas had burst and the peas strewed themselves into the street Scarlett screamed to her； but the tumult of the crowd drowned her voice and the carriage rocked madly by。
For a moment she could not understand what it all meant and then； remembering that the commissary warehouses were down by the railroad tracks； she realized that the army had thrown them open to the people to salvage what they could before the Yankees came。
She pushed her way swiftly through the crowds； past the packed； hysterical mob surging in the open space of Five Points； and hurried as fast as she could down the short block toward the depot。 Through the tangle of ambulances and the clouds of dust； she could see doctors and stretcher bearers bending； lifting； hurrying。 Thank God； she’d find Dr。 Meade soon。 As she rounded the corner of the Atlanta Hotel and came in full view of the depot and the tracks； she halted appalled。
Lying in the pitiless sun； shoulder to shoulder； head to feet； were hundreds of wounded men； lining the tracks； the sidewalks； stretched out in endless rows under the car shed。 Some lay stiff and still but many writhed under the hot sun； moaning。 Everywhere； swarms of flies hovered over the men； crawling and buzzing in their faces； everywhere was blood； dirty bandages； groans； screamed curses of pain as stretcher bearers lifted men。 The smell of sweat； of blood； of unwashed bodies； of excrement rose up in waves of blistering heat until the fetid stench almost nauseated her。 The ambulance men hurrying here and there among the prostrate forms frequently stepped on wounded men； so thickly packed were the rows； and those trodden upon stared stolidly up； waiting their turn。
She shrank back； clapping her hand to her mouth feeling that she was going to vomit。 She couldn’t go on。 She had seen wounded men in the hospitals； wounded men on Aunt Pitty’s lawn after the fighting at the creek； but never anything like this。 Never anything like these stinking； bleeding bodies broiling under the glaring sun。 This was an inferno of pain and smell and noise and hurry—hurry—hurry！ The Yankees are coming！ The Yankees are coming！ She braced her shoulders and went down among them； straining her eyes among the upright figures to distinguish Dr。 Meade。 But she discovered she could not look for him； for if she did not step carefully she would tread on some poor soldier。 She raised her skirts and tried to pick her way among them toward a knot of men who were directing the stretcher bearers。
As she walked； feverish hands plucked at her skirt and voices croaked： “Lady—water！ Please； lady； water！ For Christ’s sake； water！”
Perspiration came down her face in streams as she pulled her skirts from clutching hands。 If she stepped on one of these men； she’d scream and faint。 She stepped over dead men； over men who lay dull eyed with hands clutched to bellies where dried blood had glued torn uniforms to wounds； over men whose beards were stiff with blood and from whose broken jaws came sounds which must mean：
“Water！ Water！”
If she did not find Dr。 Meade soon； she would begin screaming with hysteria。 She looked toward the group of men under the car shed and cried as loudly as she could： “Dr。 Meade！ Is Dr。 Meade there？”
From the group one man detached himself and looked toward her。 It was the doctor。 He was coatless and his sleeves were rolled up to his shoulders。 His shirt and trousers were as red as a butcher’s and even the end of his iron…gray beard was matted with blood。 His face was the face of a man drunk with fatigue and impotent rage and burning pity。 It was gray and dusty； and sweat had streaked long rivulets across his cheeks。 But his voice was calm and decisive as he called to her。
“Thank God； you are here。 I can use every pair of hands。”
For a moment she stared at him bewildered； dropping her skirts in dismay。 They fell over the dirty face of a wounded man who feebly tried to turn his head to escape from their smothering folds。 What did the doctor mean？ The dust from the ambulances came into her face with choking dryness； and the rotten smells were like a foul liquid in her nostrils。
“Hurry； child！ Come here。”
She picked up her skirts and went to him as fast as she could go across the rows of bodies。 She put her hand on his arm and felt that it was trembling with weariness but there was no weakness in his face。
“Oh； Doctor！” she cried。 “You must come。 Melanie is having her baby。”
He looked at her as if her words did not register on his mind。 A man who lay upon the ground at her feet； his head pillowed on his canteen； grinned up companionably at her words。
“They will do it；” he said cheerfully。
She did not even look down but shook the doctor’s arm。
“It’s Melanie。 The baby。 Doctor； you must come。 She— the—” This was no time for delicacy but it was hard to bring out the words with the ears of hundreds of strange men listening。
“The pains are getting hard。 Please； Doctor！”
“A baby？ Great God！” thundered the doctor and his face was suddenly contorted with hate and rage； a rage not directed at her or at anyone except a world wherein such things could happen。 “Are you crazy？ I can’t leave these men。 They are dying； hundreds of them。 I can’t leave them for a damned baby。 Get some woman to help you。 Get my wife。”
She opened her mouth to ten him why Mrs。 Meade could not come and then shut it abruptly。 He did not know his own son was wounded！ She wondered if he would still be here if he did know； and something told her that even if Phil were dying he would still be standing on this spot； giving aid to the many instead of the one。
“No； you must come； Doctor。 You know you said she’d have a hard time—” Was it really she； Scarlett； standing here saying these dreadful indelicate things at the top of her voice in this hell of heat and groans？ “She’ll die if you don’t come！”
He shook off her hand roughly and spoke as though he hardly heard her； hardly knew what she said。
“Die？ Yes； they’ll all die—all these men。 No bandages； no salves； no quinine； no chloroform。 Oh； God； for some morphia！ Just a little morphia for the worst ones。 Just a little chloroform。 God damn the Yankees！ God damn the Yankees！”
“Give um hell； Doctor！” said the man on the ground； his teeth showing in his beard。
Scarlett began to shake and her eyes burned with tears of fright。 The doctor wasn’t coming with her。 Melanie would die and she had wished that she would die。 The doctor wasn’t coming。
“Name of God； Doctor！ Please！”
Dr。 Meade bit his lip and his jaw hardened as his face went cool again。
“Child； I’ll try。 I can’t promise you。 But I’ll try。 When we get these men tended to。 The Yankees are coming and the troops are moving out of town。 I don’t know what they’ll do with the wounded。 There aren’t any trains。 The Macon line has been captured。 。。。 But I’ll try。 Run along now。 Don’t bother me。 There’s nothing much to bringing a baby。 Just tie up the cord。 …”
He turned as an orderly touched his arm and began firing directions and pointing